Only Reason
Chapter 41: Disrespectful
Jana's POV
~1:01am~
As me and Niall lie there in the quiet, silent, semi-darkness, thanks to the lamp, I hear the baby beginning to cry. I smile to myself some as I get up, removing my arms from Niall’s waist. He sighs as he smiles a little. ‘’I’ll be back.’’ I mumble as I climb off the bed and run to the baby’s room.
I pick him out of the crib and he slowly starts to calm down as I put the pacifier back into his mouth. I walk him downstairs and go to the kitchen. Once we’re there, I turn the lights on and walk to the fridge. I get a bottle out and pop the top off and it hits the floor, oh well I’ll get in the morning when we all get up.
I put the bottle in his mouth and he seems so darn happy as he closes his eyes and sucks on the end. I’ve wondered why babies like milk, any kind, so much?
I know breast milk is the best thing for them and God gave women the ability to produce it and all, so therefore that could be why. Or another theory, maybe it fits with their developing bodies, and internal stuff, like their stomach.
I roll my eyes at myself from confusing me. I turn off the lights and head back up stairs with the baby happily satisfied now.
~
Once Taylor’s asleep again and in his crib, I head back to the bedroom. I had been gone at least fifteen to twenty minutes. I open the door to see something I never thought I’d see so soon. Niall’s lying on the bed, his boxers pulled past his hips and his hand is gripped around his length, pumping his hand up and down as he moans to himself.
He opens his eyes and smirks lightly as I walk over to him and sit down on the bed, my legs crossed as I sit in confusion, but yet, amazement. ‘’what.. are you .. doing?’’ I ask, smiling lightly, trying to focus on his face, not his member.
‘’I was… really horny.. I thought I would be back before you returned.’’ He laughs lightly as he moans again, biting his bottom lip. “Oh.’’ I mumble, not too sure what to say or do at this point. ‘’You look like you saw a ghost.. what’s wrong?’’ He asks, releasing a few moans afterwards.
‘’I’ve never.. seen.. you.. do that.. before.’’ I say, raising my eyebrows as I continue to watch him. ‘’I don’t do it.. around you.’’ He sighs as he pants some, his pumps getting faster and harder. ‘’Why.. why not?’’ I ask, curious that there’s something wrong with me now. Great, something else to worry about..
“Its just.. that.’’ He stops his pumps and pulls his boxers back up. I look at him, his face, as he continues to talk. ‘’Some guys have their girlfriends do it.. or finish it off for ‘em. But I don’t want you to do that.. I’m the man in his relationship, therefore, I should please you.’’ He says as he pats the stop beside him, suggesting I should join him, so I do.
I lie down and he puts his arm under my head. “But.. then.. you don’t get any pleasure.’’ I say, bringing on a debate. “Yeah I do, I get the pleasure of pleasuring you, don’t I?’’ He asks, trying to use some reverse terminology in his conversation, confusing me so much!
‘’Well.. I dunno. But like.. why don’t.. you.. ever like.. ya know.. ask me to or whatever?’’ I ask curiously, wanting to know these reasons. ‘’I don’t want to disrespect you.’’ He tells me. ‘’And how would you by doing that?’’ I ask him, still confused as always..
‘’I think asking you to suck my cock, or do anything in that matter is just… disrespectful. I didn’t even like using that word in front of you. I have full respect for you, Jana.. I don’t want you to do something you don’t want to do.’’ Niall tells me.
‘’Who said I didn’t want to?’’ I back fire, reverse terminology! ‘’We can talk about this later.. okay, baby?’’ He says. I sigh out, knowing this talk will go no further. ‘’Okay..’’ I nod gently as I cuddle up against him, he still lies on his back though but that’s fine.
‘’Love you babe.’’ I mumble as he turns off the lamp. ‘’Love you too, baby.’’ He assures me when a kiss on my forehead before pulling me close and drifting away with me.
~1:01am~
As me and Niall lie there in the quiet, silent, semi-darkness, thanks to the lamp, I hear the baby beginning to cry. I smile to myself some as I get up, removing my arms from Niall’s waist. He sighs as he smiles a little. ‘’I’ll be back.’’ I mumble as I climb off the bed and run to the baby’s room.
I pick him out of the crib and he slowly starts to calm down as I put the pacifier back into his mouth. I walk him downstairs and go to the kitchen. Once we’re there, I turn the lights on and walk to the fridge. I get a bottle out and pop the top off and it hits the floor, oh well I’ll get in the morning when we all get up.
I put the bottle in his mouth and he seems so darn happy as he closes his eyes and sucks on the end. I’ve wondered why babies like milk, any kind, so much?
I know breast milk is the best thing for them and God gave women the ability to produce it and all, so therefore that could be why. Or another theory, maybe it fits with their developing bodies, and internal stuff, like their stomach.
I roll my eyes at myself from confusing me. I turn off the lights and head back up stairs with the baby happily satisfied now.
~
Once Taylor’s asleep again and in his crib, I head back to the bedroom. I had been gone at least fifteen to twenty minutes. I open the door to see something I never thought I’d see so soon. Niall’s lying on the bed, his boxers pulled past his hips and his hand is gripped around his length, pumping his hand up and down as he moans to himself.
He opens his eyes and smirks lightly as I walk over to him and sit down on the bed, my legs crossed as I sit in confusion, but yet, amazement. ‘’what.. are you .. doing?’’ I ask, smiling lightly, trying to focus on his face, not his member.
‘’I was… really horny.. I thought I would be back before you returned.’’ He laughs lightly as he moans again, biting his bottom lip. “Oh.’’ I mumble, not too sure what to say or do at this point. ‘’You look like you saw a ghost.. what’s wrong?’’ He asks, releasing a few moans afterwards.
‘’I’ve never.. seen.. you.. do that.. before.’’ I say, raising my eyebrows as I continue to watch him. ‘’I don’t do it.. around you.’’ He sighs as he pants some, his pumps getting faster and harder. ‘’Why.. why not?’’ I ask, curious that there’s something wrong with me now. Great, something else to worry about..
“Its just.. that.’’ He stops his pumps and pulls his boxers back up. I look at him, his face, as he continues to talk. ‘’Some guys have their girlfriends do it.. or finish it off for ‘em. But I don’t want you to do that.. I’m the man in his relationship, therefore, I should please you.’’ He says as he pats the stop beside him, suggesting I should join him, so I do.
I lie down and he puts his arm under my head. “But.. then.. you don’t get any pleasure.’’ I say, bringing on a debate. “Yeah I do, I get the pleasure of pleasuring you, don’t I?’’ He asks, trying to use some reverse terminology in his conversation, confusing me so much!
‘’Well.. I dunno. But like.. why don’t.. you.. ever like.. ya know.. ask me to or whatever?’’ I ask curiously, wanting to know these reasons. ‘’I don’t want to disrespect you.’’ He tells me. ‘’And how would you by doing that?’’ I ask him, still confused as always..
‘’I think asking you to suck my cock, or do anything in that matter is just… disrespectful. I didn’t even like using that word in front of you. I have full respect for you, Jana.. I don’t want you to do something you don’t want to do.’’ Niall tells me.
‘’Who said I didn’t want to?’’ I back fire, reverse terminology! ‘’We can talk about this later.. okay, baby?’’ He says. I sigh out, knowing this talk will go no further. ‘’Okay..’’ I nod gently as I cuddle up against him, he still lies on his back though but that’s fine.
‘’Love you babe.’’ I mumble as he turns off the lamp. ‘’Love you too, baby.’’ He assures me when a kiss on my forehead before pulling me close and drifting away with me.
Notes
......disrespectful or just nervous????
you decide... you'll find out as their conversation continues later on....
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4/17/15