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Where do I belong?

Chapter Six

CHAPTER 6

Harry’s POV

As strange as it sounds I did feel a bit weird, I mean we were friends and all and yeah we cuddled and hung out and stuff but like, we had never slept in the same bed. I’m not going to lie I have fantasised about this once, okay more than once, but I feel a bit nervous. Why? Don’t ask me, I have always been a ladies man and I’ve had quite a lot of girlfriends but I don’t think I’ve ever felt like this about anyone, yes, it is very cheesy and shit like that but I just can’t help it. Wait, are my hands sweating?! Fuck! Shit, okay Harry calm down it’s not like you’re going out or anything, she doesn’t like you, get her out of your head, stop thinking about her; she’s just your friend. FRIEND Harry! Would you like me to spell that out for you? F, R, I, E, N, D. Get the point? Right, I went to the bathroom to run my hands under the cold water and I heard a faint knock at the door, she was there, I didn’t even have to tell her to come in as I heard the door open and she came in.

I turned around and fuck did her legs look good. She stood there and looked down tucking a strand of hair behind her ear, when she looked up she smiled at me but she was fidgeting with her fingers, I know that when she does that it means she’s either uncomfortable or stressed. She had this Bull’s basketball tshirt that Niall must have given to her as I recognised it, she made her way onto my bed and just kind of sat there. “You ok?” she smiled and raised an eyebrow, shit, I was staring at her “Yep, just tired” I replied “Sorry about this Haz, didn’t mean to ruin your night…” she said fidgeting, well at least I know that I wasn’t the only one that felt awkward. “Oh no, it’s fine really don’t worry about it” I said making my way over to the bed.

She grabbed a pillow and stood up “What are you doing?” I said confused and actually amused a little bit really, “What does it look like I’m doing? I’m sleeping on the floor you mong” she said rolling her eyes. “No you’re not” I said sighing “I would never let you sleep on the floor” I said pushing her on the bed. “Styles, watch out” she said smirking “What if I don’t?” I cheekily said back, honestly I don’t know what goes on in that girl’s head, she could’ve been thinking of kissing me or hitting me, and to be honest, I preferred the first option. “If you don’t, this will happen” she said and laughed as she threw the pillow at me. “Right, this is war” I said as I joined in with the laughing and hit her with a pillow as well. I think I hit her too hard at one point because she sat back pouting and said “Ouch” which made me smile, she was so cute. “Oh, I’m sorry” I said still smiling and lying down. “It’s fine” she giggled. We got under the covers and faced opposite ways. “Night Hazza, and, uhm, thanks” she said as she pulled the covers up “Night night cami. Sleep well”.

I lay there for what seemed like ages, I swear I could feel her thinking, her thoughts were so loud, I could hear her brain working. “Ok, what’s up?” I said as I faced her “Huh?” she said turning around to face me. “I can hear you overthinking, come on, what’s wrong” I said as I kind of sat up. “You really want to know what’s wrong? I’m a mess Harry, that’s what’s wrong” she said sighing and resting her head on mine. “No you’re not. You’re fine” I said resting my chin on the top of her hair, I liked how her hair smelt, it was apple, it actually kind of turned me on for some strange reason. “Yes I am, I’m shit at school and swimming is becoming really hard lately and with all the work I have to catch up on I’m finding it really hard to concentrate on my sports, I mean I love swimming and soccer but come on, I’m not any good at them, and it’s so much pressure, teachers tell me I’m shit and now I’m starting to believe it” she said ashamed “Hun, nothing’s wrong with you, you’re just stressed it’s pre-school shit, it’s normal. And you’re bloody amazing at everything you do ok? I never get tired of watching you play soccer or do your swimming, you’re really good and everyone pretty much knows that you’re going to be swimming captain so don’t stress. Also you’re not shit at school, it’s just you’re not the most academic person in the world and it’s totally fine, you’re good at French and history and the rest you pass by, it’s fine don’t worry” I said trying to reassure her. “And do you want to know something?” I said quietly “What?” she replied looking up at me, “You’re perfect to me, anything that you decide to do, I’ll always be there for you, we’ve become such good friends and you’re amazing” I whispered down at her, when I said the word friends my heart hurt a little, but if I wanted her in my life and I wanted to not fuck anything up I needed to stay friends, at least that way I could see her all the time. “You do not understand how much better that made me feel” she said as she started to close her eyes. We just lay there in silence, she was tracing my swallow tattoos, I never let anyone touch them, but with Camilla it was different, I liked how she traced my tattoos, when she traced the birds and the butterfly on my chest it gave me the chills, she was so perfect, how could she not see it? Then I guess I must have dozed off as I can’t remember anything else.

Camilla’s POV

I woke up and checked my phone, it was 8:23 and I guess no one had woken up yet, I went to Harry’s bathroom quietly and looked at myself in the mirror. Yep, usual bed hair, bags under my eyes and my eyes looked small just like every morning. I switched on the water in the shower and got undressed. I slipped in it and let the cold water run down my back. Mmmh this was nice and relaxing, I used Harry’s shampoo to wash my hair, hope that one goes well and that my hair won’t end up looking all weird and turns blue or something just like that one time Liam put paint in my shampoo and I didn’t realise... After I rinsed my hair I let the water flow on my body. I started thinking, about the most random thing, unicorns on rainbows, I was only joking, I was thinking about Harry, obviously.

I liked the conversation that we had last night, it was quite awkward but at the same time it was really nice. Honestly, I’d never really hung out with Harry before that, or if we did hang out together there was always Niall there and I stayed with him and didn’t really pay much attention to Harry, oh fuck now I feel bad. Why had I never really noticed how much of a nice and sensitive guy he was? I always liked him for his looks and to be honest fell in love with him for what I saw, so basically him on the outside and not on the inside and thought that really he was a bit of a dick with girls sometimes. I like how Harry is sensitive and how he can be really sweet, I remember his last girlfriend dumped him for being too insensitive, but she was a bitch and I hated her, ha sucks to be her! I guess maybe he’s changed to get her back or something or just like, get girls in general.

Now the memories came flooding back, about how I met Niall and Harry. Me and Niall have been best friends since I was 10 and he was 11, yep he got held back a year. The first time we spoke I remember was in my maths lesson, I was meant to start school when everybody else did at the start of the year but my dog died the first day of school so I stayed home for about a week as I kept on crying non stop, I know, sad. I went in school on the Tuesday after school started and since my dad woke up late I got in at about 11:30 the principal gave me my time table and escorted me in the maths classroom the teacher introduced me and told a small, cute blonde kid if it was alright for him if I sat next to him, he didn’t mind and so I made my way over to the desk.

I sat down and immediately me and him became great friends, he told me his name was Niall, he was from Ireland and he just moved here during the summer, I’d lived here all my life and so I told him I could show him around if he wanted he said he’d love to. That exact day me and Niall met up after lessons and we went in town and I showed him everything, the icecream shops, the park, the parts where we weren’t allowed to go to as the older kids hung out there, I also showed him my favourite place, a little shed thing next to the little lake in the park, my dad had built that for me when I was a small kid. Since we got back late-ish for 13 year olds on a school night my mom said he could stay over to eat. We checked our timetables and it turned out that me and him had the same classes, ha lucky!

We immediately became best friends, he used to come and pick me up before school and we walked together every day. Our mums and dads became very good friends and so we started doing almost everything together. We went to all the same schools and we started to do swimming together. When I was 14 my mum died in of drug overdose, no one knew why and no one knew that she even took drugs, not even my dad. My dad and I got back from a swimming match and we dropped Niall off at his house, when we arrived home we found my mum dead in the bathroom, I rember my dad calling 911, Niall immediately came to mine when he heard the sirens cease near my house, I stayed home for 2 months after my mums death, Niall was always by my side, every day before and after school he came to my house, his mum let me stay over at their house for about a month when dad went to England to see my aunt as her husband died of cancer and she was left with five kids. Basically I lived at the Horan’s house from when I was 14 and my mom died until when I was about 15 and a half as my dad ended up staying in England with aunty Cathy for a year and a bit.

Niall had become like a brother to me and we were inseparable. By the time I was 17 my dad got engaged to a woman called Amalia, I hated her, a lot. They got married a week before my 18th so Niall’s mum ended up organising most of my 18th birthday party as my dad chose to go on his honey moon with that bitch. As soon as I turned 18 me and Niall started to look for houses we could move in, we found one and we originally shared it with Liv, my best girl friend, I met her when I was 16 and since then we became like sisters ,Niall got a bit jealous but got used to the idea just like I had to get used to him having girlfriends a few years before and him to me having boyfriends. Then Louis and Zayn, then Liam came along, and then just a year ago along came Harry. I really didn’t like him at the start he seemed cocky, but then him and Niall became really good friends and we started hanging out more, he was always flirty with me but it was his natural instinct. I always had found him really hot but I never really got to know him really well.

“Uhm, Camilla? Is that you? Are you alright in there?” It was Harry, shit I had drifted off I spent about an hour and a half in the shower! “Yep, uhm, totally fine” I replied turning the shower off and getting out quickly, shit there were no towels! “Uhm hey Harry!” I shouted from the en suite “What?” he shouted back “There’s no towels in here! Could you please pass me one?” I heard him rumbling “Yeh sure” he knocked on the door and I unlocked it and put my arm out but my body was behind the door so he couldn’t see it “Thanks” I said and smiled grabbing it and shutting the door. He went out smirking. Why? He’s such a creep that kid is… Shit, I just realised that there’s a mirror behind me, how fucking embarrassing…

Notes

Heyy Guysss!!

Thank you so so much for 221 views, I'm so excited! I hope you are starting to like the story more and more as it goes on :)

I'm getting really caught up in school work lately and so I'm not able to update as much as I want to... I need to write a bit more chapters before updating again I think.

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Comments

@flash-me-Styles
Welcome:)

MyraH. MyraH.
3/12/14

@MyraH.

Thank you so much! ;)

@MyraH.

flash-me-Styles flash-me-Styles
3/12/14

Rly good girl keep doing what ur doin;) xD

MyraH. MyraH.
3/12/14

@onedream_oneway_one direction

cool username ;)
aww thankee! are you writing your own at the moment? My other chapters are better than this so please keep reading!
I'll update when I get to 15 views!
Nope, camilla didn't get peer pressured into taking drugs..
Keep on commenting when i post my chaptersss x x x

flash-me-Styles flash-me-Styles
3/12/14

Hey, cute story so far, I've read quite a few fan fictions but haven't uploaded my own yet. I think it's got the potential to be really good. I think that Camilla is uneasy because she had a bad experience with peer pressure at her High School and had to go to hospital after being forced to take drugs. What do you think, am I close?

Keep writing, I'll be waiting for the next entry ;) xxx