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Dear Diary,

So I’m sitting on a plane next to Leah, my BFF.I’m writing in a stupid diary.

“Dear Diary”…what a load of crap.The only reason I’m writing it is because I have to.Yeah Miss. Kaylee, I am not your normal girl.I don’t write in a diary.

I can be girly when I want to be but now is not that time.I don’t like pink or glitter.I like black and leather.

When Leah and I were younger, she was the only girl who would talk to me.Even at a young age I knew that pink and glitter were not for me.My dad never bought it for me and my mom was long gone so she had no say.

None of the guys ever liked me either.They all said I was too ‘scary’ to talk to.What a load of crap!I was a short little girl, stick skinny, and pigtails in my hair.How the heck is that scary?

I started to get closer to Leah and guess what happened?I formed a small crush on her.And then it became a full blown crush.But she would never like me back.She always talked about the boys she liked.The boys not girls.

So I learned how to hide my emotions, even around her.I could put on a fake smile or a fake glare so that no one would know how I felt.

So now I’ll be listening her talk about all the “hot guys” or the “sexy men.”It’s okay I can deal with that.

Wait…why did I write all of that down?I’ll have to fix it later.I don’t want Miss. Kaylee finding out because she could kick me out of the school if she wanted to.Who wants a lesbian at an all-girls school?No one.

Well I’m going to sign off now.I’ll rewrite this later tonight or something.

Peace out bitches,

Lucy

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