Only Reason
Chapter 40: Birthday: Part 4
Jana's Pajama's
Niall’s POV
Through the glass, I can see Jana taking off her bra and her panties and throwing them into the laundry hamper. She’s putting on the clothes I lied out for her. It makes me feel a little better to know that she actually noticed them. Perhaps its just me who’s in a mad mood tonight, I dunno right now.
I rinse myself one last time before turning the water off and opening the door. I grab the towel off the rail that’s on the outside of the door. I wrap it around my hips as I close the door and make my way over to the sink where Jana is, staring at her self in the mirror as she brushes her hair over and over, slowly and gently.
‘’Excuse me, babe.’’ I mumble as I reach for the shelf behind her, my hand brushing against her lightly. She moves up some, closer to the sink as I reach for the other hairbrush on the top shelf since she has mine, and that doesn’t bother me at all. I don’t mind one little bit.
I stand beside her and stare at my self in the mirror as I brush my wet hair. I grab a towel from the rack behind us, just below the shelves, and I begin to dry my hair off, I know it won’t get completely dry, but I just want it dry enough so it won’t wet the pillow later on when I lie
down.
I shift my weight to my other leg, my foot beginning to hurt some. I accidently bump into Jana. ‘’Sorry, love.’’ I say gently as I scoot over some to get out of her way. ‘’Its okay.’’ She whispers a little under her breath. I glance over at her and then back to myself in the mirror.
Finally, I give on the drying and throw the towel in the hamper, just to save Jana the extra movements she’d have to do to throw it in there for me. As I leave the bathroom, I make my way to the bed. I grab the cover and being to make the bed, I forgot to this morning, my fault.
I throw the towel onto the floor as I get my boxers on. I don’t wear a shirt when I sleep, especially when I’m with Jana, which is almost all the time.
Jana comes out of the bathroom, turning the lights off and going to her side of the bed. She grabs sits her glasses in the drawer after picking them up from the bedside table. She closes the drawer and sits on the edge of the bed once I’m done fixing the covers up.
I walk over to the light switch and flick if off before returning back to the bed and turning the lamp on, Jana doesn’t touch hers, in fact.. she doesn’t do anything, just sits there. I get under the covers, looking over at her before I turn onto my side, my back to her as I turn off my lamp and look at the time on my phone.12:16AMI close my eyes, not sleepy really, but I don’t care. I still close my eyes.
~20 minutes later~
I feel a soft touch on my side, soon followed my Jana’s hand on my waist, her arm wrapping around me from behind, her hand grabbing mine and gently lacing our fingers together as I feel her lips press against my back.
‘’Baby.’’ I whisper gently, hoping she’s still awake. ‘’Hmm?’’ she hums against my skin. ‘’C’mere.’’ I sigh with a light smile as I let her hand go and roll over some, she moves out of my way but soon rejoining me as I lie on my side, facing her this time.
‘’Yeah?’’ she asks as she puts her hand on my waist as mine is on her hip, my other arm under her. ‘’I’m.. sorry… about tonight.. It was.. supposed to be fun. I just.. I shouldn’t have.. said those things.. and nagged it on some more.’’ I mumble, sighing in the end of my sentence.
‘’Its okay.. I was.. I had a big part in it.’’ She laughs a tad, barely. I kiss her forehead gently as she gets closer and closer to me. ‘’I thought.. you.. hated me.’’ She whispers against my chest. ‘’No.. never. I would.. never ever hate you.. you know that Jana.’’ I say, a little upset that she actually would think that after all we’ve been through, but yet, I don’t get mad. I understand..
“I..’’ She stops, doesn’t continue on. ‘’So.. did Taylor go right to sleep, earlier?’’ I ask, concerned, and trying to ease the pressure right here. ‘’Yeah.. he.. was asleep when we got home. What about.. Tori?’’ She says, her arms squeezing me tight, she loves to do that all the time. I like it too, because it makes me smile.
‘’Yeah, she begged to get in the bed, at first I was gonna let her stay up a little longer and play.. but she said ‘No daddy. Tori is tired. I wanna go to bed.’ ‘’ I tell her, getting a little giggle from her. ‘’Aw, she’s using third person, cute.’’ Jana says, I can tell she’s smiling, just by the way she’s talking.
‘’Yeah...’’ I say as I kiss the top of her head lightly. I let her go for a few moments as I reach behind me and turn the lamp on, just so I can see her pretty face. ‘’I can’t sleep.’’ She whispers as I put my hand on her back, rubbing my fingers on the skin over her shoulder blade.
‘’I know.. I can’t either..’’ I say, smiling a little at she smiles too. ‘’Can we just.. lie here and.. just.. I don’t know.. just lie here?’’ She asks me. ‘’I give you my full permission.’’ I laugh, she giggles in response as her hand trails up my chest to the side of my neck.
‘’C’mere, beautiful.’’ I whisper as I move closer to her and kiss her sweetly, not roughing or deep. Just sweetly.
Niall’s POV
Through the glass, I can see Jana taking off her bra and her panties and throwing them into the laundry hamper. She’s putting on the clothes I lied out for her. It makes me feel a little better to know that she actually noticed them. Perhaps its just me who’s in a mad mood tonight, I dunno right now.
I rinse myself one last time before turning the water off and opening the door. I grab the towel off the rail that’s on the outside of the door. I wrap it around my hips as I close the door and make my way over to the sink where Jana is, staring at her self in the mirror as she brushes her hair over and over, slowly and gently.
‘’Excuse me, babe.’’ I mumble as I reach for the shelf behind her, my hand brushing against her lightly. She moves up some, closer to the sink as I reach for the other hairbrush on the top shelf since she has mine, and that doesn’t bother me at all. I don’t mind one little bit.
I stand beside her and stare at my self in the mirror as I brush my wet hair. I grab a towel from the rack behind us, just below the shelves, and I begin to dry my hair off, I know it won’t get completely dry, but I just want it dry enough so it won’t wet the pillow later on when I lie
down.
I shift my weight to my other leg, my foot beginning to hurt some. I accidently bump into Jana. ‘’Sorry, love.’’ I say gently as I scoot over some to get out of her way. ‘’Its okay.’’ She whispers a little under her breath. I glance over at her and then back to myself in the mirror.
Finally, I give on the drying and throw the towel in the hamper, just to save Jana the extra movements she’d have to do to throw it in there for me. As I leave the bathroom, I make my way to the bed. I grab the cover and being to make the bed, I forgot to this morning, my fault.
I throw the towel onto the floor as I get my boxers on. I don’t wear a shirt when I sleep, especially when I’m with Jana, which is almost all the time.
Jana comes out of the bathroom, turning the lights off and going to her side of the bed. She grabs sits her glasses in the drawer after picking them up from the bedside table. She closes the drawer and sits on the edge of the bed once I’m done fixing the covers up.
I walk over to the light switch and flick if off before returning back to the bed and turning the lamp on, Jana doesn’t touch hers, in fact.. she doesn’t do anything, just sits there. I get under the covers, looking over at her before I turn onto my side, my back to her as I turn off my lamp and look at the time on my phone.12:16AMI close my eyes, not sleepy really, but I don’t care. I still close my eyes.
~20 minutes later~
I feel a soft touch on my side, soon followed my Jana’s hand on my waist, her arm wrapping around me from behind, her hand grabbing mine and gently lacing our fingers together as I feel her lips press against my back.
‘’Baby.’’ I whisper gently, hoping she’s still awake. ‘’Hmm?’’ she hums against my skin. ‘’C’mere.’’ I sigh with a light smile as I let her hand go and roll over some, she moves out of my way but soon rejoining me as I lie on my side, facing her this time.
‘’Yeah?’’ she asks as she puts her hand on my waist as mine is on her hip, my other arm under her. ‘’I’m.. sorry… about tonight.. It was.. supposed to be fun. I just.. I shouldn’t have.. said those things.. and nagged it on some more.’’ I mumble, sighing in the end of my sentence.
‘’Its okay.. I was.. I had a big part in it.’’ She laughs a tad, barely. I kiss her forehead gently as she gets closer and closer to me. ‘’I thought.. you.. hated me.’’ She whispers against my chest. ‘’No.. never. I would.. never ever hate you.. you know that Jana.’’ I say, a little upset that she actually would think that after all we’ve been through, but yet, I don’t get mad. I understand..
“I..’’ She stops, doesn’t continue on. ‘’So.. did Taylor go right to sleep, earlier?’’ I ask, concerned, and trying to ease the pressure right here. ‘’Yeah.. he.. was asleep when we got home. What about.. Tori?’’ She says, her arms squeezing me tight, she loves to do that all the time. I like it too, because it makes me smile.
‘’Yeah, she begged to get in the bed, at first I was gonna let her stay up a little longer and play.. but she said ‘No daddy. Tori is tired. I wanna go to bed.’ ‘’ I tell her, getting a little giggle from her. ‘’Aw, she’s using third person, cute.’’ Jana says, I can tell she’s smiling, just by the way she’s talking.
‘’Yeah...’’ I say as I kiss the top of her head lightly. I let her go for a few moments as I reach behind me and turn the lamp on, just so I can see her pretty face. ‘’I can’t sleep.’’ She whispers as I put my hand on her back, rubbing my fingers on the skin over her shoulder blade.
‘’I know.. I can’t either..’’ I say, smiling a little at she smiles too. ‘’Can we just.. lie here and.. just.. I don’t know.. just lie here?’’ She asks me. ‘’I give you my full permission.’’ I laugh, she giggles in response as her hand trails up my chest to the side of my neck.
‘’C’mere, beautiful.’’ I whisper as I move closer to her and kiss her sweetly, not roughing or deep. Just sweetly.
Notes
do the soundtracks on polyvore outfits help the story and the mood of the chapters?? If so, I will do them in teh sequel too!
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4/17/15