Niall’s POV

I’m scared out of my mind right now. The nurse walked us down to the ultrasound room, which took forever to get to. My palms are sweating and I’m super nervous.. more afraid than nervous though.

Jana looks over at me as she holds one hand on her stomach, her other arm around my lower back, trying to comfort me as much as she possibly can in her state, which I know its hard and all, I just appreciate her trying at least.

We get to the room. Its dark and quiet. The only light comes from the window in the door and the computer monitor. The man smiles kindly at us, but I don’t smile back. ‘’Is this the one that needs the ovaries looked at?’’ He mumbles to the nurse. She nods lightly as she motions me to help Tori onto the bed.

I pick her up and sit her down on the soft looking bed thing, its not really a bed.. but still. ‘’Lie back, sweetie.’’ The man says. Tori looks at me, confused, before lying back and placing her head on the pillow. The guy reaches for the hem of her shirt, but I stop him by pushing his hand away.

‘’Niall.’’ Jana sighs from the chair behind me. ‘’he’s not touching her like that.’’ I mumble to her before paying my attention to the guy again. ‘’Mr. Horan, I assure you that he’s not going to do anything wrong. We just need to pull up her shirt and unbutton her shorts.’’ The lady tells me with a smile that I some what trust.

‘’Then I’ll do it.’’ I say. The guy moves both his hands to his sides as he waits patiently on me. I raise Tori’s shirt up some, a little past her belly button. I undo her shorts like I was told. This is the same damn thing Jana has to do. I know for a damn fact that Tori isn’t pregnant, so why the hell does she have to do this?

I sit down in the chair beside Jana’s, my hand tightly gripping hers as she watches the computer screen, some what understanding. This better not take long..

~Later that Morning~

Its around 8am now. We’ve been here a long time, but Tori’s sleeping on the ER room bed and Jana fell asleep earlier, but she’s awake now. The doctors have been coming in and out, checking up on us and stuff all night.

“What do you think’s wrong?’’ I mumble to Jana as she holds my hand tightly. ‘’I don’t know..’’ She sighs to me. From the corner of my watery eye, I see her eyes are red like mine. We’re both nervous. Afraid. Scared..

I hear a knock on the door and it soon opens. I smile gently as I let Jana’s hand go so she can clean her face off. She does so as the doctor takes a seat on the stool. I don’t care if he sees me crying or not, its my daughter and I have the fucking right to be like this.

‘’Okay, well we finally got all the test results back, and we found that Tori has a small cyst on her right ovary, exactly where she had been saying it was hurting. And yes, it is removable and we can go ahead and do it right now, the less pain she’ll have.’’ He tells us, looking mainly at Jana than at me though.

“Will it hurt afterwards?’’ I ask him, afraid he’ll say yes. ‘’Oh certainly not as much. Most patients feel better right away.’’ He assures me with a kind, light smile. ‘’It won’t take long, right?’’ Jana asks. ‘’No, maybe thirty minutes.’’ He shrugs gently, not too sure how long I could tell.

‘’Will it have affects…. on her future..?’’ I mumble, not wanting to ask so many darn questions, but I needed and wanted to know this stuff. ‘’What do you mean?’’ He asks, raising his eyebrows. ‘’Like, will she be able to have kids normally.. and go through puberty with out any malfunctions?’’ I ask, surprising Jana I could tell that I was so concerned on that.

‘’She’ll be perfectly fine. She’ll be able to go through her cycles normally, with little to no problems. She’ll be able to get pregnant and conceive. She’s going to be fine.’’ He smiles once again at us. ‘’Okay.’’ Jana nods, telling him that she wants to get this shit over with right here and right now.

Notes

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