Forbidden

My phone vibrates and plays the little One Direction ringtone. All the boys have different songs. This one is Niall's. I answer the call.

"Niiiiii why did you wake me up?" I whine in a sleepy voice.

"You're so cute when you're tired." He says.

"I'm also cute when I'm sleeping but someone woke me up." I complain.

I sit up. "So what's up Ni?" I ask.

We barely ever call each other. Only Zayn And Harry call me the most.

"Nothing I just wanted to talk to you beautiful." He says.

Wait what?

"Niall did you call me beautiful?" I ask.

"Well you are it's not my fault." He says chuckling.

Is he flirting with me?

"Niall are you drunk or something?" I ask.

"Do I sound drunk?" He says seriously.

"No." I say.

"Well Ni I have to go. I'll text you later. Bye."

I had to stop talking to him. It's weird having Niall call me beautiful. I only really have had Harry call me beautiful. I remember when I met him. I remember a year ago when I was nothing more than a fan. The girl from the concert hasn't "made me pay". I've always thought about her. About how she could come out of nowhere and mess up my relationship with Harry. She probably forgot about me but I can't help but be paranoid. I never want to lose what I have with Harry. I always think about him. He probably doesn't think of me this much.

I get up so Sam can take me to my foster home.

"I'm going to stay there for a while." Sam says as we approach my foster house.

"No Sam just go home." I say.

"I'm going in, if you like it or not Gabriella." He says.

"Damn it Sam just go home!" I yell.

"No." He says.

He knows why I don't want him to come in.

They treat me badly. Like Cinderella. Oh my god and the two step sisters are the foster twins. What the hell I am Cinderella. I laugh at myself.

"What is it?" Sam asks.

"I'm Cinderella!" I burst out laughing.

Then I start crying. I fucking hate it here.

"I don't want to live here. They treat me like shit and the foster brother... I just can't live there anymore." I say.

"I'm going to call them." Sam says. "They won't take me back Sam. They don't like me." I say.

"It wasn't their idea to send you away. They love you, they just got convinced otherwise." Sam says.

I get up.

"My damn sister ruined my life?" I yelled.

"I'm going to kill her. Literally kill her." I say.

"Not only she left me alone with my abusive father, but she fucks up the best foster home I've had? I was about to start getting close to them. I was going to start calling them mom and dad.." I say.

"I'll ask them." He says.

"Either way I'm not going to call them my parents yet. They believed her after they've known her for a short time. I've known them for two years." I say.

"Sam I'm sorry. You can ask them if you want but I'm going inside. Bye." I say.

I run into the house and straight to my room. I go into my drawer. I find the blade. Can someone save me? I haven't used this since Jace but she's ruined my life to much. I take it and just held it for a second. I've been depressed again for a while now. I'm only happy when I talk to the boys. Or I act happy when with others. I take the blade and slide it across my arm.

Notes

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