This Is Us
37. Not In A Million, Billion Years.. ~ {Part 3}
Niall’s POV
‘’God only knows.. the things we’ve missed, Ni.’’ Zayn sighs as I invite him inside. Perrie went to the car to tell their kid, who I haven’t met yet, that it’s okay and all that stuff or whatever.
Tori went and snitched before I could even make it a surprise. ‘’C’mon, I’ll show you to the kitchen where everyone’s at.’’ I say as he follows me into the living room, where most of my kids are at.
‘’Holy shit, are you running a daycare now?’’ He mumbles behind me. ‘’Those are my kids, you idiot.’’ I smile lightly, looking over my shoulder to see his eyes widen, he was in shock.
‘’They make this thing called birth control.’’ He laughs a little. ‘’Yeah, I know. Sometimes it doesn’t work.’’ I wink lightly at him before looking back straight.
We enter the kitchen faster than I had thought we would. Harry took my place at the counter, beginning on finishing the food. It didn’t bother me at all though. He’s distracted, and that’s good.
‘’Look what the god damn cat dragged in!’’ Liam says, getting off the stool. I laugh lightly as I reach the island. Sophia sends me that woman look every female ever created has, that ‘Oh my god really’ look with the eye roll. I just smile lightly, raising my eyebrows at her. She doesn’t really like him, never has.
‘’Long time to damn see!’’ Zayn replies, but I don’t pay any more attention to him. I stand beside Harry, watching him as he begins cutting some potatoes. I furrow my eyebrows lightly as I notice his shaky hands.
‘’You alright, bro?” I mumble him as I continue to watch. ‘’Yeah.’’ He sighs a little to me. ‘’You don’t have to.. to do anything you know, me and Liam got it covered.’’ I tell him. To my sudden shock, he slams the knife down.
‘’No one fucking wants me to do anything anymore, do they?’’ He says, turning to face me. ‘’Harry, I was just-‘’ ‘’Are you gonna turn on me, too? Do I not fulfill what the hell you want me to? I’m sorry I’m a useless idiot that no one needs.’’ He says. The room became quiet, silent, not a sound.
‘’Harry.. can we talk outside?’’ I heard Jana say. I glance over my shoulder to see her standing at the sliding glass doors that lead to the back porch. He nods lightly, walking past me with a sigh.
All I said was he didn’t have to do anything. But I understand, I really do.
Notes
Last part to this, means three more chapters to go! Feedback and comments loves, I love ya!! xx ♥---B
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His mom, remember it was a whole chapter about it before??
10/18/15