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The Hardest Goodbye

Today the band was going to continue on their tour. I woke up early that morning and made everyone a huge breakfast. Ashton came down half way through and sat on the bar stool. “Ugh I’m going to miss you!!” He frowned. “God I know, me too. But we have to text and Skype and everything okay?” I asked and he nodded. I was flipping the last pancake when the rest of the band, Lillia, Oli, and Hannah came down. “Good morning!” I shouted and smiled. They all hummed in response.


It was going to be a hard day. We sat down and ate breakfast. They all cleared their plates but I couldn’t help but just mess with my food. I wasn’t hungry. “What kind of pancakes are these?!They’re fantastic!” Michael asked. “Vegan.” I smiled. “So, are you and Ashton going to stay in touch?” Luke asked winking at me. “Yeah. We are.” I growled.


I took everyone’s empty plates and put them in the sink. I walked upstairs and grabbed all of Ashton’s stuff and handed it to him. “Here ya go,” I sighed, “All your stuff.” He dragged me upstairs and into my room. He dug through my closet and took one of my favorite shirts. “Hey!” I shouted and tried to take it back. “Nope it’s mine now.” He smirked and handed me one of his, his absolute, most favorite shirt, “I promise I will see you when I get back.” He smiled and kissed me.


The way his lips felt on mine, it was just magical. It was the most passionate, lustful, amazing kiss he’d ever given me. “I love you.” He said and hugged me tightly. “I love you too.” I said and hugged him back. I felt tears falling from my eyes. “Hey, don’t cry. I promise, I’ll be back for you.” He said wiping the tears from my eyes. “ASHTON LET’S GO!!” Calum shouted and we walked downstairs.


I walked him to the bus and we kissed and hugged and said our goodbyes, “God please don’t forget me…” I said crying, “I swear I won’t.” He said and hugged me one last time. He got onto the bus and I waved goodbye. They were gone. Gone for 4 more months. Going to America and Canada with One Direction.


I ran back inside and collapsed onto my bed and cried. Hannah tried to come in, but I didn’t want anyone. I just wanted to be alone and cry for 4 months. “Come on,” Hannah said sitting next to me, “Let’s go get ice cream.” She smiled. I slowly got up and wiped the tears from my face and hugged her. If anyone knew what it was like for someone they loved to go off on tour for a long time it was Hannah. I got up and got dressed and did my hair and makeup. Hannah asked Lillia if she wanted to go, but she said no. She wasn’t as hurt over Luke as I was over Ashton, I wonder why. I’ll figure it out later.


We got into Hannah’s car and drove down the block to this local ice cream shop. I got mint chocolate and cheesecake. Weird right? Expecting super-duper chocolate overload because I’m an upset girl huh? WELL YOU’RE WRONG. I don’t really like chocolate at all. Just a little bit, but not a lot. I grabbed my phone and looked to see if someone texted me. Nope. I sighed. “How can you do this? It’s been 3 hours and I’m already going insane.” I laughed. “Trust me, it’s not easy. You just, you need more friends. And that’s why I’m here!” Hannah exclaimed. “I know this Hannah.” I laughed.


Just as we were about to leave I bumped into some girl. “Oh my god I’m so sorry!!” She said. “No, it’s fine I swear.” I laughed. “I’m Zalex by the way.” She said and shook my hand. “That’s a name I’ve never heard before. I’m Tori.” I said and smiled. “Nice to meet you Tori. Would you and your friend like to join me?” I looked over at Hannah who was already almost out the door, but she came back in and we joined Zalex for ice cream.


Obviously Hannah and I didn’t have any, but we listened to her talk. She kept telling me I looked familiar, she just couldn’t figure out from where. “Well this is Hannah Snowdon, Oli Sykes’ fiancé, and I’m good friends with them. And I’m great friends with 5 Seconds of Summer.” I said and she shook her head. “I still have no idea! Ugh it’s killing me!” She laughed. I laughed awkwardly and looked over at Hannah who looked very bored.


“Did I tell you he got out of jail sometime a few days ago?” I said referring to Chase and her eyes grew wide. “What?! No you didn’t! Tori! We have to get you protection!” Hannah shouted. “Excuse me, can I ask who?” Zalex interrupted. “Hannah love, I’ll be fine I promise. I always have a knife on me. And my ex.” “Prison? Why did he go there?” “It’s a long story,” I chuckled, “Oh wow, okay, it’s getting late. I have somewhere to be, we should probably get going.” I said and handed Zalex my number and told her to text me when she wanted to hang out.


When we got into Hannah’s car I started thinking about where I could’ve seen her, because her face looked familiar too. I just couldn’t figure it out. “Did she look familiar to you?” Hannah asked and I nodded. I tried replaying everything I had done the past week in my head. From seeing Chase at the mall, to seeing him at the movie premier. The premier… THE PREMIER!! She was the little girl with him!! I guess she wasn’t little, but dammit. I can’t believe that I just befriended my asshole ex’s girlfriend.


“Do you remember where?” Hannah asked as I got fidgety. “I do.” I whispered. “Where?!” “I saw her in the mall the other day, she was our cashier at the store.” I lied and she nodded. I couldn’t tell anyone about this! Not even Ashton. “Hey drop me off at the mall? I want to do some shopping.” I asked and she turned around and dropped me off. As I walked in I scanned the halls for Chase.


When I figured he wasn’t here I started walking with my guard down. Big mistake. Because next thing I knew, Chase was walking along side me. “God what do you want?!” I hissed. “I see you met my girlfriend.” He smirked. I began walking faster but he caught up. “Please leave me alone.” I growled and walked into Victoria’s Secret. “Hi! How can I help you?” The lady asked. I told her I was just browsing. Chase was still following me. “I’m her boyfriend.” He lied. “No you’re not!” I shouted and stood in the dressing room.


“I can wait all day.” He laughed. I grabbed my phone and texted Hannah, I told her and Oli to get to Victoria’s Secret ASAP. And seriously. 5 minutes later, she was here. We live 20 minutes from the mall okay, that just shows you how fast she went. “Tori?!” she shouted. Chase didn’t move. I saw his feet standing there. “Tori!” Oli shouted. “I’m in here!” I replied. “You need to leave.” Oli growled to Chase. “Whatcha gunna do? Throw me in jail again?! Ha! Please.” He laughed. “Tori let’s go. We’re getting a restraining order.” Oli said and I walked out of the dressing room. Oli in front of me and Hannah behind we exited the mall.


We went to the court house and begged the judge for one, “We can’t unless he is a threat.” He would argue, and Oli would say, “BUT HE WAS IN JAIL FOR BEING A THREAT! I will pay, whatever it may be.” But the judge declined the order. I wasn’t allowed to leave the house without Oli or Hannah, and they’re both really busy all the time. So I was pretty much under house arrest until we could find a decent judge.

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Comments

Wow...I never thought.....wow

@Mrs. Calum Hemmings

Message me? cx

I'd love to co author with you if you would let me :)

Try to work it out?!? I wouldn't want an asshole that tried to kill me anywhere near my child!! If he tried to kill someone and had a sexual relationship with a 15 year old, I don't think he should be near a child in general.

Ashton is a piece of shit, Tori doesn't deserve him
(AND WHAAA??? PREGNANT? WHYYYYY?????)