If You Don't Know

After meeting the boys in One Direction, who, by the way, are very attractive people. I almost fell at Liam’s feet, he’s adorable. I was sitting on the side of the stage, watching the boys practice. I loved the passion Ashton had when he was drumming. It was adorable, and he just got so into it, he drums like his life depended on it.

My eyes moved over to Luke who was singing his part in Amnesia. I let out a sigh, he was hot, really fucking hot. I sighed and thought of Lillia. OH Lillia! Where is she? She came with them! I patiently waited for them to get finished with their practice. And when they did I dashed to Luke. “Luke!” I shouted and stopped in front of him. “Tori!” He mimicked. “Where’s Lillia?” I asked. “Uh- uhm…” He said and looked down. “Luke, where is she?” “She left. She left with some American guy, when we were in Brooklyn…” He sighed. “I’m sorry.” I said and hugged him. I quietly breathed in his sent. He smelt really good, even for being all sweaty.

We separated from our hug. I could feel eyes beating down on me. I turned to see Ashton behind me. “Hey.” I smiled. “What’s going on?” He hissed. “I was comforting Luke about Lillia.” “Mhm.” Ashton growled. I pulled him to the side. “Listen here Ashton, Luke and I, don’t have a thing alright? I just realized Lillia wasn’t here and asked what happened, okay?” I said sternly. “Alright babe.” He sighed and I kissed him, “I love you.” I said as we broke apart. “I love you too.” He smiled.

The show was to start soon and I was sitting on a chair to the side of the stage. I watched as all the fans piled into the seats. I asked to borrow a camera from this camera guy and walked out onstage. I took a picture of everyone, 5 minutes before the show started, so that I could get almost everyone. It was a sold out show here in San Antonio. And everyone was ready to rock.

I gave the guy back his camera and he complimented me on my photography skills. I thanked him and sat back down. A few minutes later my boys came out, Ashton looked over at me and smiled and I waved back. The camera guy came back to me and handed me another camera. “It would be awesome if you could take some pictures.” He said. “Thanks man.” I replied and stood up.

Before Ashton looked away I took a picture of him, he had a wide goofy smile across his face. I continued taking pictures throughout their set. My favorite was when they were singing She Looks So Perfect. They were half way through when they stopped. Everyone gasped and was mumbling. “What’s happening? Why did they stop? What’s going on?” I heard in the crowd.

Ashton grabbed a mic and I gulped, oh god no please. I grabbed my phone and sat the camera down. He motioned for me to come here and I froze. The camera guy ended up pushing me on stage. I had horrible stage fright, especially when you’re being brought up on stage with your boyfriend. “Hey guys.” Ashton said into the mic and they shouted in response. “This, is my wonderful lady friend Tori.” He said and grabbed my waist, pulling me closer. And they screamed. “Now, I haven’t formally asked Tori to be my girlfriend. Can you help?” he asked and they shouted back a ‘yes’ I gulped in horror. THIS WAS NOT HAPPENING.

I looked over at Luke and Michael whose eyes were as wide as mine, and over at Calum who looked the same. “Okay, on 3 San Antonio! Let’s do this! 1… 2… 3…!” he said and they screamed back a ‘Tori will you go out with Ashton?’ I smiled and looked up at Ashton, who was much taller than me, and who looked really cute right now. “I-I uh, yes!” I shouted and nodded and they all shouted in response. Ashton smiled and kissed me. The photographer came out and took pictures of us. And then I was able to leave the stage.

I practically ran off the stage.

~The Next Morning~

I woke up in the hotel bed, Ashton lying next to me. I smiled and got out of the bed and got dressed. I did my hair and makeup and opened up Ashton’s laptop to look up things to do. There were some cool restaurants and then some amusement park called Fiesta Texas. Maybe we should go there? I opened the window and gasped. It was hot, really fucking hot. Okay maybe going outside was not the best idea.

I heard a knock on the door and opened it, it was Luke. He pulled me out and shut the door. “Okay what’s up with you?” I asked and he gulped. “I like you.” He sighed. My eyes grew wide and my mouth dropped. “Why do you say this now?! After I’m officially dating Ashton.” I growled. “I was going to tell you before the concert… but Ashton was, you know, there. So I couldn’t, and yeah.” He frowned. “Listen Luke. You’re hot, I’m not going to lie. But I’m with Ashton now. I’m sorry.” I said “Ashton’s not who you think he is… I want you, I want to make you feel wanted, like you have a purpose here.” Luke sighed and I walked back into the room.

Ashton was still sleeping, so I ordered room service. I got strawberry pancakes and hash browns and bacon for Ashton. I got on his laptop again and got into Skype. I was going to Skype Oli and Hannah, but something caught my eye. There was this girl, Alexandria. I didn’t know her, I hadn’t even heard of her. I decided to you know, be the type of girlfriend I am, and go through everything, the messages and stuff. There was even stuff from a couple weeks ago, before I got here. I decide, hey, why not Skype her?

It rang a few times and answered. I hid my face first, to see what she’d say. “Ashton babe,” She said, “Let me see that sexy face of yours.” I looked up at the screen and noticed she was, completely naked. 100% completely, butt naked. I was furious. So I typed “Ooo baby, so sexy.” Into the message box. “Just how you like it baby.” She replied and winked. I was so fucking sick right now. I grabbed the laptop, showed my face, threw it against the wall, and screamed. Ashton shot up like a fucking rocket. “Whoa Tori, what’s going on?” He asked. My eyes narrowed and I punched the desk. He got up and walked over to me. “Tori babe, calm down, what’s going on?” He asked again and I pushed him off, “Get, off, of, me.” I hissed.

“HOW DARE YOU?!” I screamed. “How dare I what? What did I do?” “FUCKING ALEXANDRIA HUH?!” I shouted and his eyes grew wide and he backed up, “We-we broke up a long time ago.” He stammered. I rolled my eyes. “Bullshit! You guys talked the day before I got here! Naked? Really?! At least all that happened with me and Luke was he kissed me because he was drunk!” I growled and stormed out of the room.

I banged on Luke’s door. He answered shirtless, just with a towel wrapped around his waist. I stormed past him and into his room that he shared with Calum and Michael. “What’s going on Tori? We heard noise, but wasn’t sure what was going on.” Michael asked. I motioned for Luke to come to me, and I dragged him into the bathroom and locked the door. “Tori…?” He said awkwardly. “What happened?” He asked. “Who the fuck, is Alexandria?” I hissed. “Fuck you know?” He asked and I nodded, “Ashton and her dated right before he met you. He was supposed to break up with her the day before you came. But that didn’t happen, obviously. They still do naked sex Skype calls all the time. And she’s fucking 15.” He said.

My eyes grew wide. I was furious. “15?!” I shouted and he nodded. I looked at Luke deep in the eyes, he wasn’t lying. Fucking hell. I slammed my lips onto his and he kissed me back. His lips felt like heaven. Like I was melting. We broke apart and he smiled. “I knew you’d come for me.” He winked and I laughed. “Go finish your shower.” I said and left the bathroom. I filled Michael and Calum in and they weren’t even surprised. Michael left to go talk to Ashton.

~Michael’s pov~

I knocked on Ashton’s door and he answered. There was a giant hole in the wall and a laptop broken in two on the floor. “What the fuck man?” I said and sat in the chair. “I know, I fucked up.” He said and sighed. “No fucking shit Ashton. Seriously? Tori is probably one of the most hurt girls you’ve met. And her crazy boyfriend is following her around everywhere. And here you are, still talking to fucking Alexandria, who is no good for you. She almost got you to overdose once, and she gets you drunk all the time when you’re with her.” I said and Ashton put his head down, “I know Michael, I fucked up okay? I probably can’t make it better either.” “You’re damn right you can’t.” I hissed and left the room.

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