Tearing Me Apart *On Hold*

Zayn’s POV
As I was getting ready, all I could think about is Justin and Kaitlynn being together. I clenched my fists and my jaws. I could feel the pressure building up inside of me. How can they be together after all this time? He wasn’t there for her in high school when her heart got broken by guys. I was. He wasn’t there for her to make her feel better during her periods and when she got hurt. I always stood by her side, and I never made the mistake to never talk to her. I always made an attempt to see if she was alright while I was away on tour.

A pair of hands cupped my face and lifted it. The blue eyes of the one I was soon to marry. The eyes of a precious little soul that I “loved” so dearly. Then, that smile. The smile that would make any guy fall for it. I know I fell for it. And also that sweet innocent face that could turn anybody’s day happy.

“What’s the matter, Zayn?” Perrie asked. I shook my head. She pouted. “I know something’s wrong with you, honeykins. Now, just tell mama about the problem.” She climbed on top of me, straddling my waist.

“Nothing is the matter.” I responded. She started moving her hips on my crotch. I let out a soft moan.

She smirked. “You like that?” I nodded as she continued. As she was doing this, all of my thoughts flew out of my head and out the window. All I could think about was the beautiful lady grinding on my hard on.

“Babe, I need you now.” I moaned. She giggled a little, as she quickly removed her clothes and mine. Her soft, small hands found their way down to my member and slowly started pumping it. I groaned and grunted.

“Babe, you like that?” Perrie teased. I nodded and flipped over so that she was on bottom and I had complete control. Fear started growing in her eyes as I smirked at her. She was going to pay for teasing me. “Zayn, no!” She screeched.

“Why not? You don’t like this?” I asked, pushing two of my fingers into her wet vagina. She’s wet just for me. She screeched out in pain. My face softened a little. “What’s the matter? Did I hurt you?”

She nodded. “I forgot to tell you something.”

“What is it?”

“I’m a virgin.” She stated.
“We don’t have to do this if you’re not comfortable with it.” I told her, pulling my fingers out of her vagina. I laid down beside her and wrapped my arms around her bare front. “Why didn’t you tell me you were a virgin? Is that why you shied away whenever I asked to do it?”

She sighed. “I didn’t know how to tell you. And yes. That is the reason why I said no to you. I want to wait until I am married. It just feels wrong to do it right now.”

I listened really close to what she was saying, so I can know in the future what I have to do to make her happy. Most people would think that how controlling Perrie is, but they don’t know the real her. The side of her where she’s really sweet and loving. I smiled, then my mind was brought to Kaitlynn.

When I think of Kaitlynn, I think of Justin, who I really want to punch right now for taking my girl. What am I thinking about? Kaitlynn isn’t mine and she only thinks of me as a friend. I only think of her like a friend, nothing more. Then, I remember something else. Something I was supposed to do today, but what was it? Oh, now I remember, but I know Perrie wouldn’t like it one bit.

“Perbear, we are going to hang out with Justin and Kaitlynn.” I told her and kissed her temple.

“Alright.” She said through gritted teeth. “Let me get ready.” She wiggled out of my arms and headed towards the closet.

I stared at her nakedness. How beautiful she was. I don’t know if it’s me or my member talking right now, but all I want to do is fuck the shit out of her. I would love to see her under me begging for mercy, begging for me to stop because she can’t take it anymore. Her screaming out my name when she close to her high. My favorite part would cuming all over her face and body. The best part is I get to lick it all up from top to bottom and bottom to top.

I got up under the covers and started pumping my member really fast. I have to be quick before she comes back in here. I tilted my head back and bit my lip so noise wouldn’t slip out. This feels so damn good. I can just picture Kaitlynn and Perrie both fighting over who gets to rub me first. My member twitched a little and liquids started pouring out fast.

The bed went down a little and I looked. Perrie was coming closer with her mouth open. She looked like she had seen the whole entire thing. I felt the blood rush to my face. She smiled at my embarrassment.

“Do you want me to clean you up?” She asked seductively. I nodded my head slowly, unsure of if I’m going to be able to contain myself. She climbed on top of me and started sucking on my member slowly.

I moaned as she continued going faster and faster. Her mouth felt so good on me. Just picture how she would feel with me inside of her. No, Zayn, get that out of your head. She wants to wait and you respect that, I thought. I sigh and push Perrie off of me. She looked so confused with her lost blue eyes and hurt face.

“You don’t like it? Did I do something wrong?” She asked. I shook my head.

“You did nothing wrong. It’s just we have to get going or Kaitlynn is going to lash out on me.” I joked.

Perrie scoffed and rolled her eyes. She scooted off the bed and walked to the bathroom to take a quick shower. What am I going to do today? Perrie and Kaitlynn aren’t going to get along and I don’t think I can get along with Bieber. He’s dating my best friend. How am I supposed to live with that? I slid on my white shirt and khaki shorts. I grabbed my vans and put them on. By the time I was done, Perrie came out of the bathroom completely dressed.

She had on a bright white shirt with the word “Dance” written on it. My eyes travelled down to her lower body which was being covered with some really short black studded shorts. She was so adorable. Now I know why I love her so much. She was just so perfect for me. Perrie Louise Edwards is meant for me and me only. I bit my lip and looked into her gorgeous blue eyes. The only turn off for me was her dark makeup that hid her wonderful face. The face of an angel.

“Perrie, why do you wear makeup?” I asked, walking up to her. I wrapped my arms around her slim waist. She giggled and looked at my chest.

“I’m ugly without it. My face feels naked without it on.” She mumbled.

I kissed her forehead. “Well, you’re beautiful without it.”

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