Surviving

When we arrived back at camp, Violet, Alexis, Paige, and Melissa were asleep, leaving myself with the guys.
"I'm a survivor
I'm not gon' give up
I'm not gon' stop
I'm gon' work harder
I'm a survivor
I'm gonna make it
I will survive
Keep on survivin'

I'm a survivor
I'm not gon' give up
I'm not gon' stop
I'm gon work harder
I'm a survivor
I'm gonna make it
I will survive
Keep on survivin'." I heard Niall whisper/singing on the other side of camp.

I started the song at the first verse, "Now that you're out of my life," Liam sang the back voices." I'm so much better."

"You thought that I'd he weak without you,"
"But I'm stronger."

"You thought that I'd be broke without you."
"But I'm richer."

Then Zayn joined me singing the main part while Niall, Harry, Louis and Liam sang back vocals.
"You thought that I'd be sad without you."

"I laugh harder."

"You though I wouldn't grow without you."
"Now I'm wiser."

"Thought that I'd be helpless without you."
"But I'm smarter."

"You thought that I'd be stressed without you."
"But I'm chilling."

"You thought I wouldn't sell without you."
"Sold nine million."

We all joined together.

"I'm a survivor
I'm not gon' give up
I'm not gon' stop
I'm gon' work harder
I'm a survivor
I'm gonna make it
I will survive
Keep on survivin'

I'm a survivor
I'm not gon' give up
I'm not gon' stop
I'm gon work harder
I'm a survivor
I'm gonna make it
I will survive
Keep on survivin'."

We all broke out in laughs when we heard claps around us. Every single one of the girls were listening to our song.
"It's not just Toni and Zayn. You all can sing." Violet said.

"I can sing," Melissa pouted, jealousy taking over. She started singing the chorus of what we just sang, and it sounded along the lines of a dying walrus and a baby bird being thrown into a woodchopper.

"If Simon Cowell was here, he'd be laughing his ass of at you." I giggled.

"I may not be able to sing, but at least I can get a man to like me." She strutted over to Louis and dipped him back, kissing his lips.

I tried not to laugh at Louis. His face read a disgusting sign, like he was gonna puke because he just kissed Melissa.

Zayn spoke next, " Oh, Mel, that's where you're wrong. She can get a guy to like her. She got me how long ago? And I'm still in love with her." He held my back with his arm and dipped me, swooped down, kissing my lips. A soft and passionate kiss, a long over due one from the past.

"...uh...hmph," Melissa stormed off into the jungle. We all laughed, no one went to retrieve her. I won.

"Let her get eaten by a panther for all I care anymore, she's not a very good person." I laughed and everyone laughed with me.
After a long sleep, we all had woken each other up, deciding to forage for food in the jungle, and search for the jealous Melissa, who never returned last night.

We had search teams so no one was alone, and one person stayed back at the fire so it didn't die out, and if bitchpants came back.

The teams were Liam and Violet, Harry and Alexis, Niall and Paige, Zayn and I, and Louis stayed behind.

Zayn and I walked through the jungle, side by side, waiting for Melissa to appear, or berries or something. We decided that Zayn would look at the ground around bushes for food, and I'd look in trees for hanging fruits or dead animals to cook. We had been walking for hours, the light around us in the sky said it was near 4:30 pm. I sighed in frustration, when suddenly I screeched. I saw something hanging from the tree, or someone. Melissa!!!

"Mel!" I started climbing the tree, "Zayn, catch her!" I untied the rope. She swung down and Zayn caught her in his arms. Zayn was disgusted by the dead body in his arms, purple skin blue lips, cold. We treked back to camp, dead friend in hand, and sat her by the fire to help unthaw her frozen skin.

Everyone must've heard my scream, because moments later, everyone was standing around, looking at my deceased jealous friend.

I looked in the hands of the group. Berries, bananas, coconuts. They found food, we found a dead friend.

"What do we do?" Harry asked.
"Can we use her as food?" Violet asked after.

"We could..." I said.

"Wouldn't that be considered rape?" Alexis asked.

"Rape is when you force to have sex," Liam informed the young girl.

"Its not rape if you enjoy it." Harry said. I laughed a but but went back to being serious.

"It would be considered cannibalism, but we could just keep it to ourselves." I mumbled.

"Should we?" Zayn asked in disgust.

"Would you like to die of starvation?" I said.

"Nope."

I grabbed glass from the plane wreck and gripped it tightly, so tight that my hands were cut and bleeding. I raised my hands that were hold the glass.

"Fuck you for making me do this!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as I thrust the glass Ito her skin. I pulled it up and down, leaving her skin cut open from her breastplate to her waist.

"Ah, gross," Alexis ran off holding her mouth.

I through the glass out of sight and cracked my knuckles. I dug my hands into the cut and pulled her skin apart and looked at what sat there. Her heart, no longer beating, her stomach, no longer growling for food. Her lungs, no longer pumping air through her body. I suddenly felt sick and stood up, I felt tears roll down my cheeks, I just cut my best friend open.

"Here, Violet, can you do it?" she nodded slowly as she knelt down in the blood covered sand. She began pulling out organs and stacking them. I gagged as I ran to the ocean, threw up, a lnd washed my hands and face, then walked to a different part and washed my mouth.

I walked back to the group and put my arm around Zayn, my face into his ripped shirt.

"She deserved this, she threatened, she lied." I kept telling myself.

Notes

Sorry I haven't updated in 3 days, I've had a busy week.