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Tainted rose. ((Niall Horan))

I love you, Rose

Niall POV

It was nice getting back on the road in some way, trust me I missed Rose and her cute bump, but I felt like I was growing up too quickly.

I didn’t get to fully be a boy, and I know it was part my fault. I just felt that rush again when I saw all those girls scream for me, normally it would make me a bit uncomfortable but now that I’m having a baby its actually nice.
I somehow look forward to just being a boy and have fun with the lads, I had just finished the concert wondering if I should try to call Rose but Harry calls out to me.

‘’Niall! I found these lovely ladies.’’ He grins gesturing to the three girls with him, ‘’fancy a drink with us?’’ He chuckles.

I see Liam eyeing me in the background but I didn’t care. This was my last shot of freedom, my last chance of having fun.

‘’Yeeeah.’’ I yell back running over to them.

Rose POV


‘’So Rose how have you being doing?’’ Perrie asks, sipping her cup of hot chocolate with Eleanor, Danielle and Emily around her.

‘’I’ve been doing well.’’ I mutter nodding, a bit uncomfortable by them all eyeing my bump.

‘’You’re getting so huge!’’ Eleanor smiles friendly but notices how I frown and pull a little back, ‘’oh I didn’t mean it in a bad way.’’ She whispers, I send her a smile. ‘’it’s okay.’’

‘’So how are you and Harry?’’ I ask turning my attention to Emily, my so called best friend I really haven’t seen since all this had happened.

‘’I don’t know.’’ She plays with a lock of her hair, ‘’he is just being harry I guess.’’ We all nod understanding.

‘’How about you and Niall?’’ They all look at me interested.
‘’Well he is going on tour so it’s hard.’’ They all nod, knowing exactly how I felt, ‘’I tried to call him after the concert but he didn’t pick up.’’ I shrug, not waiting to sound paranoid.

‘’That’s weird, I talked with Zayn yesterday after the concert.’’ Perrie finally says, holding my hand comforting, ‘’same here.’’ Danielle replies.

‘’It’s probably nothing.’’ Eleanor says trying to stay positive.
I nod when my phone buzz on the table, I had gotten a text everyone looks while I open it.

‘From: Niall x
Hi loves, how are you and the little princess? Xx

I quickly reply telling him we are great, but we miss him and is looking to talk with him tonight.

‘From: Niall x
About that, sorry I can’t talk today. We are doing a band thing, I’ll call tomorrow. Hope U girls are having fun. Xx ‘

It only been a day and he was starting to make excuses, I sigh standing up.

‘’I need to go.’’ I quickly all the girls a hug, pecking their cheek. Both Emily and Perrie looked rather worried, I send them a smile before leaving star bucks and jumps in my car.

20 minutes later.

I knock lightly on the door getting greeted in.
‘’Why are you here?’’ Matthew asks darkly, ‘’I heard you tried to contact me.’’ I send him a weak smile.

‘’Yeah for the past few months.’’ He mutter looking at my stomach, ‘’so it’s true?’’
I nod ‘’we are expecting a girl.’’ I smile caressing my stomach protectively.

‘’You really expect a young guy like him to man up and be a dad!’’ He stares at me in disbelief.
‘’We didn’t plan this, but I’m sure he finally got his stuff together.’’ I look away trying to distant myself a little.

‘’You deserve better.’’ Matthew mumbles taking his hands in mine, ‘’you are so weak, if he hurts you one more time you are going to break.’’ I sigh, ‘’you been having this huge depression since we were teenagers, and I’m scared you’d give up some time.’’

I pull my hands back glaring at him, ‘’I’m not planning on giving up any time soon.’’ I wasn’t, what he said was true.

I had this depression since I was just a young girl, abandon in this world. It had gotten better but occasional it would come back if I was really upset or stressed.
When I was 15 I tried to commit suicide but luckily Matthew and Emily had found me.

‘’I’m going to be a great mum.’’ I whisper trying to convince myself, ‘’I’m sure you will, but I’m not not sure about your lover.’’ He sighs hopelessly.

‘’I love you Rose.’’ He sends me a small smile and I nod, ‘’I love you too.’’

‘’You know what I mean.’’ He hints at him never getting over me.

‘’Drop it Matthew.’’ I say sharply, ‘’it’s getting dark, I should get home.’’ I’m quickly out of the door on the way home.


Whats up with Niall? Is harry really going to influence him on the tour, what about Rose? Maybe Liam will finally speak up. ;)

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Omg. I loved the story c: this was the first fanfiction to make me cry!
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ok thank :)
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Sorry I can't log into this account anymore so I didn't see it before now! Vampire diaries xxx
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I cried wow I love this story :). And what are the show or movie was the clips from?
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Thank you so much dear. x
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