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Dear diary:
there is this one person I write for every night...
In my heart, deep inside...
when he's sleeping and I'm dying inside...
I don't want him to know I'm crying here for him...
Just a simple pen, just a simple paper...
And a letter that's wet for my rainy days...
One day right here...he said he's leaving...
I didn't say anything, cause I didn't want for his heart to feel pain...I didn't want to be the one tearing his dreams apart...
I knew I was dying...
He was my air I couldn't stop him from saving me...so I couldn't stop him from leaving either...
I'm afraid...
Afraid that one day I'll die, far far away from his arms he once said were just made for holding me...
Help me, I don't want him to know I'm tearing apart here...
The only thing breaking the silence is the clock and it's sound...
There is this one person I write for, when he's dreaming, smiling...
Then here I am, crying, burning, dying...
Just a letter full of tears that will never be read...
You are my diary...
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I blinked, letting the tears fall.
My phone buzzed next to me, harry.
Not now.
from hazza< 3
hiiii sleepy panda!! Sydney was amazing!! The fans were amazing as ever and I miss you more than EVER!!
it's like ages rose!!how r ya, missing me?;)

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Yea I miss you like hell!
Ahh I think you find this interesting, that I'm going crazy!now writing just about you in my diary!!
ow and now I keep a diary!!


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to hazza<3
aww good that you enjoyed Sydney!:)
juz njoy!;)
nope not missing you!! Don't b so full of yourself;)
well maybe, just a little missing your morning pancakes!:)
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from hazza<3
I'll see u bby, soon:)
I promise:))
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Notes

I luv you all,
This chapter is just a gift to a great friend...
great inspiration,
thank u where ever u are,


so new chapter will be up!!soon;)
comment, feel free to share ideas, luv hate...
any thing!:)
just feel free...
luving u more every day

Xoxoxo

A.M