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Her (Louis Tomlinson Punk)

​​Chapter 6 – Walls Coming Down

Chapter 6 – Walls Coming Down


When the movie finished we all moved into the kitchen, “ok us boys will set up outside around the fire. While you girls get the drinks ready,” Liam tells us. We all nodded our heads, “oh and some snacks too please,” Niall added. Lilly smiled at him, “but before we go let’s have a shot,” Zayn says as he grabbed a bottle of vodka.

“I’m fine with my beer,” Lilly says. I put my arm around her, “do you remember my party?” I questioned. Lilly nodded her head before I kissed her cheek, “now who being the girl?” I teased. She glared at me, “here,” Zayn says as he had two shots in his hands. I take both of them off of him, “she doesn’t want hers, because she doesn’t like how it burns,” I tell him. Zayn smiled at Lilly, “all alcohol burns sweetie. You just get used to it, but it up to you if you want to drink. I’m not going to push you into it,” Zayn says. Lilly takes her shot off of me, “Lilly Belle are you sure?” I wondered. Lilly nodded, “like Zayn said I better get used to it,” she smiled. I was worried that she might be doing this for us, but maybe she was doing this cause she wanted to, “so you’re not doing this because of us?” I questioned. Lilly shook her head, “because it party time,” she tells us. We both smiled at her, but I was still a little bit worried, “then let’s get it started,” Zayn smiled. We all raised our shot glasses, “let’s party!” Niall shouted. We all clink our glasses together before drinking our shots, “drink some of your beer it should help,” I tell Lilly. She drinks half of her beer, “how can you do that?” she asked.

“Because I’m a big boy,” I joked. Lilly rolled her eyes, “if you say so,” she smiled. I smiled at her even tho she rolled her eyes at me. I still found it cute when she did it, “you make me think that you want to get punished,” I whispered in her ear. Lilly bit her bottom lip and I wanted to repeat what we did in the bathroom. I smirked at her, “what are you going to do?” she asked me. I licked my lips as I was trying to think of something, “go take your knickers off and hand them to me. You can go commando tonight,” I tell her. Lilly gave me a small nod, “go do it now,” I added.

I followed Lilly to the bathroom and waited for her. When she came out of the bathroom I smiled at her, “here you go,” she smiled back. When she was handing me her knickers I pulled her to me. I ran my hand down her back to her arse, “just making sure,” I say as I gave her arse a light squeeze. Lilly shook her head as she smiled, “I think you just wanted to cop a feel,” she pointed out. I moved in my face, so I was only centimetres away from her lips, “maybe I did, but don’t lie that you don’t enjoy it when I touch you,” I whispered. Lilly looked at my lips and I knew she wanted me to kiss her, but I pulled away smiling. I don’t know why I wanted to play with her like this since I wanted to kiss her, “no kisses,” I tell her. I put her knickers in my pocket, “tonight going to be fun,” I smiled as I walked away.

I went outside to help Liam, Zayn and Niall set up around the fire pit. The boys already had all the chairs out and set up, “too late lover boy,” Niall smiled. I just smiled big at him as I put my thumb up, “so what were you doing?” Liam smirked. I shook my head, “not telling and she won’t tell you,” I say. Liam nodded his head before walking inside. I wondered what he was up too. I knew Lilly wouldn’t say anything about her knickers in my pocket, “so what were you and Lil were up to?” Zayn questioned.

“Nothing really,” I replied. I went over to my car to grab mine and Lilly’s jackets out. I went back over to the fire pit and threw Lilly’s jacket on a chair. Niall and Zayn started a fire as I put my jacket on. Perrie came out and came straight up to me, “Lilly mother calling her. She in your bedroom,” she whispered in my ear. I quickly walked inside and straight up the stairs. That women better not say anything hurtful to her.

When I walked in to our bedroom Lilly hung up her phone, “you alright? Perrie told me that your mother was calling you,” I asked as I hugged her. Lilly nodded her head as she threw her phone onto the bed, “you sure?’ I questioned. Lilly looked down as she hugged me back. I started to get worried, “I just might get into trouble tomorrow when I go home, because I didn’t keep my mouth shut again,” she tells me. I hugged her tighter as I rested my chin on the top of her head, “it ok. I won’t let her hit you again,” I reassured her. I kissed the top of her head as I thought about what can I do about that. I knew I can’t protect her twenty-four seven, “do you want some time?” I asked. Lilly shook her head before she looked at me, “I’m fine,” she says. When I went in to kiss her Lilly moved away from me, “two can play that game,” she smiled. I smiled as I shook my head, “do you really want to play that game with me?” I questioned. Lilly nodded, “can I still kiss you now and we start after?” I wondered.

“You already have,” she pointed out. Lilly started walking away from me, but I pulled her back to me. Her back hit my chest and I ran my hands down her arms, “you know I will win,” I whispered in her ear. Lilly shivered at my words, “I don’t think so,” she tells me. Lilly pushed her body into mine and I couldn’t help but groan a little. Her body against mine always make me want her more, “see,” she smirked. I grabbed her hips, “I see you like to play dirty,” I growled in her ear. I lightly nibbled on her earlobe as Lilly bit her bottom lip. She moved away from me, “better get to that party,” she whispered. I could tell that I was turning her on with her cheeks turning slight pink. I knew if the guys weren’t down stairs Lilly and I would be doing something different. I just kept smiling at her as she put her shoes on, “yes let’s get to that party,” I say. I had a plan for later tonight for me and Lilly.

When we got down the stairs, “I need to get my jacket out of your car,” she tells me. I pushed her outside, “already got it,” I smiled. I grabbed her hand as I took her over the fire pit. Zayn and Perrie looked concern at Lilly and Lilly just smiled at them. I helped Lilly put her jacket on before I ran my hands sown her back to her arse. I gave it a light squeeze to tease her a little. She walked away from me and sat between Niall and Liam. I would admit that it made my jealous thoughts come out, but I pushed them aside. I told myself that she sat between them, so I couldn’t do anything to her, “you know you don’t have to sit with us. Harry not here,” Niall pointed out.

“I know,” Lilly smiled. I sat down next to Liam, “she alright between you two,” I tell them. I grabbed a beer for myself, but before I could get Lilly one. Liam already gave her one after he opened it, “here you go sweetie,” Liam smiled. I rolled my eyes as I opened my beer, “I heard we are playing truth or dare,” Liam says. Lilly gave him a small nod, “and that you think it’s a kid’s game Lil,” he added. Lilly nodded again, “you won’t think that when you play it with us,” Niall smirked. Lilly shook her head as she drank some of her drink, “but we won’t play until we all had a couple of drinks. It makes it more fun when we are tipsy, because we don’t hold back,” Zayn tells her. She smiled at him before we started talking about ourselves.

When Lilly learnt about what we do in music and our families with a couple more drinks. Liam thought it be a great time to play truth or dare. Zayn went first with a truth question, “have you ever imagined Perrie and Lil doing it?” Niall asked him. Zayn smiled, “doing what?” he asked back. Niall raised an eyebrow, “having hot lesbian sex,” Niall explained. What the fuck did Niall just ask him? I saw Zayn look at Perrie then to Lilly and I couldn’t help but move in my seat. I needed to know his answer since I know that he would let Perrie have Lilly. Zayn smiled bigger, “I have,” he admitted. Perrie started to laugh which wasn’t helping me. I want to tell Zayn to back the fuck off, “maybe your wet dreams may come true,” Perrie tells him. No this is your fucken wet dream Perrie. Lilly smiled as Perrie and Zayn looked at her, “maybe,” she says.

“Dare,” I tell them. I needed to change the subject before I make myself look like an arse, “take off all of you clothes part from your boxers, because we don’t need to see that. Lil might, but we don’t. Oh and you must stay like that until your next turn,” Liam tells me. I started taking my clothes off in a strip tease to turn Lilly on. I knew it was working since she turned away from me and looked at Perrie. Lilly looked back when I was down to my boxers, “is it cold mate?” Zayn teased. I gave him the finger and he just laughed at me. when I sat down Liam chose dare, “I dare you to put a hand full of ice cubes down your boxers until they melt,” Perrie dared him as she grabbed a hand full of ice cubes. Liam takes them from her and shoves them straight down his boxers. Liam starts to wiggle around, “fuck! That cold!” he yelled. We all started to laugh as he sat back down, “you cold mate,” I mocked.

“Yeah,” Liam laughed. It was Lilly turn and she chose dare. I knew she didn’t want to ask questions about her life since she really hasn’t lived it. We all smiled at her, “ok I dare you to give Perrie a lap dance for sixty seconds,” Zayn tells me. I knew Zayn was going to use tonight to his advantage, but if he pushed it with me and Lilly. I will hit him back and I wouldn’t feel bad about it. I noticed Lilly was thinking, “um how do you give a lap dance?” she asked.

“it simple your grind against me with your body both front and back. You also put your boobs in my face,” Perrie explained. Lilly stood up and took her jacket off before going over to Perrie. Lilly leaned in close to Perrie as Perrie whispered something in her ear. I watched as Lilly tried to give Perrie a lap dance. It was hot to watch, but Lilly was concentrating too much. She need to relax a bit more and not listen to Perrie. Music also might help with some sexy lingerie. Also just me and no one else. Lilly stopped, but before she could pull away Perrie grabbed her face and kissed her. Lilly kissed her back, “I think Zayn wet dream may come true,” Liam laughed. It will never come true since I won’t let it. Lilly walked back to her seat and I just stared at her. When I look at her my thoughts go away. Lilly sat down, “truth,” Niall smiled.

“I think Lil should ask him,” Liam says. Lilly started thinking, “how big is your dick?” she wondered. Niall smirked at her as I wondered why she asked, “about eight inches soft and ten inches hard,” Niall winked at her. I told myself that Niall was gay over and over again. Lilly laughed a little bit, “need something to compare Louis with?” Niall added. Lilly went bright red and I wondered if she was thinking about me naked. I hope she was since it would make it easier for me to win, “you know I’m bigger than you Niall. So don’t act like it bigger,” I playfully snarled. Niall starts laughing, “it doesn’t look it from here,” Niall smirked. I started to laughing, “come on guys we all know I got the biggest dick here,” Liam says as he pointed down to his crotch. Lilly shook her head as she looked at Perrie, “guys let’s get back to the game, because we all know that I got the biggest,” Zayn smiled. I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I got it out and had a message from my sister Lottie:


So what you up to tonight?

I felt bad that I just put it back in my pocket. I know that I should message her back, but I can do that later. When I looked at Lilly Liam was leaning into her with his hand on her knee. She turned bright red before she pushed him away, “Liam what did you do to Lilly Belle?” I asked him in a stern voice. Liam smiled at me, “just asked her a question,” he replied. I got up, “move away from her,” I tell him. Liam got up and we swapped sits. Lilly looked at me as I sat down next to her, “you just wanted to sit next to me,” she smiled. I couldn’t help but smile back at her, “I don’t like it when Liam made you blush,” I admitted. Lilly raised an eyebrow at me, “you know it was about you,” Liam interrupted. Lilly blushed again as I smirked at her. So it was about me, “can we just get back to playing the game or do you like sitting around in you boxers?” she questioned. I grabbed her hand and moved it closer to my dick, “maybe you should warm me up,” I flirted. Lilly moved her hand away from mine, “maybe you should do it yourself,” she tells me.

“I bet you would like to watch,” I whispered. Lilly gave me the rude finger and I knew I was right. I kept looking at Lilly when she looked at Perrie as Perrie chose dare, “I dare you to lick Lilly Belle’s tits,” I smirked. Lilly looked at me, “what with you boys tonight? it like you want Lil and I to fuck right in front of you,” Perrie wondered as she stood up. I just want you to turn Lilly on more, so she would jump me later. Perrie walked over to Lilly, “only trying to make Zayn wet dream come true,” Niall smirked. Lilly looked at Niall, “probably your wet dream too,” she smiled at him. He smiled as he nodded his head, “probably all of ours,” he tells her. Lilly looked at Perrie when she stood in front of her, “now the bra is staying on,” Lilly tells her. All the boys groaned and I just joined in. I was glad that her bra was staying on. I didn’t want anyone to see Lilly’s perfect boobies. Lilly took her jacket off before Perrie took her top off. Perrie started licking Lilly’s chest and it looked like Perrie was enjoying it. Lilly also looked like she was enjoying it as she held back a moan. I was hoping she was thinking about me doing it to her. Perrie licked up her neck and whispered something to her. Perrie put Lilly’s top back on for her before again whispering something in her ear. Lilly just looked at me as she stood up to put her jacket back on, “you alright babe?” I wondered. Lilly sat down in her sit ignoring me, “babe what did I do?” I whispered as everyone else kept playing.

“what happened to no marks?” she questioned as she looked at me. I smiled a little as I remembered sucking on her shoulder when I came in the bathroom, “sorry I must have got carried away. You got to admit what we did in the bathroom was hot and I must have got lost in the moment,” I tell her. Lilly bit her lip and I wanted a repeat what happened in the bathroom, “why didn’t we noticed it before?” she questioned. I shrugged my shoulders, “maybe because I have been used to seeing you with a mark on your shoulder from P.E,” I say. No baby I wanted to mark you so bad, so I did. Lilly nodded her head as I grabbed her hand. I brought it close to my lips, “you know if you kiss my hand you lose,” she tells me. I smiled before I licked her hand, “looks like we are still playing,” I smirked. Lilly took her hand back and licked where I did. Fuck that was hot and now I really wanted her. I think she is winning this game with me. I’m finding everything such a turn on, “you ok Louis?” she teased.

“Fine,” I whispered. When really I wanted to say is kiss me. I tried to focus on Liam giving Zayn his dare, “you have to strip down to nothing. Then climb a tree and give us your best Tarzan yell,” Liam instructed. We all get up and go over to the closest tree, “don’t look babe,” I tell her. I really wasn’t joking around. I just had to be the only man she sees naked for a while. I covered her eyes, “why?” she asked me. I pushed myself into her back, “I think you had too much excitement already,” I whispered in her ear. Lilly leaned back into me, “or you just don’t want me to see Zayn naked. Just in case I want to complete his wet dream,” she teased. I pulled her face to look at me after I uncovered her eyes, “Lilly Belle I can tell that you only want me,” I seductively say. Lilly turned away from me and I knew I was winning now. She managed to turn around as Zayn was taking off his boxers, “you do have a better arse then him,” Lilly whispered to me. I laughed a little bit to myself, “so I would still choose you, because I like some sort of arse,” she added. I ran my hands down her side to around her back under her jacket. I stoped them at her arse and ran my fingers up and down, “I like yours too,” I whispered. Lilly was getting lost in my touch that when Zayn started yelling it scared her. I laughed a little bit, “looks like I’m winning this game,” I chuckled. Lilly stepped away from me and I pouted. I just wanted to touch her and keep touching her. Lilly walked past me to get back to her sit near the fire. I followed her, “now since Louis changed sits. He got to wait to get dressed,” Niall says. I shrugged my shoulders as I sat down, “so Li truth or dare?” Lilly asked him.

“I want a dare from you,” Liam smiled. Lilly started thinking, “remember it can be anything,” Perrie tells her. Lilly started to smile which meant that she had something good, “I dare you to kiss Niall and I’m not talking about a peck either. I want a full on snog,” Lilly dared them. Zayn and I started laughing when we saw Niall’s and Liam’s shocked faces. I can’t believe Lilly just dared them to do that, “your evil,” Niall mumbled. Lilly just smiled at Niall, “I think you want us to kiss, because it gets you off,” he added. Lilly kept smiling at him, “what if we don’t want to do it?” Liam asked.

“You have to do three shots of different types of alcohol,” Perrie tells them. Liam and Niall looked at each other, “I’m doing the shots!” they both yelled. I knew they would do the shots instead of kissing each other. Perrie poured them the shots and they take one after the other, “fuck going to feel that soon, but it going to warm my junk up” Liam groaned. Lilly started laughing, “who would have thought Lil had a naughty dirty side. Oh wait Louis probably dose,” Niall smiled. I put my clothes back on as I chuckled a little bit. Only if Niall knew Lilly dirty side, “warm again,” I smiled. I sat back down and looked at Lilly since she was already looking at me, “it ok babe. I’ll take them off when we go to bed,” I winked. She smiled at me, “your turn Louis,” Niall says. I looked around to see if anyone heard what I just said to Lilly, “I pick truth,” I tell them.

“have you seen Lil naked yet?” Zayn smiled. I played with my lip as I nodded my head. I noticed Lilly blush a deep red, “today in the bathroom,” I admitted. Lilly slapped me in the arm and it wasn’t soft. Maybe I shouldn’t have told them, “ow babe. They knew,” I whined. Lilly looked around at everyone as they were smiling at her, “so how does she look naked?” Niall slurred. Lilly looked at Niall, “are you really drunk now Niall?” she asked him. I knew she was trying to change the subject, “yes and Louis answer my question,” Niall slurred again. Lilly looked at me and I knew I couldn’t tell them, “I’m keeping that to myself, because if I start thinking about it I need to go inside,” I smirked. Lilly hit me in the arm again, “it ok sweetie Zayn told us what Perrie looks like naked,” Liam tells her. Perrie shrugged her shoulders as Lilly looked at her, “they talk about us and we talk about them,” Perrie smiled.

“But you never told me what Zayn looks like naked,” Lilly pointed out. Thank fuck for that. Perrie laughed a little bit, “because you haven’t seen Louis naked when we talking this morning,” Perrie tells her. Lilly smiled at her, “we talk about it tomorrow,” Perrie winked. Lilly laughed a little bit, “we talk about it later too, because I don’t want to get hard and relive myself right now. Because she won’t do it for me,” Niall mumbled. What the fuck did Niall just say? I’m going to hit him if he thinks about Lilly like that. Lilly grabbed my hand, “his drunk. Let it go,” she reassured me. I smiled at her as all my anger disappeared, “yeah and it all your fault,” Niall pouted. I squeezed Lilly’s hand as the anger was slowly coming back, “how about we play a game of hide and seek in the woods?” Zayn suggested. I knew he was changing the subject before I hit Niall, “it should help to get some alcohol out of your system,” he added.

When we all agreed me and Perrie stayed back to be the seekers. So the rest of them split up into the woods. Perrie and I found Niall and Liam first since they didn’t go far. We decided to put them to bed before going to look for Zayn and Lilly. I quickly went into mine and Lilly’s room. I grabbed my backpack with my sleeping bag on it. I stuffed some of mine and Lilly’s clothes in it and a towel. I quickly ran down stairs into the kitchen. I grabbed a couple of bottles of water and a couple chocolate bars. I ran outside to the fire pit. I grabbed a little bottle of vodka before I put that in my bag.

When I was walking through the wood’s looking for Lilly. All I could think what we could do at my spot. I thought about going skinny sipping with her since I have seen her naked now. We also could just drink more and make out. What happened in the bathroom came back into my mind. I wondered if she would do it again. I came out of my thoughts when I saw Lilly behind a tree. She looked scared, so I quietly went over to her. When she stood up I wrapped my arm around her as I covered her mouth with my hand. I knew she was going to scream, “babe it just me,” I cooed. Lilly started to relax into me, “it ok. I’m here now,” I added. Lilly turned around and hit me, “don’t ever do that to me ever again,” she snapped slightly. I just smiled at how cute she was being, “I’m sorry. I saw you starting to get scared, so I had to grab you before you ran off,” I apologized. Lilly rested her head under my chin as she played with her fingers against my chest. I rubbed her back to calm her down, “I didn’t mean to scare you,” I say. Lilly looked at me and she looked like she calmed down, “babe I give up with this stupid game we are playing with each other,” I confessed. I kissed her and she kissed me straight back. I felt Lilly smile before she moved back, “so I win then?” she smirked. I nodded my head as I kissed her again, “you win all the time with me,” I say on her lips. I kissed her again, but this time it was harder and with passion. Lilly pushed me back, so our lips would break apart, “what about the others? Won’t they come look for us?” she asked.

“Nope,” I say. I started kissing her neck and Lilly dug her fingers into my chest, “Niall and Liam are passed out and they are fine. Perrie and Zayn are getting some,” I added. I started kissing the other side of her neck as Lilly smiled, “so Zayn wanted to get some?” she questioned. I smirked against her skin, “we both wanted to get some after watching you and Perrie,” I admitted. I ran my hands down her sides under her jacket before I pulled her against me. Lilly played with my bag straps, “so do you want to get some?” she smirked. I played with my lip ring as I thought Lilly might want to go to the next level. I want too, but I don’t. I want her to be ready, “I do, but remember our deal?” I questioned. Lilly smiled as she nodded, “can we go somewhere else?” I asked. Lilly kissed me lightly, “ok,” she says on my lips. I grabbed her hand and entwines our fingers together, “can I ask what with the backpack?” she wondered.

“Just stuff for where we going,” I smiled. We started walking, “what kind of stuff?” Lilly questioned. I smiled bigger at Lilly curiosity, “just stuff,” I repeated. Lilly stopped walking and I stopped a couple of feet away from her. I still held her hand, “why won’t you tell me?” she pouted. I moved in closer to her, “I don’t like it when you pout,” I say. I kissed her, so she would stop pouting. I really didn’t like her pouting, but it does make her cute. Lilly smiled a little, “you’ll see what in my backpack soon. I promise,” I added. I pulled on her hand, so we would start walking.

We walked awhile and Lilly was getting slower, “where are we going?” she asked. I just smiled at her, “just a place I like to go,” I replied. Lilly smiled back at me, “do you take all the girls there?” she wondered. I shook my head, “you’re the only girl I’ve taken to the cabin and in my tree house too. You also be the only girl I’ve taken to my spot,” I admitted. I saw in the moonlight Lilly blushing, “you know how to make me feel special,” she mumbled. You are special to me Lilly. I pulled her to me and kissed the top of her head, “do you want a rest babe?” I asked. Lilly looked at me and shook her head no, “you sure? Because you’re slowing down,” I pointed out. I knew Lilly didn’t want to stop, so I took my backpack off, “how about I give you a piggy back ride?” I questioned.

“what about your backpack?” Lilly asked. I knew she was going to make excuses, “it’s not that heavy, so I think you can put it on,” I smiled at her. I put my backpack on her before I turned around, “now jump on,” I tell her. Lilly put her hand on my shoulder, “you sure that I’m not too heavy?” she questioned. I grabbed her hand and pulled her onto my back, so she would stop. Lilly straight away wrapped her legs and arms around me. I laughed a little bit as she weighed nothing, “you will never be heavy for me,” I reassured her. I made sure that I held onto her before I started walking. Lilly smiled as she kissed my cheek, “so if I get fat you’ll still carry me?” she wondered. I laughed a little, “yep, but I won’t let you get as a big as house. Because I don’t want you to get sick and die,” I tell her. Lilly kissed my neck and I felt my dick twitch, “I never be that big. I don’t want you have to go searching or the fear of you being crushed by me,” she says. I started laughing at what Lilly said, but stopped after a little bit, “would you still want me if I got fat?” I asked. Lilly kissed my neck again and again my dick twitched, “yep,” she replied. I smiled at the thought that Lilly wants to be with me, “but how are you going to play football if you do?” she questioned.

“I never stop playing footie, so that mean I’ll never get fat,” I say. Lilly kissed my neck once again and this time I knew I was getting hard from it, “babe you need to wait kissing my neck, because you’re making my pants tight,” I groaned. Lilly smiled as she kissed just under my ear. That was the spot that drives me crazy and Lilly lucky that I didn’t drop her. If I dropped her I would be on top of her, “babe I’ll make you walk,” I moaned. I kissed her head in hope that she would stop for a little bit, “we are nearly there,” I added. Lilly rested her head on my shoulder as she looked at me, “thank you babe,” I say before I kissed her.

I carried her all the way to my spot that was on the other side of the lake. It was nothing special it was just a fallen tree just before the sore. I just like coming here to get away from everyone and think to myself. I put Lilly down, “did we walk all that way?” she wondered. I noticed the lights still on in the cabin, “yep. Well you walked over half of it,” I smiled. I took my backpack off of Lilly before I put it down next to the tree. I went back over to Lilly and wrapped my arms around her. I kissed her forehead, “now I’m going to make a fire, but I need to go into the woods to get some wood. So are you going to be alright by yourself for a little bit?” I wondered. I wasn’t going to leave her if she gave me the slightest bit of worry. She just got scared playing hide and seek, “yeah. Just don’t be too long,” she smiled at me. I kissed her lightly, “I won’t,” I promised. I kissed her again before walking off into the wood’s.

When I got back from collecting the wood. I noticed Lilly was in her own world looking around. She was taking the place in and I could tell that she was loving it. I dropped the wood onto the floor to snap Lilly out of her thoughts. She looked at me, “what were you thinking about babe? Because you looked deep in thought,” I wondered. Lilly smiled at me, “just wondering why you took me here,” she tells me.

“Because it away from everyone and I like it here,” I smiled. I started to make the fire and I knew Lilly was watching me closely. I wondered why she was watching me closely, “babe can you bring over the bag?” I asked. Lilly brought my bag over to me after she took the sleeping bag off of it, “um Louis why did you bring a sleeping bag?” she questioned. I went through my bag to find my lighter as Lilly stayed next to me, “I thought we could stay here tonight,” I say. I found my lighter, “but what about the others?” she questioned.

“Liam and Niall are drunk, because of you. Perrie and Zayn probably be fucking in the woods,” I tell her. I still had Niall going through my head about him wanting Lilly. I definitely knew Zayn and Perrie would be fucking somewhere. I kind of wish it was me and Lilly, but at the same time I don’t. I looked at Lilly and she wasn’t looking at me, “don’t you want to spend the night with me?” I wondered. Lilly looked at me, “I do want to spend the night with you, but aren’t we meant to be having fun with the others?” she asked. I kissed her, “we will later, but right now I just want us two,” I replied. I kissed her again, “why?” she wondered on my lips.

“because I want to spend it with you and not with the fuckheads that drugged me,” I admitted. I still was not happy about what they did to me. They could have fucked it up for us and I would have never forgiven myself. Lilly kissed me to reassure me that she understood. Lilly moved back over with my backpack to the fallen tree as I continued making he fire. I over focused on the fire and I knew I was hiding from my thoughts. My thoughts about my family, friends and Lilly. I know I should talk about them, but that not me. I stood up still focused on the fire. Lilly wrapped her arms around me from behind and I snapped out of my thoughts, “hey what’s up babe?” I wondered. I grabbed her hands, “Louis is everything alright with you?” she asked. I kissed her hand hoping that she would drop the topic, “everything fine,” I lied.

“Louis please don’t lie to me,” she begged. I let go of her hands before I stepped away from her, “it nothing, so just drop it Lilly,” I snapped. I didn’t want to get mad at her, but I always do it when someone ask me about myself, “fine Louis,” she snapped back. I knew that I upset her, “thank you,” I sarcastically say. Lilly shook her head, “you’re unbelievable sometimes you know that? You know everything about me, but you won’t tell me anything about you. It unfair Louis that in this relationship you keep stuff from me,” she argued. Don’t fight me right now Lilly. I have to much in my head and I’m going to say something mean. When I looked at her she was so anger and I forgot my plead with myself, “this is not a relationship Lilly. This is just a bit of fun,” I spat. I saw the hurt come across her face that I had to look away, “don’t you think I fucken know that. I was talking about our friendship,” she cried. I looked at her to see tears coming down her face, “you know what Louis go fuck yourself,” she snapped. Lilly ran off into the wood’s and I just watched her. I can’t believe I just snapped at her for trying to help me. I such a fucken idiot and I really don’t deserve her. I took a deep breath before I ran after her

When I found her she was crying into her knees on the ground. It broke me to see her like this since I caused it. I placed my hand on her shoulder and she looked at me. My heart broke more at the sight of her blood shot eyes and the tears that covered her face. Lilly pushed my arm away, “go away Louis,” she tells me. I sat down in front of her, because I wasn’t leaving her like this, “Lilly I’m,” I started. Lilly shook her head to stop me, “save it Louis. All I wanted to know what going on with you lately, but you just push me away. I care about you Louis,” Lilly admitted. I ran my hands over my face as I tried to keep my anger under control, “I can’t Lilly. I never been one to share anything. I know you tell me your secrets and I thank you for trusting me with them. It just hard for me to tell anyone anything,” I started. I moved in closer to her, “I care a lot about you too. I’m sorry that it hard for me to talk to you about some stuff. I’m also sorry for snapping at you before it just what I do. I just push people away,” I confessed. Lilly grabbed my hand as she looked at me, “do you want me to take you back to the others?” I asked.

“Louis I want to know what wrong,” she pushed. I sighed in anger since this is what I do. I know I shouldn’t and I could lose this girl in front of me, “please Lilly I don’t want to talk about it,” I begged. Lilly grabbed my hand tight and I knew she was trying to keep me there, “Louis you can trust me like I trust you,” I tell him. Lilly moved in closer to me, so that her legs were around me as she placed her other hand on my thigh. I knew she was trying to make me feel safe, “do you think that I would have told you about my mother if you didn't find out?” she asked. I shook my head, “Louis whatever is going on with you I want to be there for you,” she reassured me. Lilly kissed my hand before she moved in closer to my face, “Lilly,” I whispered before Lilly kissed me lightly. I wrapped my arms around her as I pulled her onto my lap. She straddled my lap, “you know you amaze me,” I say. I put Lilly hair behind her ear, so I could see her face. Lilly ran her fingers down my chest as I was thinking about telling her my problem. I knew she wouldn’t judge me, but I was scared that I was going to snap, “you know I live with my father?” I questioned.

“kind of,” she replied. I played with my fingers behind Lilly back. It was a habit that I picked up from her, “well me and mum had a falling out a couple of years ago when I started to get into fights. So she sent me off to live with my father,” I began. I grabbed her hips to keep her there. I looked down trying to get my thoughts together, “mum and I only talked a little bit in those years. I found out on Wednesday that she was five months pregnant with twins to her new boyfriend. The boyfriend I haven’t met yet,” I continued. I knew I was crying as I looked up at Lilly, “it hurts that she started a new family and doesn’t want me anymore. I know I fucked up all those years ago, but I’m not that person anymore,” I cried. Lilly hugged me tight as she rubbed my back. I hate crying. It just shows how weak I am, but I can’t stop crying, “it going to be alright Louis. I’m here for you,” she cooed. The one thing I’m sure about my life right now is that I have this beautiful amazing girl. I don’t know what I did to deserve her, but she here, “I don’t want to be left out anymore,” I confessed.

I managed to calm myself down after a little bit before I looked at Lilly, “what do I do Lilly? I want to be a part of their lives again,” I asked. Lilly wiped the tears off of my face, “show them you’re not that person anymore,” she says. I shook my head a little, “I tried,” I whispered. Lilly kissed me lightly, “then keep trying. If you really want to be a part of their life again you’ll never give up,” she tells me.

“Your right. I just hope they see it the way you do,” I smiled. Lilly hugged me tight, “I hope so too,” she whispered. Lilly moved back to see my face and I knew I looked bad. I don’t look beautiful like her, “Lilly I know I asked a lot of you already, but can you help me with my family?” I wondered. I know I shouldn’t have asked her that, but I knew that I need her help. Lilly nodded her head, “I will,” she promised. I kissed her to show that she is all I want and that I don’t want her to go. I moved back when Lilly ran her fingers down my neck, “thank you for telling me,” she says as she kissed me lightly. I ran my fingers up and down Lilly’s thighs, “it because I trust you like you trust me,” I admitted. It was the truth. I do trust this girl in front of me like she trusts me. I now know that I can and should talk to her about things like this. Lilly smiled at me, “well this is not how I imagined tonight to go,” I joked.

“Well the night is still young,” Lilly say. I raised an eyebrow at her, “so you want to go back to our private party?” she asked. I can’t believe this girl wants to stay with me and keep partying. Well I think she was just trying to change the subject, but she wanted to stay with me tonight, “if you want too,” I replied. Lilly stood up and held her hand out to me. I grabbed it, but didn’t let her pull me up. I entwine our fingers together before we started walking.

As we were walking Lilly kept looking at me which made me happy. However, since she wasn’t watching where she was going. She tripped over something and I caught her before she fell over, “you need to stop looking at me and start watching were you’re going,” I say. Lilly looked forward as we started walking again, “better?” she questioned. I laughed a little at how she was acting, “yep,” I smiled. I stopped as I pulled her to me, “you know you don’t have to be nice to me now. You can still be mad at me,” I tell her. Lilly looked confused at me, “why would I do that,” she questioned.

“Because you’re cute when you’re mad and the language that came out of your mouth was hot,” I teased. If I wasn’t angry at the time I would have pin her to the floor. Lilly playfully pushed me, “and when you told me to go fuck myself,” I added as I ran my hand down my body to my crotch. Lilly shook her head, “I was upset with you and all you can think about that it was hot,” she pointed out. I wrapped my arms around her, “I’m trying to make our argument seem like nothing, so we can forget about it,” I admitted. I wanted to forget every time we fight. Lilly shook her head again, “I already did, because you told me what was wrong with you,” she tells me. She kissed my neck, “and that not me getting angry. Things get thrown,” she added. Lilly kissed the other side of my neck, “fuck,” I whispered. Lilly unzipped my jacket as she ran her hands down my chest to the top of my track pants. I tried to grab her hands to make her stop, but she grabbed them. She pins them next to my body. She kissed down my chest, “babe remember the deal we have,” I reminded her. Lilly smiled as she looked at me. She kissed down my stomach and I knew I had to stop her. I got out of her grip before I gently pulled her face up to mine. I kissed her hard, “why do you have to be difficult sometimes?” I asked on her lips. Lilly kissed me, “why do you have to be difficult sometimes?” she asked back. I picked her up and threw her over my shoulder, “I asked first,” I say as I smacked her arse lightly.

“Because it makes life fun,” she says. I started walking as I shook my head, “your turn,” she added. Lilly smacked my arse, “that very kinky hunny,” I smirked. Lilly smacked my arse again, “I want my answer,” she tells me. I laughed at her being demanding and handsy, “same reason as you,” I say. I smacked her arse as I smiled. I really was enjoying myself with her right now. Lilly stuck her hands inside my track pants and grabbed my arse, “you do have a nice arse,” she complemented. I smacked her again, “get your hands out of my pants,” I tell her. I felt myself getting turned on as Lilly left her hands there, “babe,” I sternly said. Lilly still didn’t move her hands, “why do I have to move them?” she teased. I gently bit her thigh as I was trying to calm myself down, “because I don’t want to drop you,” I replied. Lilly grabbed my arse tighter, “I will smack your bare arse if you don’t stop,” I tell her. Actually I would really love to do that to you, “then tell me the real reason,” Lilly demanded. I grabbed her arse, “because you’re turning me on,” I admitted. Lilly grabbed my arse one more time before she took her hands out.

When we got back to my spot I put her back onto her feet. I walked away from her before I did something, “you can wait now,” I smirked. I went into my back to find the little bottle of vodka, “can you?” she questioned. I got out the little bottle of vodka, “yep,” I smiled. I opened the bottle of vodka and have some. I just need to dull the feeling of telling Lilly the truth about my mum. I smiled as I handed it to her. Lilly takes a big drink of it and she tried not to show that it burned. I take the bottle back off of her to have another drink of it. I put the lid back on the vodka before I dropped it on the top of my backpack. I got out the sleeping bag and put it on the floor in front of the fallen tree. I smiled as I sat down on it, “I get it now,” Lilly say. What was she talking about? I just sat down, “you want me drunk so you can have your way with me,” she added. I held my arms out for her, so I could have a talk with her. Lilly came closer and I pulled her down on to my lap. Lilly’s legs were over one of mine, “no. I never do that to you,” I tell her before I kissed her forehead

“So if I got drunk and asked you to have sex with me. Would you say no?” she questioned. Lilly got comfy in my lap as I wondered where this was coming from, “I course I would say no,” I replied. I kissed her, “are you really thinking about asking me to take your virginity tonight?’ I wondered. Lilly bit her bottom lip and I hope it wasn’t true, “I really don’t know,” she admitted as she looked down. I lifted her chin up so she’d looked at me, “why?” I questioned. Lilly shrugged her shoulders, “I don’t know,” she mumbled.

“You must know,” I say. This is something she wouldn’t say randomly unless she’s been thinking about it. Lilly sighed and I was scared what was going to come next, “it just that I wonder what it like since everyone doing it. I still feel like I’m too pure for you,” she began before I stopped her. I couldn’t let her continue. I kissed her lightly, “you not too pure for me and you don’t have to be like everyone else. Lilly I like you the way you are and I don’t want you to change,” I reassured her. Lilly smiled a little and I was hoping that she was believing me, “so you like boring pure me?” she wondered.

“yep and you’re not boring,” I smiled as I kissed her. I kissed her nose next, “now no more thinking like this, because I keep saying no until you’re ready. Also don’t think about asking someone else to have sex with you,” I tell her. Please don’t ever go to someone else. I think it break me beyond repair. Lilly ran her hand down my neck and I came out of my thoughts, “why would I ask someone else?” she questioned. I played with her thigh, “because you might get fed up with me saying no and think that I don’t want you. But I’m only saying no, because I want you ready. You know the first time normally hurts for a girl?” I wondered.

“Yeah,” she replied. I can’t believe I’m giving her the talk that her dad or Harry should have with her, “and another guy might not be gentle or think about you. All they are going to think about is getting there fucken dick wet,” I tell her. I wanted to scare her of other guys, but I might be scaring her from me. Lilly slowly nodded her head, “I’m tell you this, because I don’t want you to have regrets. I’m not trying to scare you,” I added. Lilly kissed me lightly, “Louis I want you to take my virginity, because I trust you” she promised me. I couldn’t help but smile a little when she promised me that, but I was scared. What if I never live up to what she wants, “it be an honour,” I say before I kissed her. Lilly placed her hand on my face to deepen the kiss. I ran my hand up her thigh before she moved her head back, “so what do you want to do for the rest of the night?” she asked.

“well I thought about playing a game,” I smiled. I played with her tack pants as I was thinking about asking her. Zayn told me a game him and Perrie play about watching porn together. I know I can’t remember the all the rules since he told me ages ago, “what game were you thinking?” she questioned. I thought that I needed her more drunk to tell her about the game, “I tell you later, but right now how about we drink a little more?” I smirked. Lilly shook her head, “I want to know what game you want to play,” she pouted. I put her bottom lip between my lips and pulled on it gently, “don’t pout. I tell you when you have another drink of vodka,” I tell her.

“Why do you want me drunk?” Lilly asked. I kissed her nose, “I don’t want you drunk. I want you tipsy, so when I tell you my game you don’t look at me funny,” I admitted. Lilly kissed my nose this time, “is it a sexual game Louis?” she questioned. I nodded my head slightly, “you do know that I don’t care anymore?” she wondered. I wondered if that was true. There is only one way to find out, “ok. Zayn told me that he and Perrie play a game were they watch porn together,” I started. Lilly slowly nodded, “and the first one to touch themselves or the other person loses. The winner gets to do whatever they want to the other person,” I finished. Lilly played with her fingers and I started to wondered if I went to far, “so you want to watch porn together?” she wondered. I played with my lip ring with my tongue, “I don’t know. I thought it be a good way for you to watch porn for the first time. I know a lot of people say porn bad, but there are romantic and female friendly porn,” I rambled. Lilly kissed me to stop, “I understand and it not a bad idea. It just that I feel like I would ask too many questioned tho,” she tells me. I kissed her, “I would be surprised if you didn’t. We don’t have to play the game if you don’t want to,” I tell her. Lilly looked down and smiled, “you know you would win,” she says as she looked at me.

“don’t be so sure. Um do you want to try it now, later or a completely different day?” I smiled. Lilly bit her bottom lip and my dick twitched. I wondered if she felt it, “um maybe later, but can I please have a drink?” she asked. I leaned over and grabbed the little bottle of vodka, “I do have water too,” I say. Lilly takes the bottle of vodka off of me and drinks some. Lilly didn’t really screw her face up this time, “you know you don’t screw your face up that much when you drink it now,” I tell her. Lilly smiled as she handed the bottle back to me. I have some before I put the lid back and put it next to me. I pulled my backpack closer, “what you doing now?” Lilly asked.

“Just grabbing out my smokes,” I replied. Lilly moved to sit between my legs as I grabbed my smokes out. I lit one up and gave it to Lilly. She leant her head back to look at me, “thank you,” she says. I kissed her, “don’t worry about it,” I smiled. Lilly looked at the fire as I lit my smoke up. I threw the packet next to the bottle of vodka. I wrapped my arms around Lilly, “why did you move?” I wondered. Lilly looked at me, “because you must have been uncomfortable,” she replied. I shook my head no as I took a drag of my smoke, “I was warm tho. Now feel cold where you were,” I pouted. I did feel cold where she was. Lilly shook her head, “girl,” she teased. I crossed my arms as I continued to smoke. Lilly did the same thing as I glared at her.

When we finished our smokes and threw them in the fire, “you alright Louis?” Lilly asked. I didn’t say anything to her and I wasn’t mad at her for calling me a girl. I was just playing it out to see what she would do. Lilly leaned into me and I didn’t move, “what wrong sweetie?” she questioned. Lilly ran her hands up my thighs, but I stopped her before she went too high, “I’m not a girl,” I pouted. Lilly smiled big, “you sure?” She playfully asked. I gently bit her shoulder, “ok you’re not a girl. You’re a cute punk man,” she says as she pushed my head away.

“I’ll let cute side,” I smiled. I put my chin on her shoulder as I wrapped my arms around her, “now what?” Lilly asked. I played with my fingers against her, “how about we play our own truth or dare?” I questioned. Lilly nodded her head, “ok truth or dare?” I asked her. Lilly played with her fingers, “truth,” she says. I grabbed her hand, so she would stop playing with her fingers. I knew she was worried that I would ask something personal, “what was it like to kiss Perrie?” I wondered.

“soft,” she smiled. I laughed a little bit, “soft?” I questioned. Lilly nodded, “she doesn’t have facial hair like you,” she says as she ran her fingers over my stubble. I smiled at her touch, “do you want me to shave more?” I wondered. Lilly shook her head no, “I like it,” she tells me. I rubbed my face against hers, “your turn truth or dare?” she asked me. I rested my face against hers, “um. Truth,” I replied.

“Did you get turned on as Perrie licked my chest?” Lilly wondered. I kissed her cheek, “very, but it looked like you wear enjoying it tho,” I smiled. I did get turned on a little bit when I imagined me doing it to her, “I was,” she smiled. I kissed her neck, “that because you were thinking about me. I could tell since you held back a moan,” I smirked. I noticed Lilly blush as I kissed her neck again, “your turn now,” I whispered in her ear. I kissed under her ear, “dare,” she slightly moaned. I smirked against her neck, “I dare you to have some vodka from my mouth,” I tell her. I picked up the vodka as she turned around to face me, “don’t forget you got to swallow it,” I added. My mind went straight to dirty as I put the vodka in my mouth. Lilly moved in closer to me before she opened her mouth. I wrapped my arms around her, so she would lean back. I slowly put the vodka in her mouth until it was all gone from mine. She swallowed, “now that was interesting,” I say before I kissed her. I pulled her close to me, “that was a lot of vodka,” she says. I laughed a little bit, “are you saying I have a big mouth?” I smiled. Lilly nodded, “but I like it,” she smiled. Lilly ran her finger over my lips. I kissed her finger, “you know it your turn,” she tells me.

“Dare,” I say. Lilly poked my chest, “are you just picking what I pick?” she questioned. I nodded since I really was, “I want my dare tho,” I smiled. Lilly played with my jacket, “I dare you to have a mouthful of vodka,” she tells me. I shook my head in disappointment at her dare, “is that all? Just sounds like you want me drunk,” I questioned. Lilly smiled as she nodded her head, “well after your dare I think you need to catch up to me,” she giggled. I laughed a little since the vodka was already having effect on her, “can you make it fun at least,” I pouted. Lilly raised an eyebrow at me, “how?” she asked. I smirked as I grabbed the bottle of vodka, “straddle me babe,” I tell her. Lilly straddled my lap before I undid her jacket. I pulled her top up to reveal her bra, but more importantly her boobs in that bra. I could stare at them all day, “now this might be cold,” I say as I took the lid off the vodka. I put the bottle between her boobs before cupping them. I loved how soft she felt in my hands. I put the top of the bottle in my mouth and leaned back. Lilly braced herself on my shoulders, so she wouldn’t fall on me. I really wouldn’t care if she did and we wasted the whole bottle of vodka. I drank a big mouthful of vodka before I sat up, “now that was fun,” I smirked as I took the bottle.

“That seem more of a dare for me than you,” she smiled as she shook her head. I pulled her top back down for her, “well maybe you should think of better dares then,” I tell her. I put the lid back on the vodka before I threw it next to us. Lilly playfully pushed me, “the last time I played truth or dare I was twelve,” she tells me. I smiled at how cute she was being, “I show you how it done then. Truth or dare?” I asked her.

“dare again,” she smiled. I played with the bottom of her shirt as I thought about her skinny dipping. I will admit that I just want to see her naked again, “I dare you to go skinny dipping in the lake,” I smiled. I ran my fingers over her stomach, “but it cold,” she pouted. I kissed her, “the forfeit is to drink more vodka,” I tell her. When Lilly stood up she stumbled, “I think you already had a lot to drink,” I say as I grabbed her hips. I stood up as I kept a hold of her hips, “I thought that what you wanted,” she smiled.

“So are you doing the dare?” I questioned. Lilly nodded as she took her jacket off, “how about I help you?” I smirked. I took her top off as I stared at her boobs, “you know I thought you were going to dare me to watch porn,” she tells me. I raised an eyebrow at her, “sounds like you want to,” I pointed out. I brought her closer to me and Lilly played with my top, “well it is later,” she smiled. I kissed her, “ok then I change my dare,” I started. Lilly shook her head, “too late,” she interrupted. I looked down as I thought of something, “what about if I do your forfeit?” I asked. Lilly kissed me, “ok, but I get to put my clothes back on too,” she tells me. I really pouted since I wanted her to stay like that, “it fair,” she added. Lilly put her clothes back on before sitting down on the sleeping bag. I sat behind her, “forfeit,” she reminded me. I had a mouthful of vodka and I was glad that I could hold my liquor, “happy?” I asked.

“very,” she smiled. I shook my head as I put the lid back on the vodka. I pulled my backpack closer to us, “what else do you have in that bag?” she wondered. I put my back in front of her, “I have my iPad, food, water, a change of clothes for us and something else,” I tell her as I got out my iPad. Lilly looked in my backpack and pulled out my dope tin. I quickly took it off of her, “maybe later,” I say. Lilly took it back off of me, “or now,” she tells me. I was a bit shocked at this girl in front of me. She’s drunk and now wants to do drugs. What did I do to my pure Lilly, “really babe?” I wondered. Lilly nodded her head, “just one puff tho,” I tell her. I took my tin off of her before rolling a joint. I lit it up and inhaled some before I blew out smoke. I didn’t know what tonight had in store for us since I would let her do anything to me, “you want to do it yourself or do you want me to do what I did last time?” I asked.

“I want you to do what you did last time,” Lilly smiled. I cupped her face with one of my hands as I inhaled some. I covered her mouth with mine and she inhaled it. Lilly only coughed a little bit, “getting better at this babe,” I smiled. I put the joint down on the top of the tin, “now let’s get back to what we were doing,” I tell her. I moved my backpack away from us, “now are you sure you want to do this?” I questioned.

“Yep,” she replied. I put the iPad on her lap, “now I just download some just for you,” he tells me. I thanked myself putting different porn on here for her. Lilly kissed my cheek as I unlocked my iPad. I went into my movies and quickly picked one that I knew that I downloaded for Lilly. The movie started, “you can tell me to turn it off if you feel uncomfortable,” I tell her. Lilly nodded before she started watching it. The couple on the screen went from kissing to oral, “um what level is that?” Lilly asked. I moved a little bit as I thought about me and Lilly doing this, “well the next level is touching and this comes after that,” I explained. Lilly nodded her head before going back to the movie, “you don’t have to worry about it for a while,” I reassured her. I kissed the side of her head before looking at the movie. The couple were having sex and it was slow, but passionate. Lilly started moving around a little bit, “babe are you alright?” I questioned. Lilly nodded her head as she kept watching the movie, “you sure? You’re moving around a little bit,” I asked. When Lilly turned her head to me her cheeks were pink, “is this making you horny?” I smiled. Lilly gave me a small nod as her cheeks went red. I kissed her as I stopped the movie and moved the iPad, “then let’s do something about it,” I smirked.

“like what?” she wondered as she turned around to face me. I smirked as I started kissing her neck,

“let’s see what happens,” I say. My hands go under her top and I started to massage her boobs. God I loved the feeling of them in my hands. I pushed her down onto the sleeping bag as I kissed her lips. I really didn’t know how far we were going to go, but I was still going to be happy with dry humping. I hovered over he as I pulled her top up. He boobs were nearly fully out of her bra thanks to me. I left lazy kissed from her chest to the top of her track pants. I just kissed under her track pants and had to stop myself from going lower. I kissed back up to her lips as I thought about kissing all of her body again. I lifted her up a little, so I could unclip her bra, “maybe we should get into the sleeping bag,” I suggested. Lilly nodded as I pulled her up to me. We both knelt in front of each other. Lilly pushed my jacket off and I do the same to her. I pulled her top off with her bra and now she was topless in front of me. I kissed across her chest trying to be gentle with her. Lilly pulled my top off and I stuck my fingers down the side of her track pants, “I forgot I took your knickers,” I smirked. Lilly ran her hands down my bare chest, “sure you did,” she smiled. Lilly stuck her hand down the front of my track pants to my already hard member. Lilly started rubbing me through my boxers and I dug my fingers into her hips, “Lilly you know the,” I groaned before she kissed me.

“Just shut up for once Louis,” she demanded. I smiled as I kissed her, “I like it when you take charge,” I say. I kissed down her neck as I moved my hand to the front of her track pants. I moved one of my fingers through her slit and she was already wet, “your already wet for me babe,” I smirked. I started to rub her clit, “fuck,” she moaned. Fuck I can’t believe we’re doing this and I know I should stop it. But fuck I’m drunk on alcohol and her. Lilly moved her hand under my boxers before she started running her fingers along my member. She slowly ran her fingers over the tip of it. I knew I already had pre cum just from her touching me, “someone excited,” she teased.

“that because of you babe,” I smiled. Lilly wrapped her hand around my member and I swear I could just cum from that. Lilly started pumping my member as I was getting harder in her hand. My boxers were getting tighter that I had no room left, “fuck it getting tight,” I groaned. Lilly smiled as she took her hand out, “then let me make it better,” she tells me. Lilly pulled my track pant with my boxers to my knees. She looked at hard I was before looking at me. I smiled at her since she was embarrassed. Lilly kissed me hard, but as she was kissing me. She wrapped her hand around my member again. I pulled back, “babe can I put a finger in?” I wondered. Lilly gave me a small as she kissed me again. I slowly entered one of my fingers into her before I could stop myself, “fuck,” she moaned. I knew we shouldn’t be doing this, but she really wanted it and I’m a sucker for her. Lilly got faster with me as I slowly went in and out of her. I moved her between my legs, so she was closer to me, “faster babe. I want to cum first, so I can make you scream,” I tell her. Lilly got faster, but I stayed at my slow pace with her. I wasn’t going to hold back since I really couldn’t. I don’t know what this girl’s touch does to me. my member twitched in her hand, “keep the same pace even when I cum,” I groaned. I came not long after that swearing uncontrollably. When I was coming down from my high Lilly got slower with me, “fuck that was good,” I smiled. I kissed her when my breathing went back to normal. I knew when I was riding out my high I stopped with Lilly, “I haven’t forgot about you,” I say as she moved her hand away from me.

“Good,” she smiled. Lilly looked at her hand that was covered in my cum. She slowly licked some of it and I swear I could have cum again, “you do the hottest things,” I smirked. I kissed her hard as I started moving my finger in and out of her again. My other hand massaged her boob and Lilly wrapped her arms around my neck. She let out a moan as I gently pinched her nipple, so I did it again. I lover her moaning over the simplest things. I moved my hand from her boob to the top of her track pants. I pulled them down to her knees, so I could see what I was doing to her. I kissed across her chest as Lilly grabbed the back of my hair. I started rubbing her clit with my other hand. Lilly hid her face into my neck as she kept moaning. She tightens around my finger and I knew she wanted to cum, “cum for me babe,” I whispered. I looked at Lilly as she looked at me before she kissed me hard. She came as she moaned into my mouth. Lilly bit my lip as I made her ride out her high. She let my lip go when she came down, “fuck babe,” I puffed. I can’t believe that Lilly came that hard that she bit my lip. Lilly put her head on my shoulder as she caught her breath. I pulled her to me as I sat down on my arse. I ran my fingers over her back to have an intimate moment with her. Especially after what we just did, “that was fun,” I say. Lilly looked at me, “I hurt you,” she tells me as she ran her thumb over my lip.

“It alright,” I smiled. I tucked her hair behind her ear as I realized that we both were dirty, “how about we go for a swim to clean up?” I suggested. Lilly nodded her head as she laid back down slowly. I hovered over her as I took her shoes and socks off. I pulled her pants off as I wondered if she was alright. I undressed myself before I laid next to her, “you alright babe?” I wondered. She smiled at me as she nodded her head. I got up before Lilly sat up. I helped her up, so she could be close to me. I kissed her as I wrapped my arms around her. She kept smiling and I believe that she doesn’t regret what we just did, “we better get into the water,” she tells me. I grabbed the towel out of my backpack, “you thought of everything tonight,” she says. I put the towel on the sleeping bag, “I was really was going to make you go skinny dipping,” I smiled.

I took her hand and took her over to the lake, “ready?” I asked. She looked beautiful standing next to me in the moonlight. Lilly walked into the water first, “it cold,” she says as her teeth chattered. I joined her the water and I swear my balls went back inside me. The water was fucken cold, “yep it cold. I think I just lost my ball,” I tell her. Lilly just smiled at me as she went deeper into the water before going under. I followed her and wrapped my arms around her to pull her out of the water. Lilly wrapped her arms around me as she put her feet on the ground. Her body was against me and if I wasn’t cold I swear I would have gotten hard, “let’s get clean and get out,” I begged.

“Please,” she begged back. We started washing ourselves, “turn around,” she tells me. I turned around before Lilly started washing the back of my neck. I knew I had my own cum on the back of my neck. Lilly had it on her when she wrapped her arms around me. I turned around after Lilly washed down my back, “now let’s get warm,” she smiled. Lilly ran straight out and to the sleeping bag before I got out the water. She grabbed the towel and dried herself, “that not fair,” I pouted. I got our clothes out of my bag, so when she was done she could get dressed. I swear my dick was going to fall off from the cold, “babe can you please hurry up. It fucken cold,” I whined. Lilly threw the towel at me before she got dressed. I noticed as she was putting on her dark blue track pants and her pink long sleeve t-shirt. That her hair was still wet, so I threw the towel back at her, “your hair,” I tell her. I quickly got dressed in my grey track pants and a blue t-shirt. Lilly came over to me and put the towel on my head. She started drying my hair like I was a little kid. I couldn’t help but smile big since she had to get on her tippy toes to do it. I looked at her, “thanks, but oh no I did bring a hair brush so your hair is going to be messy,” I teased.


“don’t care right now,” she tells as she shrugged her shoulders. I kissed her cheek as she picked up her jacket, “good,” I say. I’ve always wondered if Lilly cared about looking good for me. Personally I love her messy hair. Lilly put her jacket on before sitting down on the sleeping bag. I put more wood on the fire as Lilly put socks and shoes back on. I put my jacket on as I was picking up our clothes. I sat on the sleeping bag after I put our clothes in my backpack. I put my shoes and sock on and I was still cold. I grabbed my iPad to check when I stoped the movie. I noticed that it was about ten minutes into it, “we didn’t even last ten minutes,” I tell her as I put my iPad away.

“Is that bad?” she questioned. I shook my head as I grabbed my smokes, “you want a smoke babe?” I asked. Lilly shook her head, “no thank you,” she tells me. I knew she wanted one, but didn’t want to keep taking from me. I lit up a smoke and gave it to her, “babe it alright. I don’t care,” I reassured her. She smiled at me, “but I feel bad tho,” she admitted. I hated that she felt bad that I give her stuff. How would she feel if I gave her the whole world or even just mine? I lit up a smoke for myself as Lilly took a drag of hers, “please don’t. I like sharing with you,” I smiled. I wrapped my free arm around her to extra reassure her, “but I don’t share with you tho,” she mumbled.

“you do, because it not things. Doesn’t mean you don’t share,” I tell her. Lilly kissed me lightly, “like that,” I smiled on her lips. She kissed me again, “thank you,” she says. Lilly leaned into me as we kept smoking. Things like this is what I was talking about. Lilly gives me a lot of first and there is nothing in this world that I could give her to make it equal. But she takes so many first from me too, “I’m cold,” Lilly says. I unwrapped my arm from around her and grabbed the bottle of vodka. I took the lid off before having a drink myself, “it should help,” I smiled. I didn’t want her drunk again since we both kinda sobered up. Lilly drinks some, “thanks,” she smiled back. I put the lid back on before I put it back down. I threw my smoke into the fire and Lilly did the same, “where did you find my top?” she wondered. I looked at her pink top, “with the rest of your tops,” I replied.

“You know it the only pink top I have. I don’t wear it normally,” she tells me. I pulled on her top as I wondered why she was telling me this, “why not? It makes you look like a girl,” I asked. Lilly smiled at me, but then she started pouting, “I’m a girl,” she says. I kissed her, “I know,” I smirked. Lilly kissed me this time, “so why don’t you wear pink?” I questioned. Lilly shrugged her shoulders, “it just the last colour I go for,” she tells me. I pulled her between my legs, “babe do you want to watch a movie?” I wondered. Lilly looked at me like that I was talking about another porno, “it not a porno. I have Captain America,” I added.

“you boys and your superheros,” she smiled. I tickled her a little bit and it felt good, “everyone loves superheroes,” I tell her. Lilly laughed a little bit as I got my iPad out. I noticed the chocolate bars that I grabbed, “you hungry?” I asked. Lilly gave me a small, so I put the iPad on her lap. I grabbed out both of the chocolate bars and gave her one of them. I stood up behind her, “how about we get into the sleeping bag this time,” I suggested. Lilly stood up next to me before I unzipped the sleeping bag. Lilly go into the sleeping bag after she took her shoes off. I did the same before getting in next to her. I made sure that she was closer to the fire since I knew she was still cold. I grabbed my backpack to use as a pillow. Lilly put her head on my shoulder as I put the iPad on my chest. I find Captain America in my movies and played it. I kissed the top of Lilly head as we started watching the movie.

We finished our chocolate bars as we kept watching the movie, “do you think I’ll ever get as buff as him?” I asked before I could stop myself. I don’t know why I said that and now she going to think I’m weird. Lilly shook her head and I really pouted, “I like you the way you are,” she smiled. There she goes again reassuring me. I kissed her as I wrapped my arm tight around her back. Lilly went back watching the movie, but I wasn’t. I kept thinking about what we did tonight. Why was I so weak and didn’t stop her? Am I pushing it with her, “is everything alright Louis?” Lilly wondered.

“Um can we talk about what we just did?” I questioned. I stopped the movie and turned my iPad off. Lilly nodded her head, “do you know what we did was the next level?” I asked. Lilly nodded her head again, “um do you regret it?” I wondered. I just had to know what was going through her head. Lilly shook her head no, “Lou I know what we did tonight was something we talked about. I know we were meant to talk about it before we did it, but I don’t regret it. I know we had a lot of alcohol in our system, but I still remember what we did. I thought it was amazing,” she confessed. I couldn’t help, but smile at her, “so did I,” I admitted. I rubbed her back as I wondered if she was still a little bit drunk, “how about we talk about this later? So I know that you’re sober,” I questioned. Lilly kissed me, “I give you the same answer,” she smiled. I kissed her as I do hope that she would give me the same answer, “let’s watch the rest of the movie,” I say.

Half way through the movie my phone started ringing, “who can that be?” I mumbled. I stopped the move before grabbing my phone out of my jacket. I looked at the screen to see it was Harry. Oh fuck. I started to panic as I was trying to wondered if he knew Lilly was with me. I answered it, “hello,” I say. I moved it to the ear that was closest to Lilly, so she could hear, “Zayn said that you went on one of your walks. Is everything alright?” Harry asked me. I rubbed Lilly’s back, “yeah,” I replied.

“You know you can tell me if something wrong,” Harry tells me. Please Harry don’t say anything that I don’t want Lilly knowing yet, “I’m fine,” I sighed. Lilly moved like she was about to get up, but I stopped her, “how about we talk later then?” Harry questioned. I bit my lip, “yeah,” I replied. I started to rub her back again, “um Louis do you know what wrong with Flower? She locked herself in her room and not talking to anyone. Perrie just tells me she sleeping, but I think something going on,” Harry wondered.

“she was very sleepy before I left,” I lied. Harry sighed, “ok. I’ll see you when you get back,” Harry says. I hung up after I said goodbye to Harry and put my phone next to me. I felt bad that I was betraying him like this. His worried about Lilly when she’s here with me. Then there also everyone lying to him about us. Lilly rolled away to face the fire and I know she was feeling the same. I wrapped my arm around her waist after I put my iPad next to me, “Louis I think we should tell Harry,” she tells me. I pulled her closer as I kissed the side of her head, “I think so too. I’m sick of lying to him and now everyone else is too. He meant to be my best friend and I’m hiding from him,” I admitted. Lilly turned around to face me and I kept my arm around her, “we both are. I used to tell Harry everything, but now I’m not,” she says. I saw tears in her eyes before she hid her face into my chest. I didn’t like seeing her like this, “what if Harry forbids you to touch me?” she questioned as she looked at me. I kissed her forehead, “I would prefer not to see you, because if I can see you but not touch you. I think I’ll go mad,” I confessed.

“Really?” Lilly asked. I nodded my head, “but I’ll sneak touches in class tho,” I tell her. Lilly smiled, but it went away quickly, “Louis I’m scared,” she admitted. I kissed her nose, “I am too,” I say. I kissed her forehead trying to save every moment, “do you want to go back?” I questioned. I really didn’t want to go back, but I thought Lilly might want to see Harry. Lilly shook her head, “no,” she whispered. We heard my phone go off, so I picked it up. I looked at it to see a message from Niall:


Harry’s in bed now, so your alright for the night. If Lil there keep her safe

“Harry gone to bed,” I tell her. Lilly looked down, “I think we get some sleep too,” I added. Lilly gave me a small nod as I set an alarm on my phone for seven, “we need to get up earlier than I thought, so I can sneak you in without Harry seeing you,” I tell her. I put my phone next to me before I moved my backpack away. I put my head down on the ground and Lilly was lucky that she could use me as a pillow. I rubbed her back as I thought how I would tell Harry. I also wondered how Harry would react, “what are you thinking about?” Lilly wondered.

“Just how Harry will react when we tell him,” I admitted. Lilly ran her fingers along my neck, “Louis are you going to leave me if Harry tells you?” she asked me. I grabbed her hand and kissed it, “yes, but I’ll will show him that your different and I hope he won’t make me leave you,” I reassured her. She looked down, “so this could be our last night together,” she says. I pulled her face up, so I could kiss her, “we need to stop thinking like this. I hate how we made Harry a bad person since he’s not. We are the ones doing this behind his back. If he gets mad at us it will be our own fault not his,” I tell her. It’s true Harry has done nothing wrong it’s been us. Lilly gave me a small nod before putting her head under my chin. I rubbed her back slowly, “it going to be alright,” I whispered.

We didn’t say anything as we just laid there. I know we should be asleep, but we just didn’t close our eyes, “why do you want to be as buffed as Captain America,” Lilly asked. I smiled as I thought about being her hero, “so I can be a hero,” I admitted. Lilly kissed my neck, “you’re my hero,” she tells me. How? I’m not as strong as Captain America. I felt my cheeks get a little bit warm as Lilly looked at me, “how?” I questioned. Lilly kissed me, “you saved me from myself,” she confessed. I never knew Lilly thought like this, “you make me want to live my life,” she added. I kissed her, “you know you make me want to do something with my life. I always thought when I started to go to Eden my life was over. I thought I was going to work in a factory from nine to five, but then you showed up,” I confessed. Lilly smiled a little and I worked out that she likes to hear these things, “it funny how life can change in less than a week,” I smiled. Lilly kissed me, “for the better too,” she says. Lilly put her head on my shoulder, “goodnight Lilly Belle my princess,” I whispered. I kissed her, “goodnight Louis my superhero,” she whispered back.

My alarm went off at seven and it woke the both of us up, “fuck,” I groaned. I moved my arm away from Lilly to turn it off, “why did I set it for seven?” I mumbled. I wrapped my arm back around her as she started moving, “five more minutes,” I whispered. Lilly rolled over to face me. I knew Lilly was looking at me as I was falling asleep again. I felt her fingers along my jaw, “please babe,” I begged. She rolled away from me and I pulled her closer to me before I kissed her neck. Lilly grabbed my hand to kiss it, “Louis we have to get going before Harry wakes up,” she tells me. Shit I forgot all about that, “ok I’m awake,” I sighed. I didn’t open my eyes as Lilly turned around to face me again, “you sure your eyes are still closed,” she giggled. She poked my nose, “how can you be so awake?” I questioned.

“I don’t know,” she replied. Lilly kissed me lightly, “again babe,” I smiled. She kissed me again, but I grabbed the back of her head to deepen the kiss. I rolled onto my back as I pulled her on top of me. I just wanted to kiss her since I was afraid that Harry wouldn’t let me do it again. Lilly pulled away from me, “you awake now?” she asked. I opened to my eye to finally see her. She looked awake, but her eyes told me she was tired. I nodded my head, “good, because we got to get going,” she tells me. I shook my head as Lilly nodded hers. I smiled at her to hid the fact that I really didn’t want to go back, “such a good girl sometimes,” I winked. I ran my thumb over her cheek, “so we tell Harry today,” I say. Lilly gave me a small nod, “I still wonder how he going to take it,” she mumbled. She placed her head on my shoulder, “I hope he will understand and we can keep going,” I reassured her. I really did hope that Harry would understand. I ran my fingers up and down her back to calm the both of us down, “I hope so too,” she whispered. Lilly kissed me lightly as my phone went off. I grabbed to see that I had a message from Liam:


Harry up and gone for a run on the left side of the cabin. So hurry up and get back. I’ll distract him for ya, but you owe me

“Harry up and gone for a run. Liam up too,” I inform Lilly. I knew I really did owe him, “what are we going to do?” she wondered. I kissed her, “get going,” I smiled. Lilly got off me to grab her shoes, “if Harry gone for a run won’t we bump into him?” she questioned. I pulled her back on top of me, “Liam said he running to the left of the cabin which means his on the right side of the lake. Well for us,” I explained.

“What if Liam meant the left side of the lake?” she smiled. I kissed the side of her head, “any way we still got to be careful,” I tell her. Lilly nodded before she put her shoes on. I really didn’t want to move yet, but I had a funny feeling that Harry might be coming here. I just wanted to spend more time with Lilly, “hey bad boy you going to move?” she asked me. I smiled at her since she called me a bad boy, “I don’t like to be told,” I playfully snarled. Lilly hit my chest lightly, “move now or no more fun,” she tells me. I raised an eyebrow out of surprise. Does she want to continue this even if Harry says no, “you don’t mean that,” I pouted. Lilly nodded her head, “then that means we don’t have to tell Harry. That also means I don’t have to move,” I pointed out. I rolled away from her to tell her that I was serious, but I wasn’t, “well goodbye my cute punk,” she says. Lilly kissed my cheek, so I grabbed her before she could get away from me. I sat up as I kissed her, “I said no more,” she tells me on my lips.

“I’m a bad boy that likes breaking the rules,” I smiled. I kissed her again, “and I’m the good girl that like sticking to the rules,” she smiled against my lips. I kissed her again trying to remember this moment, “sometimes,” I smirked. Lilly pushed me away before I could kiss her again. I watched her as she got up and went into my backpack. She grabbed her bra out, “come back please,” I pouted. Lilly ignored me as she put her bra back on under her top. I really wished that she took her top off to do that, “that’s mean,” I added. Lilly started to pack up, “well if you want to see me naked again. You need to get up out of the sleeping bag and get going,” she tells me as she looked at me. I gave her my best sad puppy dog look, “that don’t work with me,” she smiled. I kicked my legs out of the sleeping bag since I knew what I was doing wasn’t working. Lilly gave me my shoes before she kissed my cheek, “thank you,” she says. I put my shoes on, “you’re just lucky that I like seeing you naked,” I mumbled. I stood up, “you know I heard that,” she tells me.

“Good,” I smiled. I put my smokes and my phone in my jacket pocket. I started to roll up the sleeping bag, “Louis I really do hope he understands,” she admitted. I looked at her as I stopped rolling the sleeping bag up, “because I’m worried that Harry might not talk to you again and you need him,” she continued. I looked down thinking she was right. I do need Harry. His the only one that knows the real me, “I never wanted to come between you two. You both need each other,” she finished. I finished rolling up the sleeping and attached to my backpack, “I know,” I whispered. I made sure that I had everything in my backpack before I put it on. I stood up and held my hand out to Lilly, “let’s get going,” I tried to smile. Lilly took my hand and entwine our fingers together, “but I don’t want to lose you both. I knew I should have asked Harry first, but I was scared he was going to say no,” I confessed. Lilly kissed my cheek as we started walking, “why do you want me so bad for a bit of fun?” she wondered.

“I haven’t really worked that out yet, but like I said yesterday you’re different,” I tell her. I played with my lip ring, “I know it not the answer you’re looking for, but it the only one I got,” I admitted. Lilly gave me a small nod, “I don’t know either,” she tells me. I let go of her hand to get my smokes out of my pocket. I quickly got one out and put it between her lips. I lit it up, “remember I don’t care,” I reminded her. Lilly takes the smoke out of her mouth as I lit my own up, “thank you,” she says. Lilly kissed my cheek and I wondered if she knew this all I want from her. I grabbed her hand after I put my smokes back in my pocket.

As we were walking I kept thinking that this might be the last time I’m alone with Lilly. I was consumed in my thought that I noticed that I could see the cabin, “were nearly there,” Lilly whispered. I stopped and pulled her to me, “I know,” I say. I kissed her with everything that I got. I was so scared that it might be our last kiss.

We pulled back after awhile, “I just had to do that,” I say as I caught my breath. Lilly nodded her head as I got my phone out of my pocket, “now let’s see where Harry is,” I tell her. I messaged Liam asking if Harry was back yet. As I waited for Liam to reply I took my backpack off, so I could take my jacket off. After all, that making out I was hot. I put my backpack back on and put my jacket through the straps. I wrapped my arms around Lilly as we still waited for Liam to get back to me. My phone went off after a couple minutes and I showed Lilly the message:


He still out but you better hurry

We looked around to see if we could see him, but we couldn’t. Lilly started walking and I was close behind her, “can I ask something?’ I wondered. I managed to catch up to her as she gave me small nod, “what so bad about Harry catching us out here?” I questioned. Lilly sighed, “because we lied to him last night for one and everyone else did too. So if he catches us out here everyone going to be in trouble,” she explained. I gave her a small nod, “and it not everyone fault that we lie and do what we do,” she added. When we got closer to the cabin we saw Harry running up to it. He started stretching, “I’ll go and distract him while you go inside,” I tell her. I kissed her before running off to Harry.

When I got to Harry he seemed surprised to see me, “I went to your spot to talk to you,” Harry tells me. I knew he would, “well I thought that I would come back early and talk to you,” I say. I pulled Harry to the side of the cabin, so Lilly could get in without being seen. Harry just looked at me, “I have a couple of things to tell you,” I started. Harry came in closer to me, “my mum pregnant with her new boyfriend that I haven’t met yet. I want to be part of their lives again,” I admitted. Harry hugged me tight, “then try and don’t give up. They will see how much your trying,” Harry reassured me. I hugged him back, “I’m here for you Lou,” he added.

We hugged for a bit until I took a deep breath in, “Harry I got something else to tell you,” I started. I stepped back from him, “it’s about Lilly and me,” I continued. I knew I couldn’t stop now, “we’re having um fun together,” I finished. I wished I said the differently. Harry fist came in contact with my nose and I heard a snap. Blood started pouring out of it, “you better be fucken lying to me Louis,” Harry snapped. I shook my head, “we’re not fucking. All we are doing is making out,” I tell him. Harry stormed off to go back into the cabin and I followed him. He slammed the front door open, “Lilly Camellia Underwood!” Harry shouted. Lilly didn’t come running, so Harry shouted her full name again, “Harry calm down,” I tell him.

“You shut the fuck up Louis! You’re lucky I haven’t punched you again!” Harry yelled as he looked at me. As I was about to say something Lilly came running in. Harry didn’t look happy at her, “Lilly are you and Louis fucking behind my back?” Harry shouted. Lilly looked at me as Liam stood behind her, “Harry I told you that we are not fucking. We are just making out,” I tell him again. Harry turned around and punched me in the stomach, “Harry stop!” Lilly yelled. Lilly ran over to me to see if I was alright and I was. I had worse done to me, “for fuck sake Harry. Louis is telling the truth,” Lilly tells him. Harry looked at Lilly as she looked over my nose, “you alright?” she asked me. I gave her a small nod before she kissed my forehead. I can’t believe Lilly did that in front of Harry, but it looked like he was trying to calm down. Lilly went into my backpack to grab out her t-shirt. She started cleaning up my face, but my nose kept bleeding. She held her t-shirt against my nose carefully, “Lilly are you still a virgin?” Harry asked as was much calmer. Lilly look at him, “is this why you hit Louis, because you thought he took my virginity?” she snapped. Harry sighed as he looked at the floor, “you think I’m that easy? That I just give it up to a guy I just met,” she added. Harry rubbed the back of his neck, “no,” he says.

“So what you thought Louis would push me into it? You know he hasn’t and he won’t. I also can’t believe you put horny goat weed in his drink yesterday,” Lilly tells him angrily. Harry was surprised that Lilly knew about that. He turned to Liam, “you told them!” he yelled. I knew Harry was angry at the fact that we knew what he did to me, “don’t you dare start blaming them. It was your fault not there’s. You know since I’m a virgin Louis been trying really hard to control himself. Then you go and nearly fuck it up for us,” she argued. Maybe I should have told Harry with Lilly, but I knew Harry would have still hit me. Harry was shocked, “well if you told me from the start I wouldn’t have done it!” he shouted. Lilly groaned and I afraid that she might say something to hurt Harry, “you shouldn’t have done it in the first place,” she spat. Harry was trying to calm down again as he ran his hand over his face. He looked at us, “then why didn’t you both tell me?” Harry asked. Everyone was watching us, “Harry can we go outside?” Lilly asked him.

Lilly, Harry and I stood outside of the cabin as Lilly was still holding her t-shirt to my nose, “Harry we didn’t tell you, because I told Louis not to,” she tells him. Harry looked at her, “why?” he questioned. Harry was hurt by Lilly, “because you still see me as the little girl that left all those years ago. I’m not her anymore. I’ve grown up and doing things that I want to do,” she admitted. I took her t-shit off of her and kept it on my face. I knew she need to go to Harry as he looked at the ground, “you’re also not that boy anymore too. We have changed in those years we didn’t see each other,’ she added. Harry was still looking at the ground, “I know,” Harry whispered. Lilly hugged Harry, “you know this change is for the better. We are going to be adults soon,” she says. Harry hugged her tight, “I love you,” I heard her whispered to him.

“I love you too,” Harry whispered back. Lilly smiled at him as he kissed her cheek. I knew this is all they need from each other, “I know we have changed since we were twelve, but when I look at you. I remember the girl that always had her nose in a book on the lounge. It just we missed all those years growing up and now were both nearly adults. I want to know what happed in those years,” Harry confessed. I pictured Lilly sitting on the lounge reading something like Harry Potter and getting angry at the boys. Lilly put Harry’s face between her hands, “how about we sit and talk about what happened in those years and catch up properly?” she asked him. I knew they think that I can’t hear them, “I’ll like that,” Harry smiled as he kissed her nose. They both turned and looked at me. I knew I was smiling, “what about him,” Harry asked. Lilly wrapped her arm around Harry, “that up to you, but I got to say Louis is taking it slow and he also cares. You also owe him apology,” she tells Harry. As Harry was playing with his lips with his fingers I started to worry, “ok. I’m alright with it, but if you do anything wrong. I will hurt you again. I know I said it when you told me about your fake relationship, but I really mean it Louis,” Harry tells me in a stern voice. I nodded, “if I hurt her Harry you can do whatever you want to me,” I promised. Harry walked over to me, “I’m sorry for hitting you man. I just lost it when you told me about you and Flower. I just don’t want her to get hurt,” Harry admitted. He hugged me, “I don’t want her to get hurt too,” I tell him. I really didn’t want her to get hurt in all of this, “oh just one more thing tho,” Harry started as he stepped back from me.

“And what that?” I asked. Great I was more nervous then before, “please can you keep the kissing and touching down when you’re around me,” Harry tells us. Lilly and I nodded, “and also do the others know?” Harry wondered. Lilly looked at me, “yeah we do man,” we heard Zayn say. We looked at the door of the cabin, “I’ve been telling them both what to do and making sure everything alright,” he continued as he came towards us. I knew one of them would say something, “Harry what there are doing is nothing like you think. It like there fourteen,” Zayn tells him.

“How did you find out?” Harry smiled. I saw Lilly shook her head at Zayn, but Zayn just smiled at her, “Lil artwork. Then Perrie found out, because I knew something and the rest I don’t know,” Zayn replied. Harry laughed a little bit, “they never told us to keep it a secret. We just waited for them to grow some balls to tell you,” Liam says. Everyone was standing at the front door watching us, “I have balls,” I tell them. Everyone laughed at me, “well now since that all out now. I have something to tell you all,” Niall started. We all looked at him, but in the corner of my eye I noticed Harry’s eyes went wide, “I’m going back to bed,” he smiled. We all laughed again, “I thought you were going to them about our secret relationship,” Liam smiled. They all laughed harder and I knew they were poking fun at me and Lilly. I noticed that Harry was frowning now, “you just told them,” Niall playfully snarled. Niall pushed Liam before running inside, “baby please don’t be like that,” Liam says as he ran inside after him. We all smiled, “oh Lou I’m taking Flower out for lunch,” Harry tells me.

“Ok, but what I’m I going to do?” I smiled. Harry smiled back at me, “use your hand,” he joked. I looked at my hand, “might just do that,” I joked back. Lilly shook her head and I knew she was jealous. She started walking inside, “Lil are you jealous of Louis hand now?” Zayn teased. She shook her head again, “I’m fine,” she smiled. She turned around to look at me and Harry, “why does everyone look at me?” she asked. Perrie hugged her, “because you’re pretty,” she smiled. Lilly hugged her back, “you’re pretty,” Lilly tells her. Lilly moved back from her and I knew she felt awkward, “hey babe can you help me with my face?” I asked her. I walked over to her and she was smiling at me, “now Lou are you jealous of Perrie and Lil?” Zayn smirked. I pulled her inside as I ignored Zayn question. I will never admit that I’m jealous when someone else touches Lilly. I will only be alright with it when Harry does it.

I took her to the bathroom on the first floor. Lilly made me sit on the cold floor of the bathroom after I took my backpack off. She moved the t-shirt away from my face, “it stop bleeding,” she tells me. She put her t-shirt in the sink and I just realized that it was her red one, “why do I always get blood on your red tops?” I wondered. Lilly got a wash cloth, “I don’t know,” she smiled. She ran the wash cloth under water, “and why you always fixing me up too?” I questioned too. She knelt down in front of me, “you asked me this time,” she pointed out. She started to wash my face gently and I noticed that the wash cloth was warm. I loved her fixing me up, but I hated the reason why, “it looks broken, but looks like a clean break. So it going to be swollen for a bit and you going to get black eyes,” she tells me.

“Things I do for you,” I smiled. Lilly kissed me, “thank you,” she says. Lilly went back to getting the blood off my face. I watched the concentration in her face and it made me realize how lucky I am. Also that Harry is alright with it and that we can go back to normal. Lilly got up to put the wash cloth in the sink before she filled it with water, “what are you doing now babe?” I asked as I got up. I wrapped my arms around her from behind, “getting the blood out. So give me your shirt please,” she tells me. I took my top off and Lilly put it straight into the water, “time to finish my cup of tea,” she says.

When we walked into the kitchen everyone was there part from Niall. Lilly went over to her cup of tea as Perrie went over to her. I went over to the boys, “my Flower is too good for you,” Harry started. I kept looking at him, “but I think you both need each other. I think she needs someone to protect her when I’m not around. You also need someone to look after you too,” Harry admitted. I quickly hugged him, “thanks,” I whispered. I went over to Lilly and Perrie left, “can I ask why you told Harry without me?” she asked me. I licked my lips, “because I could see that you were really worried about it,” I replied. I kissed her forehead, “but everything going to be alright now,” I added. I wrapped my arms around her from behind. I put my chin on her shoulder as she looked at me. My mind was all over the place after what Harry said to me. He might be right, “is everything alright?” she wondered. I shook my head no, “I told Harry about my mum and he told me the same thing you did,” I replied. Lilly smiled as she kissed my cheek, “it going to be alright. Everything going to work out,” she reassured me. I smiled at her as I knew now Harry was right about us, “but you need a shower,” she tells me.

“And you look like you need more sleep,” I tell her back. She truly did look tired and I don’t know if it was from lack of sleep or worry. Lilly gave me a small nod, “I think I was so awake this morning, because we were telling Harry. But now it all done I can relax,” she admitted. I ran my fingers back and forth on her stomach, “why don’t you finish your cup of tea while I have a shower and we can go back to bed after,” I suggested. Lilly gave me a small nod, “see you soon then,” I smiled. I kissed her lightly, “just be careful with your nose please,” she tells me before I ran off.

I went into the bathroom that was near Lilly’s and I room. I started the shower before I looked at myself in the mirror. My eyes were already getting dark circles around them, but I understood why Harry did it. If was one of my sister I would have done the same thing. I got in the shower and started washing myself. The whole time that I was in there I kept thinking about Lilly joining me. However, I knew after awhile that she wasn’t. I got out and wrapped a towel around my lower half.

When I got to mine and Lilly’s bedroom she was laying down face first. She turned her head to look at me, “hey,” she smiled. I smiled back as I closed and lock the door. She raised an eyebrow at me, “what? I want to sleep without them coming in,” I tell her. Lilly shook her head as she rolled onto her back. I walked over to her, “I was waiting for you in the shower for some reason,” I say as I leaned over her. Lilly bit her bottom lip, “you told me to finish my cup of tea,” she smiled. I leaned in closer to her, “so for once you did what you were told,” I smirked. Lilly nodded as she pushed me back a little, “if you want some do it yourself,” she tells me. Did she really think that I wanted something? Personally I didn’t know myself, “I actually mean it. I’m sorry it just I’m really tired,” she admitted. she ran her fingers down my neck, “I understand,” I smiled before kissing her nose. I moved away from her, “you know Niall playing,” she says.

“How do you know that? Did you look?” I questioned. I knew my jealousy was coming through. Lilly shook her head no, “I heard him,” she replied. I smiled in relief as Lilly got off the bed and put her phone on the bedside table. I watched her take her jeans off, “but you said no,” I smirked. She threw her jeans onto her bag, “I can’t sleep in jeans,” she smiled. I smiled as I walked over to her, “or bra,” I say as I unclipped her bra. I grabbed the straps under her t-shirt and pulled them down her arms to over her hands. I went under her top, so I could pull it off completely. Lilly smiled as she ran her fingers down my chest. She looked down at me, “you took a beating today,” she says. She kissed where Harry hit me in the stomach, “and it was all for you,” I smiled.

“Thank you again,” she tells me after she kissed me. I kept smiling at her as Lilly walked away from me back to the bed. I dropped my towel after she got under the covers. I noticed Lilly closed her eyes as I got in behind her. I pulled her close to me, “Louis are you naked?” she asked. I smiled as I nodded my head, “you said that you didn’t care yesterday,” I pointed out.

“I know I did,” she says. Lilly sat up and took her top off, “babe what are you doing?” I wondered. Lilly threw her top onto the floor, “well if you’re going naked, so can I,” she tells me as she looked at me. I quickly wrapped my arm around her hips. If Lilly went fully naked I don’t think that I would keep my hands to myself, “the knickers stay on,” I tell her. Lilly nodded her head as she laid back down facing away from me. I wrapped my other arm underneath her across the top of her chest. I pulled her close, so I could kiss her neck before putting my head there. It felt nice to feel Lilly’s skin against mine, “time for some sleep,” I whispered. Lilly turned her head to me and kissed me. I smiled as I pulled back, “I think everything going to be better now,” I tell her.

“I think so too,” she smiled. I kissed her again as I pushed her more into me, “go to sleep babe,” I whispered on her lips. Lilly turned her head and I put my head back in the curve of her neck. I ran my fingers across her hip, “I never thought I would be naked next to you and have you half naked against me yet,” I mumbled against her skin. I kissed up her neck to just under her ear, “I never thought I’ll still have you next to me after this morning,” I whispered in her ear. I like times like this where I can tell her anything. Lilly ran her fingers down my cheek, “I’m not going anywhere anytime soon,” she reassured me. I smiled as I started kissing her neck again. I felt Lilly’s fingers on the outside of my thigh until she reached my hip. She moved her hand to my member and ran her fingers along it. I nibbled on her earlobe, “what are you doing babe?” I groaned.

“I think someone got too much energy to go to sleep. So I want to release some,” she tells me. I smirked as Lilly turned around to face me, “now don’t be loud,” she added. Lilly started pumping me as she kissed my neck. Fuck this was great and I quickly got hard from it. I dug my fingers into her back as she got a little bit faster. Lilly played with the tip of my member, “fuck babe,” I whispered. She kept going and I knew I was fully hard now. I moved my hand down her back to touch her, but she stopped me, “no touching. This is all about you,” she smirked. I bit my bottom lip as I moaned, “that not fair,” I puffed. She got faster with and I was shocked with myself. I already felt like I could explode, “babe I’m going to fucken cum soon,” I tell her as I was breathing uneven. Lilly squeezed my member a little bit harder as she got faster. Fuck that felt too good and I wished I could just last a little bit longer. I came as Lilly kept her pace, so I could ride my high, ‘fuck,” I moaned into the pillow. Lilly gave me a couple more pumps when I came down. I laid there catching my breath as I closed my eyes, “that was amazing,” I admitted.

“that was just for you,” she whispered before she kissed me. I moved slowly to grab the box of tissues on the bedside table. I clean myself and Lilly up before I put them back with the used tissues. I pulled her close to me as I was still feeling my high, “your turn now,” I sleepily smiled. Lilly shook her head, “no. we are going to sleep now,” she tells me. I shook my head, “after that I need to give back,” I say.

“Louis another time. Please go to sleep,” she begged. Lilly looked really tired and I was feeling the same. I smiled as Lilly put her head on my chest, “ok babe,” I yawned. I ran my fingers up and down her bare back. Her skin felt good under my fingers, “we still need to talk about last night babe,” I remembered. Lilly sighed since she wanted to go back to sleep, “I still stand by what I said,” she tells me. I kissed the top of her head, “so does that mean we are on that level?” I questioned. Lilly nodded her head, “like I wanted the first day we started this,” she confessed. I smiled at the fact that I get to touch her now, “but can we go to sleep or I’m going to go find another bed to sleep in,” she warned me. I wrapped my arms around her tight, “no,” I tell her. I kissed the top of her head again, “goodnight babe,” I whispered. Lilly looked at me and I kissed her, “goodnight my cute punk,” she whispered against my lips.

After Lilly fell asleep I just looked at her. I had so many thoughts running through my head. I didn’t know what to make of most of them. I was wondering why it felt fantastic when she touches me or why when I cum I see stars. I just kept looking at this beautiful girl in my arms and how lucky I was to get her. I kissed her forehead, “I love you,” I admitted to myself.



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