Roses and Thorns
Smoking Is Bad For You. (27th Chapter)
…An Hour Later…
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Janelle's POV:
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If you take a look at our huge vertical table, you would notice that everyone is having a conversation with each other. Even me, I couldn’t stop laughing while Sherhroze told me about the crazy lifestyle he has. I have learned that he is a trained Mau Thai fighter, and he enjoys being outdoors more than at home. I think the reason I am laughing so much isn’t only because of his stories, but because of the wine that I have been drinking like water.
“You’re so funny.” I pat his arm slowly, as I laugh harder. Suddenly, a shift in a chair makes me stop my laughter. Zayn, stands up from his chair, and excuses everyone for a smoke. I want to follow him, I want to touch his hand, I want to lean my head on his shoulder, but its forbidden.
“(He leans to my ear and whispers) I think he got the message.” I furrow my eyebrows in confusion, not knowing what Shehroze meant.“Who?” I ask in dumb matter, smiling a little like a goofball. “(He smirks cleverly) You should excuse yourself to attend the ladies' room. Go talk to him, because I have a feeling that he wants you to follow him. I can smell it all the way from his seat to here; he fancies you. (My eyes widen at his accurate observation) Stop wasting time, and go. I’ll keep chatting with Perrie until you both are back.” I nod slowly, thanking Shehroze for being understanding. “Excuse me, I’ll just be right back.” Everyone nods, and on the cue of my departure; I hear Shehroze asking Perrie some random question.
I force myself to be a little less tipsy, as I find the terrace. Once I open the door, I see him. His hands are placed on the ceramic fence, while the cigarette is held between his lips. I glide my heels slowly towards him, and once I reach I take the roll from his mouth. I throw it on the ground, crushing it lightly with my heel.
“Smoking is bad for you.” He doesn’t say a word, but he darts his eyes at me like I tried to murder him. “Are you done hooking up with my cousin? Did you guys plan a wedding date, yet? Oh how about we share the same date? Heck let’s double the wedding!” He throws his hands in the air, and I squirm a little; afraid of him abusing me.
Once he notices my scared reaction, he drops his hands slowly to my waist.“(He whispers) I wasn’t going to hit you… Don’t be scared of me, ever. I'd rather get my hand chopped off before it harms you...” I open my eyes slowly, as I see his face closer to mine; only an inch apart. I swat his hands away from my hips, and spit rudely:
“Don’t touch me, just don’t. We don’t want another pregnancy in the family, now.” I never planned to say such words, and once they got out I immediately regretted them. “You never will understand.” He shakes his head in disappointment, and begins to walk away. I hold his arm in force stopping him. “Understand what? That you slept with Perrie and knocked her up? Oh I can definitely understa-…” He interrupts me by yelling out: “I NEVER SLEPT WITH HER WITHOUT PROTECTION! I ALWAYS USED TO CHECK AND I AM POSITIVE OF THIS! GOD ELLE, WHY DO YOU LIKE TO ALWAYS SEE YOURSELF AS A VICTIM? TRUST ME, RIGHT NOW YOU AREN’T!”
As soon as he finishes his yells, I find myself cupping his neck closer; bringing my lips to meet his. He is surprised in the beginning, but he kisses back after a second. What am I doing? No, I can’t kiss him! Damn my tipsy feeling and damn this whole situation! I quickly depart my lips from his, and I look at his eyes to see them closed. “(I whisper in sadness) I guess you should have double-checked…” With my words released, we both stiffen to the person that appears to be standing here with us.
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Janelle's POV:
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If you take a look at our huge vertical table, you would notice that everyone is having a conversation with each other. Even me, I couldn’t stop laughing while Sherhroze told me about the crazy lifestyle he has. I have learned that he is a trained Mau Thai fighter, and he enjoys being outdoors more than at home. I think the reason I am laughing so much isn’t only because of his stories, but because of the wine that I have been drinking like water.
“You’re so funny.” I pat his arm slowly, as I laugh harder. Suddenly, a shift in a chair makes me stop my laughter. Zayn, stands up from his chair, and excuses everyone for a smoke. I want to follow him, I want to touch his hand, I want to lean my head on his shoulder, but its forbidden.
“(He leans to my ear and whispers) I think he got the message.” I furrow my eyebrows in confusion, not knowing what Shehroze meant.“Who?” I ask in dumb matter, smiling a little like a goofball. “(He smirks cleverly) You should excuse yourself to attend the ladies' room. Go talk to him, because I have a feeling that he wants you to follow him. I can smell it all the way from his seat to here; he fancies you. (My eyes widen at his accurate observation) Stop wasting time, and go. I’ll keep chatting with Perrie until you both are back.” I nod slowly, thanking Shehroze for being understanding. “Excuse me, I’ll just be right back.” Everyone nods, and on the cue of my departure; I hear Shehroze asking Perrie some random question.
I force myself to be a little less tipsy, as I find the terrace. Once I open the door, I see him. His hands are placed on the ceramic fence, while the cigarette is held between his lips. I glide my heels slowly towards him, and once I reach I take the roll from his mouth. I throw it on the ground, crushing it lightly with my heel.
“Smoking is bad for you.” He doesn’t say a word, but he darts his eyes at me like I tried to murder him. “Are you done hooking up with my cousin? Did you guys plan a wedding date, yet? Oh how about we share the same date? Heck let’s double the wedding!” He throws his hands in the air, and I squirm a little; afraid of him abusing me.
Once he notices my scared reaction, he drops his hands slowly to my waist.“(He whispers) I wasn’t going to hit you… Don’t be scared of me, ever. I'd rather get my hand chopped off before it harms you...” I open my eyes slowly, as I see his face closer to mine; only an inch apart. I swat his hands away from my hips, and spit rudely:
“Don’t touch me, just don’t. We don’t want another pregnancy in the family, now.” I never planned to say such words, and once they got out I immediately regretted them. “You never will understand.” He shakes his head in disappointment, and begins to walk away. I hold his arm in force stopping him. “Understand what? That you slept with Perrie and knocked her up? Oh I can definitely understa-…” He interrupts me by yelling out: “I NEVER SLEPT WITH HER WITHOUT PROTECTION! I ALWAYS USED TO CHECK AND I AM POSITIVE OF THIS! GOD ELLE, WHY DO YOU LIKE TO ALWAYS SEE YOURSELF AS A VICTIM? TRUST ME, RIGHT NOW YOU AREN’T!”
As soon as he finishes his yells, I find myself cupping his neck closer; bringing my lips to meet his. He is surprised in the beginning, but he kisses back after a second. What am I doing? No, I can’t kiss him! Damn my tipsy feeling and damn this whole situation! I quickly depart my lips from his, and I look at his eyes to see them closed. “(I whisper in sadness) I guess you should have double-checked…” With my words released, we both stiffen to the person that appears to be standing here with us.
Notes
I really don't have that much time to give you my notes for today :( I'm in a hurry since people are coming over to give us their condolences <3 I hope you forgive me for today only <3 I'm so sorry <3
Questions for tomorrow: Unpacking or Packing? Who's the person on the terrace? Pigtails? A promise? :O
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the funny part is that my name is Serenity
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