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My Leukaemia Savior {Liam Payne}

Chapter 2

Elena's P.O.V.

"Elena, wake up honey, we have to go to the hospital" I groaned in annoyance and stuffed my head under the pillow. Just the word 'hospital' kills my mood.
"No, I'm not going" I answered angrily. I heard my mother sigh in annoyance.
She doesn’t understand! Nobody understands what I have to live with, I hated my body, I hated the blood that I carried I hate everything about me…except my eyes, the only thing I accept about myself.
"Elena" I could tell her 'caring' mood was gone and her stern and demanding mood replaced it.
"what?"
"I'm not going to do this every time we have to go to the hospital for your daily check-ups, I'm sick of your attitude! I'm just trying to help! I understand what your-"
Oh no she didn’t! she does NOT understand what I'm going through!
I shot up from where I was sprawled out on my comfortable bed and bolted out of the warm duvets facing my foster mother with a stern glare.
"do NOT say you understand what I'm going through! You don't have the disease I have! You don't have to get needles stuck in your arm every god dam 5 minutes, you don’t have to worry about dying any day, any minute, any hour, any second, you don't have to worry about getting rushed to hospital ABOUT to die and take your last breath and look at the world and you defiantly don't have the right to say you know what I'm going through and that your 'sorry' for me, you know I HATE being pitied" I was full on bawling my eyes out now, I WAS afraid of dying, the disease was getting stronger and taking over more veraciously now, I have a 1 out of 100 of chance to surviving and that terrifies me.
If I were to survive I would be one of the luckiest people, I sure hope I am one of those people. My mum was looking at me with wide eyes and a jaw that nearly touched the floor. I had NEVER told my mum off, NEVER back chatted and absolutely NEVER have I told her or anybody about my fears and how I feel, I guess I just took her by surprise…BOTH of us by surprise. I never knew I had it in me until now.
I have always been that quiet girl that ignores the world around her, that lonely girl that doesn't have any friends, that girl that is ignored by everybody, that girl that nobody likes, that girl that gets bullied because of my condition…if that is what it takes for me to not get bullied even more, I'll just ignore everybody and everything around me and that's what I've been doing and going to stick to doing.

Liam's P.O.V.

We arrived at the hospital and the first thing I hear are little kids crying, rushing doctors going from one room to another, people being rolled in on beds that need to get to the emergency room…it was all too much but I'm glad us boys are doing this…these people need some excitement in their life.
"okay, boys we are going around and saying hey to some of the people in this hospital…we will start on the first floor and make our way around, we have a time limit, only 15 minutes per room…understand?" Paul said
We all nodded and started walking toward the first room.

'today is going to be a long, fun and exhausting day'

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