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Unconditionally*ON HOLD*

03. Doubtful


“Do you think Harry is actually watching all of the videos he’s getting?’’ Dovie asks me as she stares at her IV that was deep in the vein in the bend of her elbow.

‘’I’m sure.. why would he have the contest if he wasn’t?’’ I ask her honestly. She just shrugs and sighs to herself.

No matter how much assurance and faith my sister has for herself, she’s still a doubtful person. When my mother died because of her major injuries from the car wreck, Dovie figured she’d be the next to go.

But since then, I thank God everyday for allowing me to keep my little sister. I love Dovie, she’s my best friend and has been forever. We’ve been through a lot with our parents and now that we’ve lost them both… its hard to go along with out each other.

At the moment, Dovie was preparing to go into surgery soon, the doctors would come get her when they were completely ready.

‘’I bet he.. doesn’t.’’ She mumbles to herself. I roll my eyes as I ignore her.

What Dovie doesn’t know is that I sent Harry a personal, hand written letter and her picture. She thought I just emailed Harry the video, but I didn’t.

I got it on a DVD and sent it to him. And currently, I was waiting for a reply. But I was doubtful, sorta like Dovie now.

Because this guy is a busy person, he’s got lots in his hands and on his mind, and I’m sure he will have no time to sit and write some shitty letter on how he grieves for my sister.

I want him to do that, but I assure you that he won’t.

It wasn’t long until the doctors had showed up and took Dovie to the OR. I wished her good luck, but she claims even our Irish roots couldn’t give her enough luck through this.

But as for me, I just ignored her and rolled my eyes with a sigh like I usually do when she says something doubtful.

I was sitting in the hospital room, the room I’ve been in for the past month. Dovie’s leg isn’t doing good, and the doctors are trying to get it all fixed up.

But I’m like her again, I doubt they can. Don’t get me wrong, I have the faith.

God does wonders. But I’m not too sure if this can be fixed. But I guess you should never say never, right? Yeah. I guess that’s how it all goes now a days.

Hope for the best, never think of the worst.

The door opens and I see my girlfriend, Emily, walk in. She smiles as she shuts the door and walks over to me. In her hand was the mail that was delivered to my mother’s house, a house that will soon be given to a family member so they can keep it running. I have no desire for a house, I have an apartment.

And as for Dovie, she was going to college soon, hopefully, so it didn’t matter too much for her.

‘’Here’s the mail, babe.’’ She smiles as she hands me the few things. I take it just as she leans down and kisses my cheek softly.

I love Emily, but at the moment.. I didn’t really want any kind of affection from her, or any one actually.

“Mainly bills..’’ She mumbles as she sits in the chair next to me.

‘’Figures.’’ I sigh gently to myself as I flip through the things, she was right, just house payments, and bills.

‘’Except for.. this.’’ Emily says and I look over to see she was taking something from her purse.

‘’What is it?” I ask curiously as she zips up her purse and hands me the envelope, ‘’Just look at the address.. I think its what we’ve waiting for.’’ She says with a light smile.

Emily was the only person who knew of what I done with mailing the DVD and sending the letter and all, it was partly her idea actually.

So, like she said to, I take a look at the address. And I’ll be damned if it didn’t say what I read to myself.

I gulp gently as I slowly tear it open and I grab what was enclosed. It was a folded up piece of paper.

‘’Do you think..?’’ She asks softly beside me.

‘’I think its.. I think this is.. real.’’ I smile as I unfold the letter in my hands and I gulp gently to myself once again.

Emily and I stare at the letter. But I take a deep breath before I begin reading it..

James,

What you told me about your sister inspired me a lot. To know I make her smile makes me smile, and I am glad that she is being strong. I feel very bad about what happened to your mother, and I send you my thoughts and your family is in my prayers.

But as for Dovie, which is a beautiful name, I suppose I might make her smile a little more. As you know, I have been doing the contest. And when I received your package last week, I was actually in the middle of watching some.

At the time, however, none of those videos caught my eye nor my attention. But when I read your letter and I popped in the DVD.. I was very shocked, but at the same time amazed by your sister and what she had to say.

It was heart warming and it meant a lot to me. It made me cry a little when she started to cry. She’s a very strong girl, and that’s a good thing. She needs to be or she might not have been up to sending the DVD and I could have never discovered her.

But I ask you please to not tell her I sent this, I want to keep it a surprise. And this needs to be a surprise to.. I’m coming to see your sister. I appreciate you giving me the address to the hospital she was in (I saw it on the back of the letter) and I will be surly making a visit as soon as I can, very soon.

Dovie seems like a wonderful girl and her smile is beautiful. I hope and wish she gets better as fast as God allows her to. And I will be keeping you, Dovie, and your family in my prayers for a while.

Also, I just wanted to say you are a very good brother and a very amazing person for doing this for your sister. Not many guys out there would right me a letter like you did. Actually, no one’s really written me a letter that actually meant something, like yours did.

As for my visit, however, I am planning to come next week, which will probably be a few days when you receive this letter. But, I can’t wait to meet your sister, and I would like to personally thank you for being the person you are.

You are truly amazing for doing this. I honestly could say I wouldn’t be strong enough to speak out for my sister like you did. And your sister, oh how I was amazed. I wanted to hug her right then and there while I watched the video.

As for the tears your sister cries, wipe then away and just assure her to never stop dreaming. Because in the end, dreams come true, so do wishes, and the hope never dies.

I can’t wait to meet you guys, I’m looking forward to it. I’m also going to clear my calender for a solid seven days, just so I can get to know your sister and make her smile through the tough times in her life at the moment.

If you would please, though, email me instead because they process a lot faster. However, I loved the idea of an old fashioned hand written letter! No doubt! Thanks again for allowing me to see your sister’s heart touching video and to read your letter, I will see you soon.

-Harry Styles
London, England.



‘’There’s no.. way.. on God’s.. amazing earth.. that.. this is.. real.’’ Emily whispers beside me.

I fold the letter up and stick it back in the envelope. I don’t plan on keeping it, but I do plan on giving it to Dovie, but not now though since Harry wants to keep this between us.

‘’Its real.. and Dovie’s.. gonna love it.’’ I smile gently to myself.

‘’You really are a good person for doing this, James.’’ Emily says with a smile to her tone. ‘

'’You think so?” I ask truthfully.

‘’Hey, Harry Styles told you that.. you should know its real.’’ She laughs gently.

‘’I thought this guy was the kind of person who was just in it for the fame and the money..’’ I say to Emily.

‘’But.. obviously.. he’s not.’’



Notes

So, this is going to be regular POV for a while probably. i'll update soon, please comment subscribe and rate!! Nice comments only please! Is it getting good??

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♥--B

Comments

Please update soon

njrotcgurl243 njrotcgurl243
8/8/15

Update soon

njrotcgurl243 njrotcgurl243
7/18/15

Love it waiting for your next update

njrotcgurl243 njrotcgurl243
7/8/15

@Brianna.Horan

I really like this story love.....it's different but it is definitely very sweet and cute.I will be reading this and see how the plot will play out ^_^ Harry is an angel in this story.....I just hope the other fans and the media won't trouble Dovie's and Harry's relationship. I ship them <3<3.....I love Dovie's brother as welll.....I wish I had a brother like that ^_^

Update pretty plz addicted

njrotcgurl243 njrotcgurl243
7/6/15