Where do I belong?

CHAPTER 7

Niall’s POV

Beep! Beep! Beep! Fucking alarm, I switched it off and saw the time 9:47. Where the hell was Camilla? She was sleeping with me yesterday because- Oh yeah, I kicked her out cos she wouldn’t let me eat… I might as well go and apologise, she was probably in her room. What? Her room was empty, her bed still untouched from what happened last night. I went into the corridor and saw Harry coming out his room laughing to himself, he’s a bit weird that one, “Just like you” Camilla always says, she says that we should be brothers as we’re so alike, but then again I’m Irish and he isn’t, which means that I’m awesome and he is less awesome. “Hey mate” I say high-fiving him “Alright bro?” he replies “Yep, have you seen Camilla? I kicked her out of my room last night and I don’t know where she went.” I said “Yeh, she slept with me” he said casually starting to walk away.

“SHE FUCKING WHAT?” I literally raged “YOU FUCKING SLEPT WITH HER?” I shouted at him as I grabbed his arm “Fucking hell Niall, calm down.” “You don’t dare even fucking touching her. Understand?” I said getting close to his face. “Nothing happened, and even if it did why the hell would you care?” he said with a raised tone “I swear that if you hurt her, you’re going out this fucking house!” I replied “You don’t own her!” Harry replied angrily “I know I don’t. But I know how you are and have been with girls Styles.” I said sighing. “Hey guys everything alright?” Camilla said coming out of Harry’s room, only in her underwear on… I glared at Harry and he just shrugged and raised his shoulders like he didn’t know anything. “Why the fuck were you in Harry’s room?” I asked her, “Uhm, maybe because you kicked me out of yours. So I texted Harry and asked him if I could sleep in his room.” She said sighing. “Nothing happened mate, don’t worry.” Harry said again as he went back into his room, saying something in Camilla's ear as he left.

I slid down the wall. I don’t know why but the idea of her being with Harry pissed me off, maybe because he was a dick to his ex and I didn’t want Camilla to get hurt after all she’s kind of like my sister. Or maybe since Cami hadn’t had a boyfriend for about a year it needed some getting used to, I don’t know. “Niall hun, are you ok?” Camilla said sitting down next to me. “Yeah, just, please, promise me you won’t do anything stupid. Harry is not the best in relationships and if you do want to be with him, be careful and know what you’re getting yourself into.” I said kind of just staring at her. “Hey, don’t worry, nothing is happening between me and Harry, we’re just friends, good friends, but he’ll never replace you Nello, you’re my brother. Ok?” she said kissing my cheek and getting up.

Louis started coming down the stairs from the floor above ours, “Oi oi oi, it’s my friend Louis.” I said getting up “Yes! Get in! I have friends!” Louis fist bumped the air in triumph, “No you don’t Lou, I just pay him so that I don’t feel sorry for you all the time” Camilla said to him coming up from the kitchen downstairs “Yeh, cheers, just ruin my dreams then.” He said. When Camilla came into sight Liam wolf whistled as he too came onto the landing “you’re such a creep” Camilla said rolling her eyes. “Not our fault, you should wear more clothes. Are your legs getting sexier by the minute or is it just me?” Louis said as she playfully punched him, but she is strong and he actually did flinch, hahahah. To be honest I do agree with Louis and Liam, Camilla’s legs are honestly really hot, really long and tanned and they were just right.

“What was all that shouting about?” Liam said as they all followed me into my room “Niall was having a go at Harry because he slept with Camilla, he was proper shouting and I thought he was going to punch him” Louis said throwing himself onto the bed. “YOU WHAT?” Camilla said as she shot up from the floor and shouted at me “oh come on, Louis is exaggerating, I was not about topunch him” I said turning away and trying to get out, but like always Camilla got infront of me and shut the door. “Niall, please never, ever, do that again.” She said sounding a bit hurt “I just don’t like the thought of-” “I thought we already went through this. NOTHING happened. Just leave it.” She cut me off. “Yeah, mate, don’t worry, the poor girl hasn’t done anything, and neither has Harry.” Louis said while playing angry birds. “right everyone, lets get ready, we’re going to the lake today!” Louis shouted running to his room.

Eliza’s POV

I lay in bed, in my underwear. The duvet was covering my whole body in case one of the boys came in. The thought of them made me sick, it’s true I didn’t know them really at all, but their whole gender was the same. They never really care about you, they just want to fuck you and get on with their lives! Maybe I shouldn’t be so harsh, these were Cami’s friends and she has always made better choices when it came to guys than me. Well, at least since Mark… but, I don’t want to talk about that.

“Hey,” it was Niall; at least I think it was Niall. He was blonde and had an Irish accent, so, yeah. He seemed awkward. “What do you want?” I asked, barely moving my head to look at him. “Breakfast’s ready,” he smiled softly, “we were wondering if you wanted to come down, we are going to the lake afterwards as well.” He looked at me kindly. It was sweet, but it kind of made me uncomfortable, It had been years since I’d actually spoken to a guy who was trying to be nice. Part of me loved it, but part of me just wanted to tell him to fuck off, so my mouth met in the middle. “Yeah, whatever. I’ll be down in a bit.” He looked slightly upset, and left my room. I tried to ignore the look on his face and just get dressed. I’d change my attitude when he gave me a reason to trust him. I got dressed and made my way downstairs.
The room went silent as I entered, I kept a straight face and sat in the corner of the table next to Camilla and an empty chair. I counted the other people, 6, 7, shit! That meant that one of the boys was still in bed and had to sit next to me. I tried to eat as quickly as I could so that I could leave before he’d sat down. “Chill El, what’s wrong?” Cami asked. I ignored her and slowed down. Suddenly, Liam came in and made his way towards the empty chair. There was a chorus of the boys mocking him as he did so. I know it was aimed at him, but honestly it must’ve affected me more.

A few minutes later, normal conversation had continued, Liam looked at me. I averted my gaze, wishing I could be invisible. He coughed, “I know you’ve just had a bad break up, I mean…” he began to fade off, “never mind.” He was nervous. He must be pretty pathetic, well, not necessarily. It’s not my fault if I’m used to druggies and jerks. Being here is honestly is the first time in years I’ve felt like the guys I’m with are after more than just drugs and head. I turned to face him. I cleared my throat, “sorry,” he seemed shocked, I continued, “I know I’m not the easiest person to get to know.” He smiled, “well, maybe you can sit with me on the way to the lake and we could chat anyway.” It was weird, he actually seemed like he wanted to talk, to become friends. Even if he had other ideas for later, I was starting to enjoy this new species of male human.

Harry’s POV

We were sitting at the breakfast table. I was still thinking about the go that Niall had at me earlier, for fucks sake, I thought he was about to punch me in the face back then, I’m still trying to figure out if it he was just being protective or maybe, just maybe, it was jealousy, and I do not see the need for jealousy, sadly nothing was going on between me and Camilla…

Something was going on between Liam and Eliza, I didn’t know her that well but she didn’t seem very easy with boys. Zayn got up and said “Come on guys, picnic and everything else is ready, me and Liv made it. Let’s get into the cars, Harry is driving and Louis and Liam are going with him. Niall and me are in the other one, girls you choose where you want to go.” Everyone started rushing around to see if they had everything, I just sat down on the couch and thought about the shitty day I was going to have cos Camilla was ignoring me. “Hey bro... uhm, can I just explain my shitty attitude?” It was Niall, I hadn’t even realised he was next to me until he started speaking, “Don’t worry, it’s fine, I understand why you kind of snapped. It’s cool.” I said grinning at him, no one could be mad a Niall for long, he’s such a nice lad to be honest.

Camilla went in the car with Niall and Zayn and Liv obviously followed. Strangely enough Liam had made Eliza come in the car with us and they were now in the back, happily chatting away. Ok, I decided, today I was going to have fun regardless of what Camilla will do, I will pay no notice of who she is with and I will not get jealous, it will be all like before when me and her were mates, it was all good, I will be her mate, only that. After all, today was a good hot day, and I was spending it with my favourite people, the lads and the gals.

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