Forbidden

Gabriella's pov
I sit down on my bed. Why does Jace have to come back into my life? I loved him like family, even though he made me go into depression, cutting, and sadness. I got out of it when we stopped talking. I just don't know what is going to happen now.

J: hey you there
G: always..
J: how've you been?
G: better..
J: ok
G: is Caitlyn okay?
J: i don't know.. We can't talk anymore..
G: what happened?
J: her mom said she can't..
G: I'm so sorry.
J: yeah she said I don't deserve to be happy..
G: well I don't care what she thinks. You deserve to be happy. Okay?
J: okay.
G: I'm sorry I just care about you.
J: Ik
G: okay.
J: I'm gonna go..
G: I'm sorry I shouldn't have brought her up.
J: bye..
G: bye.

Ugh! I made him feel bad. I'm such a horrible person. I hate him so much! No. I'm lying. I can't hate him. Couldn't he have just left me alone? I will do anything for him. He knows that. Why do I have to be this way? It's so messed up for me.

I go into my drawer again and look at the blade. No one will notice and if Harry sees them I can just say they were the ones I did with the other ones. I cut my arms again. Cutting over a stupid boy. Cutting over stupid feelings. Cutting over stupid insecurities. Cutting over stupid reasons. I'm just stupid over all.

I take my phone and go into the bathroom. I don't want the bitch of a foster sister going through my phone again. I play Never Too Late by Three Days Grace. I go into the shower and turn on the warm water. I've changed so much. But when I'm with Harry I feel whole again. I do all the things I used to with Harry. He's my everything. I don't know what I would do if I lost him...

Notes

Okay some of this chapter is based on my actual life.. I thought it would make a good chapter. Hopefully it did. I will be updating again!!! Vote comment and subscribe!!