Niall POV

I knew I had kept Rose away, I ignored her calls and I would always make a sucky excuse.

In a way I hated but I loved the way Hazza was and the way he could act. I was like a little puppy following his lead, which lead to me partying with lots of people while I was on tour.

I even have had a few groupies, Harry had that impact on you. Lifting you up the ground, I knew Liam was pissed at me. But right now I couldn’t care less.

My last chance at freedom and fun, besides the girls that had been blowing me off or shagged wasn’t anything remotely interesting.
I did to get that acknowledge look from Harry, I liked showing him I could be like him.

The two other boys didn’t really mind, zayn and Louis. They were always busying phoning their girlfriends back home either way.

I guess this tour was bad for me, but I couldn’t help but enjoy the music, the booze and the girls. This was how it was supposed to be when you were in a band.

I knew my face was getting plastered all over the news, with Harrys and all the girls. Always showing me and Harry partying.

I knew Rose had seen them, but what I didn’t understand was how she ignored it, she haven’t even made a fuss.

My head was hurting like fucking hell that was the bad thing about me getting caught up in Harry’s life style since I wasn’t used to it. I partying every night also resulted in me having a constant hangover putting me in the worst mood ever.

I could feel my phone buzz as I saw Rose was calling, I sigh the thought of me being a dad was starting to really frighten me off.

‘To: Rose. X
Not today, luv. Another time.’ I pressed send and put my phone back in my pocket.'

Rose POV

Niall was avoiding me, leaving me as empty shell at home well as empty as you could get when you were pregnant. I refused to go out and speak with anyone. I was staying at home waiting for him.

Minutes went by


Hours went by


Days went by



And weeks went by



For every second I was alone in my darkness I felt myself disappear more and more into a place I wished I never had to go back into.
It was like everything was eating me alive, leaving this numb expression on my face every single day.

This was what I was scared of before I had gone out with Niall, I was scared of letting myself too much into the relationship and then get hurt.

It happened, look where I am. Snuggled up in the bed ignoring every text I got from my friends, I literally refused to get out of bed unless if It had something to do with Niall, food, bathroom and scans.
That was all. I didn’t even listen to music because everything reminded of how I and he used to be. Before he went on tour.

I could feel my baby kicking, ‘’ouch baby.’’ I grin patting my bump.

I had tried to take contact to both Perrie and Emily but when they told me to move on and it was for the best I had completely shunned them up retreating to the darkness of my room.

Some days I would wander hopelessly around the apartment hoping he would call me but he never did. He texted me sometimes asking how me and the baby was but that was it. Nothing more and nothing less.

The tour was almost over, I haven’t heard Niall’s voice for weeks. Hell I barely had any contact from him, except for that fact I could always find in on the magazines.

I knew he had been partying, I knew he probably had shagged some girl shamelessly but I didn’t know what to do, because frankly I loved him and that was that.

I couldn’t do anything more but turn face away from it, hoping he’d be better when he would get back.

I don’t know if that what it was meant to be when you said you were blinded by love, because I loved him and that was all that mattered.

I realized I had to do something at least.

I dial a number, ‘’Hi Liam.’’ I almost whisper in the phone, ‘’rose how have you been?’’ I hear Liam’s gentle voice sounding concerned.

‘’Can you hand the phone to Niall?’’ I ask hopefully glancing out the window, ‘’okay.’’ Liam mutter and after a few seconds I hear a familiar voice that made my heart stutter.

‘’Niall.’’ I gasp, hearing his sweet Irish accent again.

‘’What is it?’’ He ask plainly, was he annoyed? He sounded well annoyed and grumpy.
‘’I’ve missed you.’’ I whisper.

‘’Yeah.’’ He just replies not bothering to soothe me.

‘’You never called and you promised,’’ I whisper careful not to raise my voice at him, ‘’I know you been with girls and been drinking but please make a little time for me?’’ I ask gentle.

‘’Jump off me back, Rose!’’ He snaps, ‘’this is my last fun, I don’t need you to ruin it.’’ He mutter into the phone.
I knew it I had it coming but it hurt so much to actually hear him say it.

‘’Okay, but just come home to be soon.’’ I whisper afraid of my voice giving me again, ‘’me and the princess misses you a lot.’’ I sigh, ‘’ go have fun, and I love you hold on to that.’’ I finally say looking pained as I hung up.

It didn’t take long before I broke down in deep sobs.

Notes

So Harry's carefree lifestyle is rubbing off in Niall huh, well. What's Liam going to do and will Rose get out of her depression?

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