If You Don't Know

~8 months later~



“AHHHH” I scream, horrible. The pain, is horrible, worse than being possessed. Think about trying to squeeze a baby out of your nose, it’s horrible. They even gave me drugs, but it still didn’t work. Her dad isn’t even going to be here. He gets out next month, but tomorrow I’m going to go see him, and show him his child. Oh and yes, it’s a her. She’s going to keep my last name until I find a husband. But until then, it’ll be Annabelle Marie Anderson.



I have Hannah, Oli, Max, and the boys (except Ashton of course) Sitting in the waiting room, Hannah’s in the birthing room with me, giving me a hand to hold, “Just a few more pushes darling.” Hannah said as I practically broke her hand. “Give me one last BIG push.” The doctor said, and I let out a scream, and then pop. My child was born (xD) I took slow breaths as they washed Annabelle off. Hannah told everyone they could come in, and soon the room was full.


Luke and Max had been at it a lot, just because they both like me, so you can feel the tension coming from them. Luke walked up to me and pushed the hair from my face, “Still beautiful.” He smiled. “And so is Annabelle.” He said and kissed her forehead. “Are you going to go see Ashton tomorrow?” Luke asked and I nodded. “Yeah, the doctor said I was able to go home after Anna got her shots today. And I think it’s only right. I mean, I still want to try and make things
work… because it’s not just for me anymore.” I said and looked at Anna. “Can I come with you? To try and get through to him?” I looked back up, and then over at Michael. “I was actually hoping Michael would want to go…” I trailed off.



“I’d love to.” He spoke and took my hand. “Thanks Michael.” I said. “I’m exhausted guys. Can you wake me when they finish with Anna?” I asked as the nurse took her away. “Of course.” Oli said and everyone left.



~The Next Day~



I got up at 8 in the morning, Annabelle isn’t much of a crier which is fucking fantastic, she only cried when she was hungry, or pooped. I fed her and then got myself dressed, did my hair and makeup, and then got her dressed. Hannah was practically like my sister, so she’s the aunt. Oli was the uncle, and the boys were god parents. 3 god parents, haha. Too many? Nah.



“Michael.” I said nudging him. “Hmm.” He groaned. “Come on we need to go.” I said and he got up. His hair was a mess, so I gave him 10 minutes to do it. And when he did, his bright red hair looked good, he put on a Green Day shirt black skinny jeans and we were off. Anna was in the back with Michael and I drove to the jail. I hope she never feels unloved. There’s so many people around who love her. I’ll never abandon her. Ever.



“I will admit,” Michael chuckled, “You and Ashton sure to hell made one shit of a kid.” “Damn I know.” I smiled. “She has Ashton’s dimples and your eyes, wow. Just wow.” Michael said and smiled at her. We were at the jail. I sighed and took Annabelle out of the car seat and Michael and I walked in. The three of us went through security and after only a few minutes of waiting they brought Ashton out.



“Well then.” He spoke. “I haven’t seen you in 8 months. Really? Now you show up? With Michael?” He hissed. “To show you your fucking child.” I hissed back.I turned Annabelle around and I saw a smile creep across his face. “Sorry for snapping,” He said, “I have court tomorrow, they might let me out. But why did you bring Michael?” He asked and Michael looked at me. “She wants to work this out.” He said. “Why? All I did was hurt you, and try to kill you.” Ashton said.
“Because she cares more about her child than she does her wellbeing.” Michael hissed.
“I don’t want my child to be surrounded by everyone, but her father.” I spoke, holding back the tears.
“I understand that.” Ashton sighed.
“I’m willing to work on it, but Ashton dammit, this has to be a two way thing, and you can’t leave the house without me, Michael, or Calum.” I said.
“Why not Luke?”
“I don’t trust him.”


We continued talking, and we both agreed that if he got out tomorrow then we would try to work it out. So now we were to wait until the hearing tomorrow. Maybe my little girl will have a daddy after all.

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