It Never Ends

*Louis's POV*

I took illianna out for the first time after we made up. We decided on the closest pizza parlor, as we were both starving and couldn't hold off on hunger any longer.

Zayn was out with Ariana for the night and agreed that I could take her out and watch over her. It seemed as if he gave me his trust automatically so that illianna could spend more time with me instead of Ariana.

I wasn't complaining though.

We arrived at the restaurant and seated quickly. The place was usually dead on a Tuesday night which meant that of food would be delivered to us and short time.

"So you guys are playing Ridgeway tomorrow huh?" illianna asks as our pizza and chicken wings are placed on our booth.

"Yeah. Second round of playoffs!" I said a bit too enthusiastically, grabbing a slice of pizza.

"We could've played Ridgeway too..." illianna moped, still grieving from her loss.

"But I'm playing for you. And I always wait for you" I parked at her.

She gives me a cheeky smile before digging into the food.

It felt good that I was being able to watch her eat. Finding the empty shape bottle in her bag scared me and made me wonder how she could ruin her body.

It also made me feel guilty that I was the reason who made her begin to drink them.

"So who designed the playoff shirt?" Lily asked setting a pizza crust down.

"I think Monse and Reyza." I assumed. " Why? You don't like them?"

"No! They are nice." She stutters. "This is just the first time they've been designed like that."

I knew exactly the design on the shirt that she was referring to. Our names being matched up on the shirt bothered her, as much as it bothered me.

"Lily, even though we aren't dating, they would've put our names together anyway. We were basically the only stragglers left." I assured her.

She shrugged her shoulders continue to eat. I took the time to look at her. Her complexion was so much lighter and her bones were much more visible.

Her eyes dark circles around them and her cheeks for real rosy.

All I wanted to do was bring up the argument that we had yesterday, but I couldn't bring myself to do that. I wanted to apologize for comparing her to Jenna and earn her trust back, but I didn't want to move too fast with things.

And I wanted to apologize about throwing Nathan in her face, but I knew it wasn't the right time. Besides, I don't even know Nathan. It's better to just forget about him because I knew illianna wouldn't go back with him.

"I want to go play the arcade games," I whined. "Will you come with me?" I asked illianna, placing my hand on her bare by and gently squeezing.

Her breathing picked up which made me move my hand higher.

"I'm to full." She lied, trying to refrain from biting her lip.

"I don't want to go alone though." I whispered grabbing her hand, pulling her from the booth.

We walked into the small arcade area. Nobody else was in there. To clarify, we were the only people at the restaurant.

I earned some tokens for us and we spent around ten minutes playing different games. When I was out of tokens, illianna grabbed my arm dragging me to the Dance, Dance Revolution game.

"I don't know Lily," I stood back. "I'm not good at this."

"Neither am I, but it's fun!" She cheered.

"Can't I just watch you play?"

"No! It's awkward!" She turned around and puffed out her bottom lip, batting her eyelashes. "Play with me please?"

I stepped on the board and quickly kissed her. "Stop being cute, you make it impossible to say no."

"Does that mean you'll play?" She perked, leaning closer to my face.

I groaned. "Damn you and your own alluring ways." I said, inspecting the arrows beneath me.

illianna and send it to tokens and I watched as a machine turned to life. The arrow started to come and I tried my best to keep up with them.

illianna was getting her 'Excellents' a while I was stomping frantically just trying to get one. I ended up giving up halfway a lien against the metal railing.

"Louis!" illianna yelled that she saw me just watching her. I continued to stare at her.

Before the song finished, I grabbed her by her waist and brought her into my embrace. I pulled up against me as I continued to lean on the railing.

"Louis," illianna said quietly. "You made me lose."

"I'm sorry," I said. "Your legs just look so good when they aren't covered in socks and shin guards." I started to massage your thighs.

"I love you legs." I said into her ear.

illianna looked at me while rubbing my face with her palms. I didn't take control because I want her to trust me. She was just way too irresistible and I wanted to make her feel alive and appreciated.

She squeeze my biceps as my hand rested on her lower back. Her lips send connected with mine and we stood kissing on the Dance, Dance Revolution game.

"Louis." She groaned. "We're on the game."

"Should I take you home?" I asked, kissing her again.

"Could you stay the night?"

I looked at her in the quizzical way. Wouldn't Zayn be at the house?

She told me that Zayn was staying the night at Liam's to work on some history project.

I immediately agreed.

I payed for our food and led us out into the empty parking lot. The next stop was to my house so I could gather some clothes and then be on the way to the Malik household.

"So where exactly are we?" I asked illianna as I drove out of parking lot.

"What do you mean?"

"Are we going back out or..." I stop. "Or should we slow down?"

"No, I definitely don't want to slow down!" illianna answered. "Not after what just happened."

"We'll just figure out our feelings later." she said, interlocking her fingers with mine.

I looked into her eyes and could easily spot the feelings that were there, a feelings she had for me.

And as much as it frightened me to admit it, I had feelings for her too.

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