Give me love like this

I'm getting my stitches out today. I'm glad that they didn't have to cut off a lot of my hair to get them in, just a few strands here and there to stitch me up. You can't even notice them really, when I put my hair down you have no idea I have an incision that required 7 stitches. I took the afternoon off from work so I could get it done, Liam was picking me up. He's been dropping me off and picking me up from school everyday since he got here.

My appointment is at 1:15, it takes about a half an hour with traffic to get there from school, I can't help but keep looking at my phone and notice the time. It's already 1, I took off school at 12:30 so Liam could pick me up, we could grab some lunch and make it to my appointment on time, looks like none of that will happen.

Right when I'm about to call him I see him coming around the corner and pulling into the parking lot in front of the school.

I climb into the passenger seat. “What took so long Liam? I've been waiting outside of school for a half an hour. I haven't eaten yet, I'm starving.” I try not to sound upset, but I honestly hate being late for things.

“I'm sorry babe, the paps were on the street again, they surrounded my car, if I went any faster I would have hit them.” He explains as he merges onto the interstate.

“Would the world really miss them?' I tease trying to lighten the mood.

We've both been so stressed out since the incident at the grocery store.

“That's really not that funny Codi, they're just doing their jobs.”

“Their jobs? Their jobs Liam? Their job got me seven stitches in my head! Do you not remember that?” So much for staying calm.

“It was an accident. We should have known better then to go out in that crowd.” Liam takes the exit and prepares to wait and fight traffic.

“I know it was an accident, but I don't want to deal with this all the time!” My head is pounding.

I end up only being 10 minutes late to my appointment. Liam drops me off and drives off and parks, he told me he's going to get me some food so I have something in my system. Since I was late, they gave my appointment to someone else and I have to wait until 2 to get in now. Frustrating but at least they're making room for me.

Liam finally returns, with no food.

“Um, Liam?” I ask.

“Yeah babe?” He looks at me as he sits down next to me in the waiting room.

“Where's my food?”

“Oh shit, I forgot, I should have just drove, I got noticed by a bunch of fans, had to take pictures and follow people on twitter, I got distracted and forgot. I'm sorry.”

“No biggie, just haven't eaten in about 8 hours, getting stitches out and my boyfriend forgets about the one thing he told me he was going to do for me because people got overwhelmed with who he is.” I say to him sarcastically. Seriously, the whole purpose for him to drop me off and get food, was for him to get food!

“No need to be rude, I forgot, it was an honest mistake.”

“Ookkk, well maybe it will be an honest mistake when I forget to make food for you one day, or decide to take the car for the day so you have nothing.” I'm over reacting, I know, but I'm exhausted. I can't get sleep at anytime.

“Jeez Codi. Calm down.” He looks forward.

I just cross my arms and turn my head to the tv playing the news.

“You know if you moved to London I could protect you, you'd get used to it, the paps in London are not as bad as they are here.” Liam interrupts my thoughts.

“What?” I ask confused, where did this come from.

“Move to London with me when the tour gets over with in October.” He states like its super easy to do.

“I can't move Liam, I'm under contract with my school. I have to stay until May.” I explain, he should know this.

“But what about after?”

“Maybe, I don't know, it's not the easiest move, to another country, I'd have to get a visa and go through the government. Its not like I can wake up and say that I'm moving to a new country. And all my family and friends live here” I'm beyond stressed out.

“Not all of them, your grandparents and aunt and uncle live in Brazil.”

“Well yeah, but London isn't any closer to Rio then LA is. That was a moot point.” It was a dumb point if you ask me.

“We can figure it out together. At least think about it, you can move in with me.” He suggests.

“Move in with you? Liam we've only officially been together for four months. And you're going to be gone again in February for a long time, I'll be all alone in a new country.”

“Well its not like its Russia, you don't have to learn a new language, we speak English over there Codi. And we've known each other for over a year!” He's getting extremely defensive.

“Don't talk to me like that. I didn't say you didn't speak English over there, it's just a big decision, me changing my whole life for you.”

“Am I not worth it?” He throws back to me, he is worth it, but it's not a decision to take lightly.

“I did-” I start to say as I'm interrupted.

“Codi Jensen? The doctor will see you now.” A nurse informs me.

Great, another discussion to be had later.

Notes

Trouble in paradise??