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The Hurt Never Fades


It’s been a week, and I have hardly talked to Ashton. I miss him, so much. Tonight he’s insisted we Skype. And I am okay with that because I miss his face. But first, since I haven’t been out of the house since the Victoria’s Secret thing, Hannah is taking me to lunch. We went to some Vegan place. I really loved vegan stuff, but I really loved nonvegan stuff too. Like bacon, sometimes. Not a lot, but on occasions.
“We should go see the new Drop Dead store! Oli’s supposed to be there today. He hasn’t been home since yesterday. He’s been so busy.” Hannah sighed and I told her we should. We drove a few blocks, and there Oli was, standing outside, greeting people. “Oli!” Hannah shouted and hugged him. I smiled and walked over to him and hugged him, “How are you mate?” He asked me. “I’m good.” I smiled. I scanned the streets, looking for Chase, but I couldn’t see him.
Pretty soon my phone went off, it was a Skype, with Ashton. It’s not night time though! Ugh, fucking America. “Hey babe.” He smiled as I answered the video call. Oli showed me to an empty room that I could talk to him in. “Hey!” I replied. “God I miss you.” He laughed. “Holy shit, tell me about it babe.”
Him: How have you been?
Me: Okay I guess. You?
Him: I’m good, missing you though.
Me: *Awkward laugh* Yeah.
Him: Seen Chase any?
Me: Yeah, last week, he cornered me in Victoria’s Secret, and Oli and Hannah had to scare him off.
Him: What?! Did the cops do anything?
Me: Not shit. *Sigh*
Him: Awe babe, I’m sorry!
Luke: ASHTON LET’S GO!
Him: I have to go…
Me: Alright… text me later?
Him: *Smile* totally, I love you.
Me: Love you too.
The call ended and I was holding back tears. This is going to be a long, 4 month struggle. I left the room and couldn’t seem to find Hannah or Oli anywhere. “Have you seen Oli or Hannah?” I asked one of the workers, he shook his head and I growled. I walk outside and see Hannah’s car is gone. Fuck! I walk out back and Oli’s car is still there. I grab his keys from his office and get into his car. I was driving down the street when I see Zalex and Chase walking. I honk the horn and hide my face and laugh, losers. Ha!
I drove home and Oli and Hannah were there. “Hannah dammit!” I shouted. She comes running downstairs and asked how I got home. I told her I took Oli’s car, because they forgot me. “Shit Tori! I’m sorry. You were in the room so long I forgot!” She said and hugged me, “No it’s fine. Oli here?” “Yeah.” I handed her the keys and she went upstairs.

~Tides will bring me back to you…~ my ringtone sang. I answered it. “Hello?” I asked. No answer. “Hello?” I repeated. “Tori hang up.” Oli said walking down the stairs. I gave him a weird look and hung up. “Why?” I questioned. He pointed out the window. Chase was standing there with Zalex. He had a horrifying smile on his face. God could this get any worse?!
Oli took my phone and threw it against the wall. “You can’t use that anymore. Hannah!” he shouted and threw his and her phone to the wall. Shattering them. Chase wasn’t at our window anymore, but it felt like he was still here. I grabbed a piece of paper, “Is this place bugged?” I wrote. “I think so. We need to go.” Oli wrote back and Hannah shook her head and wrote, “We need wigs or something.” I smiled I was good at this stuff. I grabbed Oli and Hannah and got into Oli’s car.
I drove downtown and stopped in front of Drop Dead. I had Oli grab clothes for us all, but he was going to have to wear girl clothes for this to work, and Hannah and I would have to be guys. Then we walked out the back, in our ‘new’ clothes, and walked 3 blocks to this wig store. We walked in and they greeted us. “I need 2 guy wigs, and 1 girl wig.” I said and he showed us to the back. There was a lot of ‘scene’ wigs. “Who ya running from?” the owner asked. “A friend.” I growled and took 2 wigs, one looked like Ronnie Radke’s hair, and the other looked like Harry Styles’ hair, and of course, that one was mine. Oli took one that was really scene like. Like it was teased 10 feet high, well not really, but you know what I mean. And it was black with a purple over layer.
I grabbed the makeup I brought from home and did Oli’s makeup, this was funny oh my god. I did a super scene smoky eye, added some fake lashes, and some foundation and he was ready. Then I took mine and Hannah’s makeup off and looked into the long mirror. “We can pull this shit off.” I laughed and deepened my voice, “I mean, we can pull this off.” I said and laughed. “Oh yes, totally!” Oli said, trying to imitate a girl, “Don’t talk.” Hannah and I laughed.
We walked out of the store and to the rental car place. We rented a piece of shit car and drove to the lake house. “We’ll need to stay here for a while.” I sighed and they nodded. “We’re also going to need new phones.” Hannah growled. “Oh shit, yeah!” Oli shouted, and before we were able to get out of the car we went to the local phone company shop thing. We all got iPhone 5s’ and different numbers. I quickly downloaded Skype and Skyped Ashton. “Tori! Are you… Tori is that you?” He asked awkwardly. “Yeah it’s me, long story. Anyways, here’s my new number.” I said and gave it to him. He nodded and wrote it down. I told him I had to go and that I loved him.


Comments

Wow...I never thought.....wow

@Mrs. Calum Hemmings

Message me? cx

I'd love to co author with you if you would let me :)

Try to work it out?!? I wouldn't want an asshole that tried to kill me anywhere near my child!! If he tried to kill someone and had a sexual relationship with a 15 year old, I don't think he should be near a child in general.

Ashton is a piece of shit, Tori doesn't deserve him
(AND WHAAA??? PREGNANT? WHYYYYY?????)