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The Secret Lovers

Feelings

I was still in hospital. All I wanted to do was get out of here and sleep in my own bed. Everything was rushing through my head, I had no clue who Harry or Allison was. Were Harry and I more than friends? Or were Allison and I enemy’s. All this thinking was making me get a huge headache. I picked up my remote and pressed the button so I could get a nurses attention. “Yes Nicole” “Can I please have some panadol I’ve got a really bad headache” “You’ve had some before but I will go ask your doctor if you can take anymore” “Please I’m not a drug addict, I’m getting really bad headaches that’s all” “I’ll still have to go see with your doctor sorry Nicole just take it easy and stop thinking to much or else it will become worst”

I honestly hated being told what to do. I can take care of myself. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I woke up at in the middle of the day. My hospital room door swung open and there was this guy I didn’t know. “You’re awake, how are you feeling” He asked me nicely while sitting down on the chair next to my hospital bed. “I’m good but may I ask who you are” “I’m Harry, I forgot you lost your memory sorry my fault” “Oh no it’s okay, can I ask you something though” “Sure what is it” “What were we” “Well I liked you and you liked me so I guess we were more thank friends” He said while thinking in his head. I wasn’t sure if I should believe him or not. My gut was telling me something was up. Me being me I listened to him and thought he was telling the truth. “Okay” was all I could get out. I didn’t know what to say. I had no idea who he was. “Well first of all I have to get to know you first” “Well go ask me questions.” We ended up talking until visiting hours were over. “Well I’ll see you whenever I see you next” I looked at him. “Yep” He replied back smirking.

After getting to know him more I felt as if I actually knew him. He was such a great guy but what if it’s all a stunt. “Wait” He said. “What” “Can I please have a kiss” “On the cheek yes” He came back and I gave him a quick kiss on the cheek. He then left. My doctor came in and told me I could go home in the morning which made me super excited. I drifted off to sleep after the doctor left. I woke up and packed all my stuff in my bag that my parents brought me. I called my mom and asked her to pick me up. Ring ring ring, “Hello mum I’m out of hospital now and I was wondering could you please come pick me up” “Sure I’ll be there in a few minutes” “Thanks.”

I waited inside till I saw my moms car drive past. I walked outside and got inside the car. “How are you feeling sweetheart” “I’ve been getting a few headaches here are and there but other than that I’m fine” “That’s good, I have to drop you home then go back to work” “That’s fine I will just go to bed or watch television” “Take it easy though please” “I will don’t worry.” “I know you Nicole you’re stubborn” “Hm.” “You’re being stubborn now” “I’m not being stubborn I have a headache I did just get into a car crash and not once did you and dad come and see me” “We’ve been working” “You could at least come and and say hey you don’t care about me” “We’ve been busy Nicole don’t you get that, we do have our lives too” “Stop the car” “Why” “I SAID STOP THE CAR” I yelled. “Okay” She stopped the car. I opened the door and grabbed my stuff and started walking. “Where are you going Nicole” “I don’t want to put up with your bullshit you never care about me, why did you even have me if you don’t care about me” I said. “Don’t say that Nicole I do care about you” “That’s bullshit” I hissed and started walking away from her.

I went to the park across the road from my house. I put down my bag and sat on the swing to go think everything through. I shot up from the swing. There was a black figure coming closer to me. I couldn’t exactly see who it was since it was dark now. The dark figure come closer and closer till I saw who it was. It was Harry. “How come you’re out here” Harry asked.”I needed fresh air and time to think” “Think about what” “Just stuff” “You know I’m always here for you” “I don’t like sharing or talking about what I think about it’s kind of private” “I know, but I am here if you want someone to talk to” “Okay thanks anyways.” “Can I show you something” “Yeah if you want too” “Okay let’s go” “Wait where are we going first” “It’s okay I’m not going to hurt you” He laughed. We walked for about 5 minutes until I saw nothing but roses fallen on the grass. It was beautiful. “Wow Harry this is beautiful” “Not as beautiful as you’re” “Aw don’t make me blush” I punched him in the arm. “No need for that” He laughed. We both layed down and looked at the stars. “Look it’s a heart” “Where” “Over there” “Wow it’s an actual heart” “What a coincidence” Harry smirked. “Can I ask you something Nicole” “Yeah what is it” “I know you just lost your memory but can you be my girlfriend, we can take things slow please” “I’m sorry Harry but I can’t I don’t know you as much as I want too” He looked sad. I felt really bad. “Well we could try but slowly” I said. “Thank you” “We still need to get to know each other” “I know” He kissed me. It felt amazing. I had butterflies in my stomach. It got pretty heated. But I didn’t want to stop so I allowed him. “Mm” Harry moaned as I wrapped my fingers into his curls. As he moaned I felt myself getting wetter and wetter.

I had no idea why I was letting him kiss me. It felt amazing, it seemed as I've known him for ages but I didn't. I backed away from the kiss. "I'm sorry I can't do this, I don't even know you" I said while a few tears were running down my cheeks. "It's okay, I'm sorry I pressured you." I was feeling light headed and felt as if I was going to pass out. I tried so hard to keep my eyes open. Harry noticed immediately. "Are you okay Nicole" He ask while grabbing me by the waist so I didn't fall. "I feel light headed that's all" "Let's get you home" "No" "Yes" "No" "Come on Nicole, you aren't well and you need to rest" "I don't want to go home" "You can come back to mine" He offered. "Okay." We walked for about 5 minutes till we reached his house. It was beautiful. I don't know why I said yes to go over his house, I didn't even know this guy. All I wanted is to get away from my parents, they didn't care about me so why would I go back there. "Thank you Harry" "It's okay, you can sleep on my bed and I'll sleep on the couch" "No it's your house I'll sleep on the couch" "You're a visitor, it's okay take my bed Nicole" "No" "Yes" "No Harry go sleep on your bed" "You're so stubborn I swear" He whispered thinking I wouldn't be able to hear it which I did. "I heard that" "Shit" He mumbled. I went and sat down on the couch were I was going to sleep on. I turned on the television and turned the volume down so Harry could sleep. I was watching FRIENDS, it was favorite show. Time passed by and I was already drifting off to sleep.

I woke up to loud thunder. I was a scared of thunder since I was a little girl. I hated this, I always had my mum or dad cuddling me saying it was okay. I tip toed to Harry's room and saw him asleep. He still looked amazing while he was sleeping. I was already falling head over heels for this boy. I tapped his shoulder; he didn't move or wake up. I heard another lightning coming from outside the house. I tried so hard not to scream. Harry was still sleeping. "You are annoying wake up" I whispered. Still nothing. I was getting really scared now the thunder was getting louder and louder so I nudged him. "Hmm" He mumbled. "Harry I'm scared of thunder storms" I whispered. "Hmm" "Harry" I yelled while slapping him. "Oh shit what was that for" "You didn't wake up" "Yeah sorry I'm a really deep sleeper, what time is it" He asked. I looked over to the clock and glanced to see what time it was. "2 in the morning" "Why are you awake" "I'm scared of thunder storms and I couldn’t sleep I feel sick" I lied so he didn’t think I was acting like a little baby, which I was acting like one. It wasn’t my fault that I’ve always been scared of thunder storms "Aw come here" He cooed while grabbing my waist and pulling me under the covers.

I felt all skin. I knew some boys slept naked but I didn’t think Harry did. He was naked. "Oh my god" I mumbled. "What was that" "You're naked" "Oh sorry I'll put boxers on for you" "Okay" It didn't really bother me that he was naked. He went into his closet and got out Calvin Klein boxers. He went into the bathroom to change. I kept glancing over to him, he had the most amazing body. Every girl would be frothing over him. He noticed me looking at him, I turned over to the other side of the room to hide that I was blushing. “You know you can look” He winked. “I wasn’t looking at you, don’t get your hopes up Hazza” “You called me Hazza” “What’s wrong with calling you Hazza, I’m sorry I won’t call you it again if you don’t want me to call you that” “No no-one’s ever called me Hazza before it’s new.” “Aw well that’s my nickname for you now” “Okay Princess” “I’m not a little girl” “Oh sorry” He pouted. “It’s cold” I whined. “You’re such a little baby” “I am not a little girl” I said a little frustrated. I hated being called a little baby. He came and laid on the other side of the bed where he was originally sleeping. I quickly turned around so I wasn’t facing him. I was angry at him for calling me a baby. “Are you really upset that I called you a baby” He asked. “Yes” “I’m sorry” He laughed. “It’s not funny” “I’m not laughing at that, you’re just so cute when your angry.” “Hmm” I smiled against the pillow I was resting my head on.

“Come here” “No” “Please” I could see him pouting at me. I wasn’t going to give in that easy. “Nope, now goodnight” “Please Nicole, don’t do this” He whined. He was so cute. “Okay” I couldn’t resist him. He grabbed my waist and made sure there was no space between us. He was rubbing circles on my back which was very calming. Another lightning struck which made me jump. Harry chuckled. “It’s okay I’m here, it’s not going to hurt you” He mumbled into my hair, leaving me with goose bumps. “Thank you Harry” “For what” “Letting me stay and for protecting me from the thunder” “It’s okay.” I didn’t hesitate; I gave him a kiss of the lips. The kiss got deeper. I let it happen, it felt so right. He hovered on top of me while still kissing me. He pulled my top off then took my bra off. He just stared at my boobs which made me feel uncomfortable. “So beautiful” He mumbled. He grabbed my left boob and starting licking and biting it. It was really turning me on. He did the same to the right boob. He started leaving wet kisses down my lower belly. “Now these need to come off” He pulled down my pants then did that same with my panties. He was kissing in my inner thighs making me want him more. I could feel myself getting wetter ever second. “Stop teasing Hazza” He chuckled into my clit. He started licking my clit making me moan his name. “Say my name” “Harry, right there” I moaned. He put 2 fingers into me. I threw my head back. It got pretty heated. He stopped then out of nowhere put his length into me. It felt amazing. He kept thrusting into me fast. “Keep going, harry” “You’re so tight” He grunted. “I’m going to cum Harry” “Wait” “Ready on the count of 3.. 1.2.3” We both reached our climax. He rolled over to his side of the bed. “That was amazing” “I know” I said while having no breath left. “Night Nicole” Good night Harry” He kissed my lips. We both drifted off to sleep.

Notes

Feedback would be amazing Xx

Comments

@Forever_fan_of_five_fellas
That means so much! Thank you so much xx :)
Nicole-Kyliexx Nicole-Kyliexx
6/30/13
@Nicole-Kyliexx Aww, okay. Well, I'll start reading Bullied soon. You're an amazing author :) xx
@Forever_fan_of_five_fellas
I don't write this story anymore, I'm sorry :)
Nicole-Kyliexx Nicole-Kyliexx
6/29/13
Please UPDATE!!! I'm dying to know what happens! xx
@Harry_Styles_101
I will update tomorrow :)
Nicole-Kyliexx Nicole-Kyliexx
5/31/13