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Tainted rose. ((Niall Horan))

I don't understand you


Niall POV

Rose had been with me almost every day for a month, I couldn’t be happier. She even came to the studio some times to hang.

I never asked her official if she wanted to be mine, but I’m not even sure she or I is ready for that yet. Right now we just enjoy each other’s company with a movie and pizza. That’s all there is to make me happy. I sigh, sliding my hand through my hair.

When Rose comes skipping into my room, humming a melody. ‘’Hey babe.’’ I say looking at her, smiling.
‘’Why are ye so happy today?’’ I ask raising my eye brow, while scrolling down my twitter.

‘’Did you know? Matthew moved over here for two months ago, without telling me.’’ She begins, playing with a lock of her hair. ‘’First I was pissed but now I’m just happy he told me!’’ Her smiles widen looking at me.
‘’That’s grand babe.’’ I reply, smiling. I didn’t really like that Matthew guy after all he was her ex flirt. The thought of them hanging out together really made me uncomfortable.

I look at her tilting her head to the side, ‘’ what’s wrong?’’ she ask concerned
‘’Nothing.’’ I reply, standing up to kiss her properly. ‘’That was nice.’’ She whispers wrapping herself closer to me.

‘’Will you consider being my girlfriend?’’ I mumble in her ear pulling her closer, only to feel her pull away.

Rose POV

I didn’t know what to say, this past month was perfect but I wasn’t ready for this. I wasn’t ready for us.
I was too scared to get hurt again, and I know I wasn’t fair to let my insecurities out on Niall, but I couldn’t help it. He knew how it was, he knew how I had trust issues.

I’ve been abandoned by lovers, friends and family why did he have to rush into things?
‘’I’m not ready Niall.’’ I panic, and try to explain stepping away from him.
‘’What! Wasn’t you happy for the past month?’’ He asks me looking at me with his beautiful eyes that I found myself lost in so many times but this time I only saw hurt in them.

‘’Yes, but I can’t. Not yet.’’ I stutter, I was terrified. I guess I was a bit scared of commitment, if only Niall could let this go and give me some more time. I wasn’t messing around with other guys, and he wasn’t messing with girls. I just needed to be sure that I could trust him.

He avoids eye contact with me, ‘’Do you like me?’’
‘’Of course I do!’’ I yell at him frustrated, I had given him my heart, body and soul. He shouldn’t even doubt me at all.

‘’Then I don’t get why we can’t do this.’’ He mutters, his sweet eyes going cold and distant.
‘’You don’t understand, I’m only yours I just need some more time. Niall please.’’ I plead, I felt helpless.

‘’that’s right, I don’t understand.’’ He says, before turning around walking out and slamming the door shut.
I stand there confused, as I see what would happen. How I would end up alone and broken once again. I was loss of words. I had no control of my body, I just stand there looking at the door hoping he would come back in.


Will Niall get that Rose have some trust issues? She cant help it, but again he doesnt know much about her past yet.
Hope you like this more dark chapter. :)
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Omg. I loved the story c: this was the first fanfiction to make me cry!
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ok thank :)
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Sorry I can't log into this account anymore so I didn't see it before now! Vampire diaries xxx
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I cried wow I love this story :). And what are the show or movie was the clips from?
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Thank you so much dear. x
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