Tearing Me Apart *On Hold*
Chapter 8
Marissa’s POV
I walked back in my house, carrying my bags from shopping today. It was crazy, watching Perrie and Kaitlynn give each other death glares all day. There’s a specific reason why I told Zayn to text them to be nice. Nobody wants to come home from college and listen to arguments. If that was the case, then leaving America was pointless.
I sigh and run up the stairs to the bedroom Harry and I share when I’m not away at college. I miss actually being able to run up and down these stairs to greet Harry. The times before I started college, the times when Harry and I can just goof off without me saying I have homework to do.
Harry keeps distancing himself away from me. It’s kind of scary and me being me, I don’t want to lose him. He’s the best thing that could ever happen to me and I’m scared to lose him. Going off to college in America was the worst thing I could have ever done. Was away for too long, then have to go right back. I get to have no fun at all.
Some skinny, muscular arms wrapped around my torso. I squealed.
“How was shopping babe?” Harry asked.
I sighed and told him everything. From Perrie and Kaitlynn almost killing each other to the constant stares from fans. And the stress of school. Just had to add that in there, so he’ll know I’ve been thinking about him non stop. He sighed and went to sit on the bed.
“I miss you so much, Harry, it’s hurting me. I regret ever going off to America. Being without you for so long.” I made my way over to him, looking into his deep green eyes. I held out my hand for him to take. Tears falling down my face, I said, “I feel like we’re drifting apart. I’m scared this relationship won’t last.”
Fear and pain was in his face immediately. What had just been a happy face is now a scared face? There was also a little mixture of sadness in there. What could have made those beautiful eyes turn so sad and hurt. He pulled me closer, our faces inches apart.
“Marissa, don’t ever doubt something you want to do. Okay, we might not be able to see each other for a long time, but that doesn’t make me love you any less.” Harry’s voice quivered a little at the end. “This relationship will last. I’m going to make sure it lasts because I couldn’t see myself with anybody else.”
I smiled a little and engulfed him in a hug. There’s no other person in this whole entire world I would rather be with than him. The one who supports me in everything I do. The guy I can count on for anything, to continue loving me even at my worst.
“I love you, Marissa and I always will.” Harry said.
“I love you, too.” A small blush reaching my cheeks. I connected my lips with his and pushed him down on the bed. I smirked seductively and removed his shirt. He smiled back at me, knowing what I was getting at.
I walked back in my house, carrying my bags from shopping today. It was crazy, watching Perrie and Kaitlynn give each other death glares all day. There’s a specific reason why I told Zayn to text them to be nice. Nobody wants to come home from college and listen to arguments. If that was the case, then leaving America was pointless.
I sigh and run up the stairs to the bedroom Harry and I share when I’m not away at college. I miss actually being able to run up and down these stairs to greet Harry. The times before I started college, the times when Harry and I can just goof off without me saying I have homework to do.
Harry keeps distancing himself away from me. It’s kind of scary and me being me, I don’t want to lose him. He’s the best thing that could ever happen to me and I’m scared to lose him. Going off to college in America was the worst thing I could have ever done. Was away for too long, then have to go right back. I get to have no fun at all.
Some skinny, muscular arms wrapped around my torso. I squealed.
“How was shopping babe?” Harry asked.
I sighed and told him everything. From Perrie and Kaitlynn almost killing each other to the constant stares from fans. And the stress of school. Just had to add that in there, so he’ll know I’ve been thinking about him non stop. He sighed and went to sit on the bed.
“I miss you so much, Harry, it’s hurting me. I regret ever going off to America. Being without you for so long.” I made my way over to him, looking into his deep green eyes. I held out my hand for him to take. Tears falling down my face, I said, “I feel like we’re drifting apart. I’m scared this relationship won’t last.”
Fear and pain was in his face immediately. What had just been a happy face is now a scared face? There was also a little mixture of sadness in there. What could have made those beautiful eyes turn so sad and hurt. He pulled me closer, our faces inches apart.
“Marissa, don’t ever doubt something you want to do. Okay, we might not be able to see each other for a long time, but that doesn’t make me love you any less.” Harry’s voice quivered a little at the end. “This relationship will last. I’m going to make sure it lasts because I couldn’t see myself with anybody else.”
I smiled a little and engulfed him in a hug. There’s no other person in this whole entire world I would rather be with than him. The one who supports me in everything I do. The guy I can count on for anything, to continue loving me even at my worst.
“I love you, Marissa and I always will.” Harry said.
“I love you, too.” A small blush reaching my cheeks. I connected my lips with his and pushed him down on the bed. I smirked seductively and removed his shirt. He smiled back at me, knowing what I was getting at.
@Or Nah...Zayn
I think they will bc there's people who still support Zayn. Don't write this us. Write it for yourself
4/6/15