It Never Ends

*illianna's POV*

I sat on the front porch of Louis's house for about an hour even before school let out. I was trying to gain enough courage to do what I was about to do, and sitting on his front steps seem to help.

I hadn't gone to school today, but it was around the time that most people came home. I adjusted my clothing a bit. For some reason I was worried about how I looked. I wanted to impress him, I guess.

Louis pulled his car into the driveway and I just stood up as he walked towards the front door. He was in exercise clothing telling me that he had just came back from what looked like a workout.

He stopped once he saw me and looked up to the sky before turning himself away from me.

"Nathan and I were in love, you know," I started. "Well, I loved him at least. I never knew if he felt the same. The other side girls should have been enough of a reason to convince him that he didn't love me, but I stuck around."

Louis stopped walking, but didn't turned to face me. He walked straight to the door and unlocked it.

He grabbed my hand very gently and let me into his room. His house looked very different without a lot of people and it.

"Did you go to school today?" Was the first thing I asked him.

"No. Don't worry about that. Tell me what you need to say." He demanded.

At this point, tears were dripping from my eyes. I set down on the bed and he shut the door taking a seat next to me.

He looked into my eyes and waited for me to continue. I froze up. I just didn't know what to say. I could stay all of it, but I know that I have to try.

"I don't think I can get into details. Not even Zayn or Ariana know all of it." I paused to think.

"Nathan only dated me so that some other girl could leave him alone. But then he went and cheated on me with that same girl." I explained.

"I gave him everything, and he took it, but threw it back at me so it would hurt me. I thought that maybe it was all my fault and that I deserved it."

Louis continued to stare at me. His eyes now and wonder. "How did things end between you?"

"I saw him cheating..." I gulped. " When I had the courage to leave him, it didn't go as I planned."

Louis place his hand I may knee and gently squeezed it. "I'm not going to say all that sympathetic crap, but just know that it's good to talk about these things."

"Yeah, that's the hardest part though." I mumble, sadly.

Louis turned to face me, and I scooted myself closer to him.

"I don't want to pressure you, but I really want you to tell me." Louis gave me a genuine smile before he pulled me into his arms.

I sat in his lap and press my head against his chest. I felt the rise and fall of his chest and listened to the gentle rhythm of his heartbeat.

"Please don't leave me again." I whispered, my lips to his neck.

"I've been here this whole time illianna. I've never left. And I never will." He whispered back to me, bringing my lips up to meet his.

Notes

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