one last dream(just an innocent darkness)

I don't know why I was nervous! It's just a stupid party, just that simple, maybe it's just the fact that I've been sitting on this chair for almost an hour and let birdy do whatever she wants to my face!!!
"wow gorgeous!!"she said and I'm thinking that I will defiantly kill her if I look like a clown at the end!!
But it looks like she knows what she's doing, well I hope so...
God breath Rosa! And I just let out the air I hadn't realized I was keeping before.
"you are unbearable! It's not like it's your wedding day!"she giggled.
Yea I know!thank you birdy!!
But thinking about a wedding, my wedding...
just seems so impossible...
But do I want it? Surely most of the girls want it but, do I?
What if I finally find someone I truly love?...did I just thought about love??
Do I want it? To fall in love???
Can I??do I have it...enough time...
I don't want to give an answer to that, I even don't want to know what I want, the answer seems too scary, if it's a yes deep inside, then I can't hold it all together anymore...
I feel daggers in my heart and I just wanna stand up from this stupid chair!
" you'll love it!!" Birdy said pretty much proud of herself.
god great!!!thank you, I couldn't sit still anymore!
she slowly put the sheets aside, the ones that were covering the mirror in front of me.
I gasped in disbelief, okay breathe arosa... I blinked rapidly to make sure it was me, stupid I know, but haven't you seen Alice in wonderland!? The part that, that's not the real Alice in the mirror?
I laughed at my childish way of thinking.
birdy just huffed." Don't you like it!!!???" She asked, sounding hurt.
I turned to her with a wide smile,"you re perfect birdy!!" I said throwing my arms around her, hugging her tightly.
"aah okay, I know I'm the best!" She said laughing.
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birdy almost made me try some of her cloth on, and there was just one that dragged my attention to itself, a dark blue dress, with a heart shaped front and bare from my neck to my back, a little short but the blue color on it was just amazing.
" that's the dress!!" She said from my back jumping up and down!!
yea I know birdy,"you think so? It's a little short..."
" oh c'mon grany!! It's not short!!...not compared to this!!"she had a red dress in her hands and yes well pretty short.
"okay!" I said, I was pleased, I loved the dress too...
"birdy you'll be my ride right?" I asked, there's no way I'm coming if she has other plans, but I guess I can get a cab, but no I'm the pain in the ass kind of friend!I smiled.
" of course I'm the ride!...what you were expecting a Prince charming??" She laughs hardly.
there's no such a thing as a Prince charming, not for me...
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Ok London knows how to party, but this is mad!!!
the house is huge and it's like all the London is here!!
all the London?? Can he be here too?
for a second without knowing my eyes were searching for harry...stop it Rosa!! I breathed out, he's just a stranger, with green eyes...
Ok focus!! I just followed birdy who was some steps ahead, I surely didn't want to loose her she was my ride after all!!
I stopped dead, okay maybe I'm not that crazy, that's him!
In a black suit! No tie just a simple black shirt showing some part of his bare chest and tattoo.
What?? I didn't know he had a tattoo on his chest! I frowned.
Well maybe because you just walked with him...and kissed him and his lips were...
Okay I think London it making my thoughts nasty!!
I saw birdy.
just wondering it, is interesting, how she'll react to know the handsome boy who found the address is him!...she would...
my mouth gets dry,I blink rapidly again and again, begging for the picture to disappear, but I'm not Alice and here is no wonderland...
Harry is hugging her, they know each other!!!
the realization hits me, he is so familiar to me cause he is familiar to everyone!!
he's the pop star!
he's Mr Darcy!!
Harry...
Harry is her Darcy...

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