A Girl Called 'It'

Millie's POV:
You know when you're knocked out or asleep you hear people speaking but it's all muffled.
I can hear a loud muffling noise and what I think is a door slamming and opening again making the 'yelling' louder and then suddenly it goes silent and I slip under again.

Louis's POV:
Liam hasn't left Millie's side at all, he doesn't let anyone see her other than Kylie and Meg and after what happened with Millie and Kylie no one speaks to each other, we're slowly falling apart, Harry and Meg keep to themselves, Zayn just sleeps and Niall ran off, Kylie took her little brother with her to the foster home.. I hope it's okay there, I hope she's safe.
But I'm worried about Millie more, she hasn't woken up in three days but we keep her here at Kylie's but since Liam's mum is a nurse she helps out and we can't really leave without being mobbed..
I'm sitting here at the moment watching TV cause I really have nothing better to do and I slowly drift off to sleep

Millie's POV:
I woke up ugh about time, I saw Liam sleeping next to me he looked so peaceful but he looked terrible, his eyes and cheeks puffy.. umm okay?
I felt a sharp pain in my arm, I looked down and saw a bandage and I suddenly remembered and it gave me a shiver, I swung my legs over the edge of the bed and walked out the door noticing I was at Kylie's house,
"I really need a shower" I said to myself and walked to the cupboard and grabbed a towel and walked to the bathroom and turned on the shower and waited for it to warm and walked to the mirror and gasped at the other girl standing in front of me..
White skin with scars that I never noticed, bruises splotched everywhere and my eyes bloodshot, I broke down and fell to the floor not being able to get up, the door creaked open and I saw Megan standing there with a small smile on her face and walked over to me
"Come one sweetie let's get you fixed up" She quietly said and helped me up to the shower/bath and stripped me down and put my clothes in the hamper and helped me in, we sat there in silence as she washed my hair and washed my body, I felt like a child being treated like this but I was so incapable.
"Meg where's Kylie?" I asked
"She had to go into a foster home" Her voice barely audible
"Why?" But I think I knew the answer
"Her brothers hurt her but the foster mum said we can visit once a week" She said continuing to condition my hair, I nodded knowing not to go further
"MILLIE!?" a voice called
Meg got up and said she'll be back, I heard her and Liam .damn. talking and then it became silent and the door opened once again, I saw Liam stand there with sadness washed on his face, he made his way to me and sat on the floor
"Millie I-I am so-sorry" He said starting to cry, my hand reached to his cheek wiping his tears away
"Li-Li can yo-you get me ou-out?" I asked
He nodded and grabbed a towel and wrapped me in it and picked me up bridal style and carried me to the room I was staying in before, he set me down and said he was going to get clothes for me, he came back with trackies and a jumper and what seems to be a pair of his boxers and Megs bra, he dressed me carefully and didn't even you know make eye contact with down there..
We laid on the bed in silence and it was a good silence but I felt empty..

Liam's POV:
I fell asleep but not fully so that I was aware of what was happening around me when I heard a very familiar angelic voice surround me
[VERSE]
I’m wondering how we fell through
Got a little too much in my head,
like I miss you
Each passing light reminds me
Nothing could lift me from the dark
till I found you
Every day goes running
with the same flow
But there’s always something
washed away
[CHORUS]
I don’t know how we fell through
Got a little too much in my head,
like I miss you
A million lights behind you
I’m a little too much in the dark,
here without you
[VERSE]
No one leaning on me
Nothing here to hold me
Moving where I choose, alone
But rolling so free
there’s nothing here to stop me
filling up my head with me and you
[CHORUS]
I don’t know how we fell through
Got a little too much in my head,
like I miss you
A million lights behind you
I’m a little too much in the dark
when I can’t see you
No telling where the future flows
but before it goes
you and me you know we’ve got to try
Before the chance flies
Honey this is our time
Don’t be one of those
sweet fools standing on the kerb
watching life pass by
[CHORUS]
Don’t tell me how we fell through
Got a little too much in my head,
like I miss you
A million lights behind you
I’m a little too much in the dark
here without you
I turn to Millie crying as she sang the song, she stared at me with those eyes I got lost in every time, I stroked her hair as she traced the feather tattoo on my arm
"Li-Li?" She asked quietly
"Yes?"
"Why am I still here?" She asked
"Because there're people who care about you and love you" I said truthfully
"I think we should get some sleep Porcelain" I merely added
"Porcelain?" She asked surprised
"Yeah you don't mind do you, It suits you because you're so fragile but if you don't like it then can I call you flower.."
"I like Flower better the other one makes me sound weak" She said with an interrupted yawn
followed by her dozing off quickly
"Goodnight Flower, I-I L-Love You" I said and started crying because I have her here safe but not all of her can be saved..

Notes

Was this okay guys..
I'm trying to update a bit cause I finished studying for the weekend so more updates for you!
If you're interested in Co-authoring comment the requirements in the chapter that was previously posted..
if I don't get at least one co-author I'm going to put it on hold...
I LOVE YOU so much!
And we will miss you dearly Erin!
anyways thanks for reading!!
~Livvie~