Don't Be Scared

"Come on, Can you please tell me what we're doing here?" I ask as Niall drags me up my grandparents pouch.

"Just unlock the door." He kisses my nose softly.

I do as he asks but before I can open the door, he places a blindfold over my eyes. "Is this the part where you kill me?"

"No." He laughs. "This is the part where I tell you that I broke in to this house this morning while you were at school."

"What!?! Why?"
He doesn't answer, he just takes the blindfold off. The breath is completely knocked out of me. I turn in a circle trying to take the whole place in. He had the whole place furnished.

"Here, I got you this to, Since we're leaving tomorrow." He puts a chain around my neck. Their is a heart that reads "Goodbyes Are Not Forever."

"They sure feel like forever." I whisper

"I know." He places his finger under my chin, making me face him, before he can say anything, I kiss him.

"Why don't you show me the bedrooms." I whisper a little to seductive for my taste .

To my relief he does. My grand parents room is first. Then the room that belonged to me. I step inside and just take it all in.

"You Like it? You said you wanted to live here. Now you can." He leans up against the door frame.

"Niall, I Love it..." I rush over and kiss him so hard he almost falls backwards into the hallway. But instead he picks me up and carries me to the bed, only breaking the kiss long enough to take his shirt off once he's on top of me. I run my hand on the spot where he got shot. Theirs still a bandage on it. He's got a gunshot wound and i have a broken arm. Aren't we a hot mess.

I take my shirt off, kissing him briefly before going to work on my bra, while he takes off his pants. He presses his body to mine as he kisses every inch of my face, kissing my lips last.

"There is a condom in my bag, I dropped over by the closet." I whisper.

"You really thought of everything. Haven't ya?"

I can feel my face getting red as he gets off the bed. I pull the new blankets up over myself as I take off my own pants and underwear. I'm completely naked now. Niall comes back and I lift the covers up long enough for him to get under as well. I seriously try not to look at him while he's taking his boxers off and putting the condom on... It's not easy to just not look at him. I always want to look at him no matter what he's doing.

"Ready?" He asks nervously as he positions himself on top of me.

All I can do is nod and wait for what came next.

"Tell me If It hurts okay, I'll stop whenever."

This time I pull his face to mine and kiss him. At that one moment while I was distracted by his lips he pushed himself into me. I'm not going to lie it did hurt. but not as badly as I thought it would. We just lay their for a minute, not moving at all. I think its more for my benefit, seeing as I made no effort to hide the fact that it hurt.

He actually pulled his lips from mine, looked into my eyes and smiled. I smiled back. Having nothing else to do with my hands I just explore his back as he stars moving again. Page always told me the first time is the worst. She clearly didn't do it with the right person. After only mere seconds I'm already starting to feel something bubble up inside my stomach. No doubt its my ending point. I try to hold it as long as I can, which isn't very long.

I grip onto his back with my nails, He surprisingly doesn't seem to notice. I'm literately yelling any and every word I can think of, as he just rest his head in the crook of my neck, already sweaty, and breathing really heavy.

"Fuck." He whispers barely audible .

after we're done, he rolls off of me and just wraps me in his arms, still breathing heavy. I know it's my first time but I don't really want to know if it's his.... And I really just don't care.

"Sorry about your back." I whisper as I lay my head on his chest, listening to his heart beat.

"Not a big deal." He laughs

"Hey Niall?"

"Yeah?"

"Can we just sleep here tonight? Lets just pretend your not leaving."

"Alright." He hugs me tighter as we both drift into sleep.

I wake up first, still wrapped in Niall's arms my body rejects to even the slightest movement. I look over at him and with the light coming in through the blinds on the window he looks like an angel.

"Can I help you?" he whispers.

"Probably not." I whisper back as I roll on top of him. He surprises me when he flips me on to my back and lays on top of me.

Even with my protesting body, we have morning sex before we get dressed, eat breakfast and hail a cab to take us to the airport where we meet up with the other boys and Page her mom and her dad. I forgot they we're leaving today to.

"Our flights about to head out. Bye Rio."

"Bye Mr. Winters, Mrs. Winters. Bring Page back soon." I say as I hug my best friend bye. I don't know if I'll ever see her in person again.

"Come one Page we have to go." Her Dad pulls her away.

"I love you, Rio. If you ever feel like your going to try to hang yourself again... You better call me from a hospital, okay. Be safe."

"Always." I blow her a kiss as she walks to her flight... She blows one back.

Niall and the boys had walked away to get Niall's stuff from security. I had no problem finding them.... The only place covered with people.

"Hey," Niall says when he sees me.

"Hey yourself. I'm really going to miss you." I start crying. I didn't cry with page because I know I'll definitely be keeping in touch with her. Niall I'm not so sure I will be able to.

He pulls me into the world tightest hug, and rocks me.
“I’ll miss you to. But hey at least I have a scar to remember you by,” he taps his gunshot wound.

“Me to.” I hold up my casted arm. Then I kiss him. Then he’s being pulled away from me by his security.
I don’t have any time to say bye to any of the other boys, which is also depressing but I’ll see them soon enough. I pull my necklace out from under my shirt, read it then tuck it away safely

Notes

Updating before bed, busy day tomorrow. Updating the next chapter as well tonight :) Please comment, vote, and subscribe <3