The Party of my Life *COMPLETED*
Chapter 34
Hannah P.O.V
I didn't know what to do anymore. Niall was kissing another girl. My head is spinning, my emotions are on hyper drive, I just don't know. I quickly grab my iPod and plug in my earphones to lock the world out, mostly Niall's attempts on getting in and his yells, and sit down beside the bed while laying my head on the bed. So, I'm on the floor but my head's on the bed, get it?
Anyways, it doesn't really matter... After long agonizing minutes of Niall still trying to make me open the door and his sweet talking, I was strong enough to remain in my position as I made the volume on the highest. Niall finally stopped but, my heart was still broken and the tears were still strolling down my wet cheeks. I don't know what happened next as my eyes shut down leaving me in a sleep.
Niall P.O.V
As soon as I heard my bedroom door bang shut, I pulled my hardest from this bitch's grasp.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" I yelled at the girl who was smirking like a devil.
"Making lives ruined." she said as she trotted away.
Why the hell did this random bimbo come up to MY door and kiss MY lips?! Who the hell was she?! I didn't even know her so why would she ruin MY life?! Shit!
"Hannah!" I banged on my door as I tried the doorknob, locked.
"HANNAH! Open the door!" I begged. "C'mon! Let me explain! Please?!"
Multiple attmepts on speaking to her and trying to knnock down my door, I slid down and cried my heart out.
I quickly wiped my tears and tried my best to look decent as I stood up to answer the door which just rang.
"Hello?" I opened the door and saw Liam.
"Niall, have you been crying?" He hugs me tight, I couldn't hide my feelings any longer as a hug made men feel so comfortable and cared for, I started to bawl into my bestfriend's arms.
I hear the door shut as Liam guides us into the living room and we sit down on my couch. He closes the telly which I didn't realize was still on.
"Ni, Ni, Ni. Calm down, you can tell me anything and everything, you know that?" he whispers to me with worry, I nod my head so low as he contiued to talk to me. "I think I should call the lads first." I nod my head and reply, "Not the girls first, please."
"Sure, Ni." he sighs and goes outside to my balcony, I hear him talking to one of the lads.
"Mate, Niall is in the worst stage I've ever seen him. You have to come to his flat, immediately. Bring Harry as well, not the girls though."
I keep on crying and bury my hands in my face as he ends his call, I hear him dial another number.
"Zayn, come up to Niall's flat right now. Emergency.." I hear Zayn talk but can't manage to decipher what he says, "Yeah, worse. Just hurry." Zayn speaks again, "Okay mate, see you soon."
I hear Liam come back in the room but I don't even bother to look at him.
"Mate, you want some food while waiting?" he asks, I shake my head no as my face is still covered with my hands. I hear him gasp a little and I guess he went in the kitchen.
"Liam, I said I don't want any food right now." I look up and glance to the kitchen, Li was putting a kettle on.
"I'm making tea, it always helps when ya feeling down." I sigh and know he's right.
Suddenly, I hear knocks on the door and Liam rushes to open it. It was Harry, Lou, and Zayn. They looked so worried and distraught.
"What the hell happened?" Lou bursts in and looks everywhere with anger and fear but then sadness and more worry when his eyes were fixed on me.
"Niall?" Harry says as Liam shuts my door.
"Yeah?" I mumble, they all gather in my living room and sit down on my couches.
"What happened?" Zayn asked, I sigh and feel the tears come once again.
"Now, I don't know what she's doing in there and I can't get her out to explain or anything. It's all my fault, I'm so dumb, I've hurt her so badly..." I quickly wipe my tears that fell down, Liam hugs me tight and pats my bag.
"It's not your fault, mate." Harry pats my back as Liam lets go of me.
"It's that random bitch's fault man." Louis says angrily.
"It has nothing to do with you..." Liam continues.
"But, it is my fault! The one I've ever loved saw me kiss a girl who wasn't her!" I stand up and walk around my place.
"Ni! It's not your fault! You tried to pull away but she kept on pulling you back!" Harry exclaims, he was right.. I did try my best to pull away.
"I did try pulling away.." I whisper.
"You didn't even move your lips, right?" Lou explains.
"I didn't! It was so gross and I felt nothing!" I say a little bit more louder.
"You even got mad her!" Liam yells.
"I DID! She was such a nasty bitch! Shower a cunts, mate!" I look up from my gaze which was on the floor.
I had anger in my eyes.
"Woah, mate. I get ya mad at that bird but, we've got to think about how we get all this information to Hannah." Zayn says.
He was right, I need to make it up to Hannah and explain to her..
"Information recieved." A faint voice comes from the hallway, I look to see it's her.
"Hannah.." I start.
"Niall, no." she says loudly. I was startled and feared she would start yelling at me and leave me. "Let me talk." I nod, I could feel the lads' intense stares on us.
"I know it's not your fault.." I let out my breath, didn't even know it was all in there at first.. "But, I need to give... Us..." she motions towards the me then her. "Space."
My heart just dropped a million times downwards again. "But, before you start being sad. I want you to know it's not a break because a break would lead to a break up.. and I don't want to break up..." She starts to walk towards me. "I really don't want to break up. But, I think we should just see each other until my party.... I think it's the best for us right now..." she whispers and I see a tear escape from her eye, I hold her face with my hands and I wipe the tear away with my thumb as she sighs and looks into my eyes.
"Whatever you want, babe." I whisper back, now I felt tears coming out but held it in the best I could. "But, where would you stay?"
"She can stay with us if you want..." Louis cuts in, we both look at him and we both nod.
"Okay then, I'll just get some stuff and go over to your place..." Hannah speaks.
"Yeah, no problem." he answers, "I'll fix up the guest bedroom, see you soon." And like that all the lads went out and left Hannah and I alone standing in each other's arms for one last time.
I gulp, "So, this is goodbye?" I ask, my eyes are burning as the tears finally fell.
"Shh.." she humms and wipes my tears, "This isn't goodbye, it's just... See you soon." she cracks a tight lipped smile before crashing into my lips.
She grabs her bags from the bedroom and opens the door, turned around one more time, "See you soon."
"See you soon." I whisper back and give her the best smile I can which isn't so good, then it was silence.
This isn't goodbye, it's see you soon. This keeps on playing in my head like a broken record as I lie in my lonely bed and doze off.
I didn't know what to do anymore. Niall was kissing another girl. My head is spinning, my emotions are on hyper drive, I just don't know. I quickly grab my iPod and plug in my earphones to lock the world out, mostly Niall's attempts on getting in and his yells, and sit down beside the bed while laying my head on the bed. So, I'm on the floor but my head's on the bed, get it?
Anyways, it doesn't really matter... After long agonizing minutes of Niall still trying to make me open the door and his sweet talking, I was strong enough to remain in my position as I made the volume on the highest. Niall finally stopped but, my heart was still broken and the tears were still strolling down my wet cheeks. I don't know what happened next as my eyes shut down leaving me in a sleep.
Niall P.O.V
As soon as I heard my bedroom door bang shut, I pulled my hardest from this bitch's grasp.
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!" I yelled at the girl who was smirking like a devil.
"Making lives ruined." she said as she trotted away.
Why the hell did this random bimbo come up to MY door and kiss MY lips?! Who the hell was she?! I didn't even know her so why would she ruin MY life?! Shit!
"Hannah!" I banged on my door as I tried the doorknob, locked.
"HANNAH! Open the door!" I begged. "C'mon! Let me explain! Please?!"
Multiple attmepts on speaking to her and trying to knnock down my door, I slid down and cried my heart out.
I quickly wiped my tears and tried my best to look decent as I stood up to answer the door which just rang.
"Hello?" I opened the door and saw Liam.
"Niall, have you been crying?" He hugs me tight, I couldn't hide my feelings any longer as a hug made men feel so comfortable and cared for, I started to bawl into my bestfriend's arms.
I hear the door shut as Liam guides us into the living room and we sit down on my couch. He closes the telly which I didn't realize was still on.
"Ni, Ni, Ni. Calm down, you can tell me anything and everything, you know that?" he whispers to me with worry, I nod my head so low as he contiued to talk to me. "I think I should call the lads first." I nod my head and reply, "Not the girls first, please."
"Sure, Ni." he sighs and goes outside to my balcony, I hear him talking to one of the lads.
"Mate, Niall is in the worst stage I've ever seen him. You have to come to his flat, immediately. Bring Harry as well, not the girls though."
I keep on crying and bury my hands in my face as he ends his call, I hear him dial another number.
"Zayn, come up to Niall's flat right now. Emergency.." I hear Zayn talk but can't manage to decipher what he says, "Yeah, worse. Just hurry." Zayn speaks again, "Okay mate, see you soon."
I hear Liam come back in the room but I don't even bother to look at him.
"Mate, you want some food while waiting?" he asks, I shake my head no as my face is still covered with my hands. I hear him gasp a little and I guess he went in the kitchen.
"Liam, I said I don't want any food right now." I look up and glance to the kitchen, Li was putting a kettle on.
"I'm making tea, it always helps when ya feeling down." I sigh and know he's right.
Suddenly, I hear knocks on the door and Liam rushes to open it. It was Harry, Lou, and Zayn. They looked so worried and distraught.
"What the hell happened?" Lou bursts in and looks everywhere with anger and fear but then sadness and more worry when his eyes were fixed on me.
"Niall?" Harry says as Liam shuts my door.
"Yeah?" I mumble, they all gather in my living room and sit down on my couches.
"What happened?" Zayn asked, I sigh and feel the tears come once again.
"Now, I don't know what she's doing in there and I can't get her out to explain or anything. It's all my fault, I'm so dumb, I've hurt her so badly..." I quickly wipe my tears that fell down, Liam hugs me tight and pats my bag.
"It's not your fault, mate." Harry pats my back as Liam lets go of me.
"It's that random bitch's fault man." Louis says angrily.
"It has nothing to do with you..." Liam continues.
"But, it is my fault! The one I've ever loved saw me kiss a girl who wasn't her!" I stand up and walk around my place.
"Ni! It's not your fault! You tried to pull away but she kept on pulling you back!" Harry exclaims, he was right.. I did try my best to pull away.
"I did try pulling away.." I whisper.
"You didn't even move your lips, right?" Lou explains.
"I didn't! It was so gross and I felt nothing!" I say a little bit more louder.
"You even got mad her!" Liam yells.
"I DID! She was such a nasty bitch! Shower a cunts, mate!" I look up from my gaze which was on the floor.
I had anger in my eyes.
"Woah, mate. I get ya mad at that bird but, we've got to think about how we get all this information to Hannah." Zayn says.
He was right, I need to make it up to Hannah and explain to her..
"Information recieved." A faint voice comes from the hallway, I look to see it's her.
"Hannah.." I start.
"Niall, no." she says loudly. I was startled and feared she would start yelling at me and leave me. "Let me talk." I nod, I could feel the lads' intense stares on us.
"I know it's not your fault.." I let out my breath, didn't even know it was all in there at first.. "But, I need to give... Us..." she motions towards the me then her. "Space."
My heart just dropped a million times downwards again. "But, before you start being sad. I want you to know it's not a break because a break would lead to a break up.. and I don't want to break up..." She starts to walk towards me. "I really don't want to break up. But, I think we should just see each other until my party.... I think it's the best for us right now..." she whispers and I see a tear escape from her eye, I hold her face with my hands and I wipe the tear away with my thumb as she sighs and looks into my eyes.
"Whatever you want, babe." I whisper back, now I felt tears coming out but held it in the best I could. "But, where would you stay?"
"She can stay with us if you want..." Louis cuts in, we both look at him and we both nod.
"Okay then, I'll just get some stuff and go over to your place..." Hannah speaks.
"Yeah, no problem." he answers, "I'll fix up the guest bedroom, see you soon." And like that all the lads went out and left Hannah and I alone standing in each other's arms for one last time.
I gulp, "So, this is goodbye?" I ask, my eyes are burning as the tears finally fell.
"Shh.." she humms and wipes my tears, "This isn't goodbye, it's just... See you soon." she cracks a tight lipped smile before crashing into my lips.
She grabs her bags from the bedroom and opens the door, turned around one more time, "See you soon."
"See you soon." I whisper back and give her the best smile I can which isn't so good, then it was silence.
This isn't goodbye, it's see you soon. This keeps on playing in my head like a broken record as I lie in my lonely bed and doze off.
Notes
Hi there. This chapter made me sad a bit, what about you? Please tell me what you think...COMMENT.RATE.SUBSCRIBE
Please and thank you! Love you all and stay perf! ;) <3P.S. John Q (2002) Is where I got the "This isn't goodbye, it's just.. See you soon." thing. The whole quote though is, "No goodbye, you know I don't like goodbyes. See you later!" =) It's a good movie, you should watch it.
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