Give me love like this

Codi's POV

I haven't talked to Liam since he left. Jai was mad at me for not saying anything to him or trying to go after Liam but where was I suppose to go? Run around chasing Liam Payne like a 15 year old? No thanks. I aired everything I needed to say and I was done with it.

I was packing for Rio, I was leaving tonight. I had talked to Maggie a few times, I was still pissed at her about meeting up with Liam but I knew after she had explained everything to me she had good intentions. And I now know Liam was telling the truth about Sophia, Maggie had recorded Liam and Sophia's conversation and sent it to me. I felt like a terrible human being for not believing him, to be honest, I believed him but I just didn't want to. If that makes any sense.

To be flying to another country, this was an extremely quick trip. I was leaving on the red-eye tonight and I'd be in Rio by Thursday afternoon, I'd have Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and I'd be leaving on Tuesday afternoon for back home, and pull a full day of school on Wednesday. Mom, dad, and Maggie were staying longer. They had more time to take off from work, and Maggie was already done with her second year. I found out yesterday that Michael was coming with us, I was kind of excited to hang out with him too, but that meant I'd be with two couples, and then myself.

Thankfully mom and dad rearranged the rooms, they decided to stay with my grandparents, giving me their room, and Michael and Maggie got our room. I'm glad I didn't have to stay in a room with Michael and Maggie, how awkward would that be?

Jai couldn't go to Brazil until the end of the summer, he was starting to get really busy with lessons, and he had some surf competitions in Brazil in August/September that his sponsors were sending him to so he would see everyone then.

I finished packing, I still didn't need to leave for the airport for a few more hours. Jai had a late lesson so he was gone. I'd already planned on taking a taxi. I dug through my carry on to find my Kindle to add a few more books to my list for the flight. Still plenty of time to kill after I looked for books.

I decided to check twitter. I still don't have it, but I've been checking in with Liam here and there. I know the tour has been fun for him as Maggie has told me, and I'm glad. She's kept in contact with him more then I have. I finally felt brave enough to check his twitter. I haven't been on in a few weeks and when I did I felt my breath catch.

He had a slew of semi-depressing tweets. Just on May 2nd he tweeted a few times. The first one I read is, “Can't be without you.” Followed quickly by, “Worse thing I ever did was let you go.” And lastly, “No all I got left is the thought of you.” I'm assuming he meant “now” but then I notice one a little further back.

He posted a selfie, you couldn't see his face, but you could see his Yankee hat, I recognized it as one that he wore to breakfast one day when were in Aruba. He had captioned it, “Can't get you off my mind.” I couldn't help but think that it was about me. But I know I broke him as much as he broke me. Then I see some tweets responding his messages with #Lidiforever. I felt tears spring up in my eyes. I just can't deal with this right now.

I shove my phone in my purse and rush to catch my plane for Miami, then it's off to Rio. A long night is ahead of me. I see a text from Maggie, I had asked her earlier if she had talked to Liam lately, all she said to me in this text was, “Those tweets were for you.”

“Where is he right now?” I ask, I know she said he's in South America, I want to fix things with him but not right now. I need time.

“I don't know, I think like Columbia, for sure not Brazil.”

Thank goodness, last thing I need is to run into Liam, he always seems to have a hold on me in foreign soil.

Notes

That dang Maggie, lying to her sister!

**But** I'm SO sorry I didn't update yesterday or this morning, I'll give you an extra chapter today to make up for it! Kids I coach ended up getting second in their soccer tournament, we ended up laying 4 games instead of 3 so I was beyond exhausted! And I had to work early today so I couldn't get out of bed to post.

And this is a short chapter, just building things to come!!