Since New York, I’ve been horrified. It’s been 2 weeks, and I stayed in the tour bus all day, in the back room, and I don’t let anyone in. I’ll get out and grab food when everyone goes on stage, but that’s it. Ashton can’t even come in. I feel bad for him, but I’m horrified for myself.

“Tori…” Ashton sighed. “Please baby, come out. It’s just me. All the boys left.” His voice was weak, I could hear the pain in it. I unlocked the door and peaked out. “Baby please…” he whispered. I put a hand out and he helped me up. He engulfed me in a hug and sobbed into my shoulder. “I told you I would protect you. Please just believe me.” He whimpered. “I’m so scared.” I cried. “I told you I would protect you, and right now, that is my soul purpose in life. Please, just let me do that.” He pleaded. “Okay love.” I replied and hugged him tightly.

We sat down on the couch and cuddled. He kept kissing my head, it was nice, kind of like, he really did care. I doubt he really did though, I mean nobody really cares about me. “Ashton?” I asked, looking up at him. “What is it sweetheart?” “I’m sorry…” I frowned. “You don’t need to be okay? I love you.” “I love you too.”

We were in Texas today, San Antonio to be exact, and they had a show tonight with One Direction, who, by the way, I haven’t met yet. “Why don’t you come with us tonight? To the show? You can meet the rest of the mates yeah?” I smiled and nodded. I was willing to go. “Only If I can be on stage, to the side stage, at all times.” I added and he said it would be okay.

“I mean, you could always, let me introduce you on stage.” He chuckled awkwardly. “I uh, not yet.” I laughed. “I totally understand.” He winked. I got up and got dressed and did my hair and makeup all nice. I walked over to him and he smiled, “That fucking lip ring though babe.” He laughed. I grabbed his face and kissed his lips. “Damn, I think they make you kiss better too.” He winked and I smirked.

We walked out to the venue, there were girls behind the barricade, trying so hard to get through. We waved to a few of them and went inside. “God these girls are crazy!” I laughed. We kept walking until we were at the dressing rooms. “Finally got her out yeah?” Luke asked and Ashton nodded. “Where is One Direction? She wanted to meet them.” Ashton asked and Luke pointed. We walked into the direction he pointed.

We stopped in front of a door and he knocked. “Ashton mate!” Harry said and hugged him. “Hey man, this is Tori.” He smiled and introduced me.

Notes

http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=132495689
So I bought tickets from Stubhub for this 1D/5SOS concert, AND I REALLY FUCKING HOPE THESE DAMN TICKETS ARE LEGIT.
sorry, it's a really short chapter. xc