Forbidden Love
Adapt. (25th Chapter)
…The Next Day (At Night)…
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Evelyn's POV:
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It wasn’t an easy procedure for me, to have a well-rested sleep. I couldn’t, for once, stop my mind from processing what I am about to dive in. The entire situation is simply knotted in an unbreakable way; this makes me fear the possibility of being stuck in the maze forever. Desmond called me last night, and I made sure to sound like everything is still the same; since he left.
Thinking about my husband, makes me want to gag from the irritated conscience I have. How would I ever be able to ask Desmond for a divorce? Will he reject, or will he agree? What if Desmond asked me about my reasons? Even though my brain didn’t stop from pumping these curious thoughts, my body was tired enough and decided to rest in a refreshing sleep.
Harry begged to sleep beside me like last night, but I made him aware that I certainly don’t want to cause anymore questioning by Mrs. Higgins and the rest of the household staff. The day passed by, while Harry and I preceded our act in front of the employees. If only they weren’t suffocating us with their presence, I would have been able to sit beside him. I would’ve been able to feed him with my own spoon. I would’ve been able to touch him, without causing a catastrophic behaviour alert.
Instead, Harry and I sent each other texts throughout the day; telling one another how much we yearn for each other’s affectionate touch. He told me that his friends are going to come over, for a little get-together party tonight. He has begged me to make an appearance, and I only promised him that I’d try. I would love to sit with him and his friends, but my position as his stepmother isn’t allowing me to do so.
…At the Current Time…
I am now lying on my bed mattress, fully dressed and hesitant of my decision. Would I stay here for the rest of the night? Or would it be acceptable if I went down and joined the rest at the pool area? I stand up, carrying my mini purse; leaving my room. I deserve a little fun, even though I never tasted it before in my life. Throughout my living years, all I recall is my mother's orders: “Evelyn do this. Evelyn don’t go there. Evelyn those clothes are not lady like.” Well, I have had it; and I really want some time where I would be responsible for the result of the experience I choose.
I glide down the large staircase, walking through the large area of the outdoors. Once I begin to come closer to the pool area, my ears catch up to the sound of youthful music; something I was never allowed to listen. Four familiar faces appear in my eyesight, two of them are Louis and Liam. As for the rest, I spot three young ladies; wearing tiny outfits. Their clothes show how expensive they are, yet their skin is overly revealed from the short and strapless cuts of fabric.
“(His arms snake over my waist from the back, while his chin rests on my shoulder) I’m so happy you decided to come, love.” I sigh in relief, hearing the sweetest voice of the man my heart desires. “(I whisper cautiously) Harry, please no showing affection in front of your friends. I don’t want them to feel what you and I are.” I feel his chin nodding over my shoulder, as his body slips out of my hold. “(He smiles, assuring me everything will be fine) Come, let’s go introduce you to the rest.”
I nod, walking behind him; tapping my heels on the marble ground. I hope I don’t cause any bother to anyone, I really need to watch out for my manners with Harry’s group.“(He cheers) Guys! Look who decided to join us.” All of the eyes turn towards my body, scanning me as I glide over to where they are seated. This is it, Evelyn. Be friendly, and try to adapt to this situation.
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Evelyn's POV:
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It wasn’t an easy procedure for me, to have a well-rested sleep. I couldn’t, for once, stop my mind from processing what I am about to dive in. The entire situation is simply knotted in an unbreakable way; this makes me fear the possibility of being stuck in the maze forever. Desmond called me last night, and I made sure to sound like everything is still the same; since he left.
Thinking about my husband, makes me want to gag from the irritated conscience I have. How would I ever be able to ask Desmond for a divorce? Will he reject, or will he agree? What if Desmond asked me about my reasons? Even though my brain didn’t stop from pumping these curious thoughts, my body was tired enough and decided to rest in a refreshing sleep.
Harry begged to sleep beside me like last night, but I made him aware that I certainly don’t want to cause anymore questioning by Mrs. Higgins and the rest of the household staff. The day passed by, while Harry and I preceded our act in front of the employees. If only they weren’t suffocating us with their presence, I would have been able to sit beside him. I would’ve been able to feed him with my own spoon. I would’ve been able to touch him, without causing a catastrophic behaviour alert.
Instead, Harry and I sent each other texts throughout the day; telling one another how much we yearn for each other’s affectionate touch. He told me that his friends are going to come over, for a little get-together party tonight. He has begged me to make an appearance, and I only promised him that I’d try. I would love to sit with him and his friends, but my position as his stepmother isn’t allowing me to do so.
…At the Current Time…
I am now lying on my bed mattress, fully dressed and hesitant of my decision. Would I stay here for the rest of the night? Or would it be acceptable if I went down and joined the rest at the pool area? I stand up, carrying my mini purse; leaving my room. I deserve a little fun, even though I never tasted it before in my life. Throughout my living years, all I recall is my mother's orders: “Evelyn do this. Evelyn don’t go there. Evelyn those clothes are not lady like.” Well, I have had it; and I really want some time where I would be responsible for the result of the experience I choose.
I glide down the large staircase, walking through the large area of the outdoors. Once I begin to come closer to the pool area, my ears catch up to the sound of youthful music; something I was never allowed to listen. Four familiar faces appear in my eyesight, two of them are Louis and Liam. As for the rest, I spot three young ladies; wearing tiny outfits. Their clothes show how expensive they are, yet their skin is overly revealed from the short and strapless cuts of fabric.
“(His arms snake over my waist from the back, while his chin rests on my shoulder) I’m so happy you decided to come, love.” I sigh in relief, hearing the sweetest voice of the man my heart desires. “(I whisper cautiously) Harry, please no showing affection in front of your friends. I don’t want them to feel what you and I are.” I feel his chin nodding over my shoulder, as his body slips out of my hold. “(He smiles, assuring me everything will be fine) Come, let’s go introduce you to the rest.”
I nod, walking behind him; tapping my heels on the marble ground. I hope I don’t cause any bother to anyone, I really need to watch out for my manners with Harry’s group.“(He cheers) Guys! Look who decided to join us.” All of the eyes turn towards my body, scanning me as I glide over to where they are seated. This is it, Evelyn. Be friendly, and try to adapt to this situation.
Notes
Two more chapters to go, just:
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3/29/15