.Lost.

Harry's POV

***Skip the morning***

Here i am walking to her house. She will thank me, come back to me and kiss me once she hears this. I just know it!

After a few minutes i arrived at her house. I rang the bell and waited for someone to opn the door. After a few seconds Mrs. Jolley opened the door.

"Hey. W-who a-are you?" I sighed. "Harry. Harry Styles." He eyes widened and she smiled. "Oh my god Harry! It's so nice to see you! Come in." Not what i expected but okay. We walked into the living room and sat down on the couch.

"So.......how are you?" "I ehmm...............i'm okay. It can go better but it's alright. How are you?" She smiled and me and nodded. "I'm good. You look different with all those tattoo's and stuff. I didn't recognise you at first but now i do. You're still the same dorky Harry as uh......two years ago. What happened between you two? She won't tell me."

"Yeah i uh........-" "What the hell are you doing here!? Mom? Why are you talking to him!?" Maddy cutted me off. Great. "Calm down sweetheart. It's okay. But i actually don't really know why he is here." Right. Of course not. Dumbass.

"Yeah..........i came for Maddy. I-if that's o-okay?" She nodded and smiled at me. Of course i smiled back. Maddy groaned loudly and ran upstairs. I ran after her. She closed the door and locked it before i could come in.

"Maddy please...........open the door. I need to tell you something and you need to listen." "NO! I don't even know why you're here. Go away, please?" She begged while she sounded so weak.

"No. I can't. Please, give me a chance. This is the last one. My last chance. Please. I'm begging you. Please....." I begged and she sighed very loudly. "Alright. Come in." She said after she opened the door.

I walked into her room and closed the door behind my back while she sat down on her bed.

"Okay. Tell me what you need to tell me and i'll listen to you." She said and i nodded. "Alright."

Maddy's POV

"So............" He began. "Yeah? Make it quick please." "Alright. I talked to Luke yesterday. He wanted to pick up a fight with me. I didn't do anything and he i'm lucky he didn't do anything to. Remember that day i had a black eye and all that bruises on my face?" He said and i nodded.

"Yeah. That was Luke. He told me to stay away from you. He told me you was his and other shit. He also told me if i said anything about this he would kill you. Not me, you. I didn't tell you this because you would never ever believe me. He doesn't love you. He is using you." He said and i laughed at him.

"You're crazy. You really want me back huh? Well..........let me tell you this. I hate you. I never loved you and i will never ever love you. Luke would never ever do something like that to me. I fucking hate you!!" I yelled and he smirked.

"Oh really?" He said while he smirked. "Yes, really." "Well............why don't you listen to this?" I grabbed his cell phone from his pocket and clicked on something then i heard Luke's voice and Harry's voice.

"What the hell do you want Harry!?" Luke kinda yelled to him.

"Well...........i want Maddy back. So.......you're now gonna call her and say it's over." Harry said and Luke laughed. "Or what? You're gonna tell her? She won't believe you Harry. I will not break up with her. Ever." Luke said.

"Oh really?" "Yeah really." "Why do you think she won't believe me?" "Because i'm her boyfriend and she trusts me." Luke said and he chuckled.

"Wich part do you think she won't believe me?" Harry asked. "Hmm...........what do you think?" "Oh well...........maybe the part that you really don't give a shit about her or the part don't really love her. Or maybe, you know, maybe the part that you're using her." Harry said.

"Yeah. I think it's that. She will never ever believe a piece of shit like you!" Luke yelled and Harry laughed. "So it's true. You're really using her? You don't really love her huh? Don't tell me you're gonna deny it!?" Harry yelled and Luke sighed.

"You really want to know what's going on?" Harry answered with a yes. "Alright. But not in public." I heard walking them away to somewhere quiet. Someone closed the door and locked it.

"So.......tell me." Harry said. "I don't give a fuck about her!! I HATE HER! I'm using her. I'm not gonna tell you for what but i am! OKAY!? And love? NO. You've got anything you want to know now!?" Luke yelled.

"Yeah. So that's why you wanted to tell me this in private? Not in public? Because other people would know your little game?" Harry asked and Luke answered with a yes.

"Okay. Thank you so very much for telling me this Luke. I won't tell anyone. I promise." Harry said and. "Bye Luke." "Yeah. Eh.......bye dipshit." Luke said.

Someone i think Harry walked out of the classroom, towards the exit of the school. I can hear it. The last thing i heard was: "Gotcha!"

"Wow. That was uhm....." I couldn't finish my sentence because tears started to fall. "I'm so sorry Maddy. I'm not doing this becuase i want you back. I really want you back but that's not the reason. The reason is that you deserve someone who really loves you and really cares about you. And that someone is not Luke. I'm sorry." Harry said almost whispered.

"And that someone is you?" He sighed and shook his head no. "I don't know. Maybe i am and maybe i am not that one person. I just want you to be happy." He said and i smiled. "Thank you." I whispered and he grinned at me.

"I feel like someone stabbed me in the heart with a knife. I.......fuck!!" I yelled and Harry sighed.

"You know what? I'll you buy some ice cream and some other stuff. Then i come back here and then we can watch some stupid movies okay?" " Yeah.....that would be lovely. But i still need to break up with Luke." "You can do that later. I'm gonna go now. See ya in a few minutes bye!"

I texted Luke if he could come here and he andwered with a yes. He would be here in like ten minutes. After 12 minutes Luke arrived. He opened my door, walked in and closed it behind his back.

"So Maddy..........why did you need me? Are you horny or something?" "What the fuck Luke!! No. Besides.........i would never ever have sex with someone who doesn't even love me, is using for god knows what and fucking hates me!!" I yelled at him and his jaw almost hit the ground.

"W-what? Where a-are you t-talking about?" He whispered and stuttered at the same time. "I didn't say any of that. I love you to the moon and back. I'm not using you. I would, no, i could never do that and i don't fucking hate you. Who told you this?" He said very calm.

Too calm. "Someone. That's for me to know and for you to never find out." I said and smirked. "Yeah..........Harry told you this huh? I knew it!! And you fucking believe him!?" "Yes. Yes i do."

He laughed and shook his head. "You don't have proof that it's true which it's not by the way." I chuckled. "I didn't believe him at first when he told me but.........-" "But what!?" He screamed.

"He recorded it. That's the reason i believe him! Okay!? HE FUCKING RECORDED IT YOU LITTLE PEACE OF DIPSHIT!!" I screamed back.

His eyes widened. "He what? I............he..........i said that because he wanted me to say that. He wanted us to break up so i gave him what he wanted. I didn't know he would recorded it and go to you with it!." He said and i nodded.

"Yeah...........right. I still believe him." "WHY!?" He screamed and i gasped. You wanna know why i gasped? Well..........i know Luke as a good sweet boy. He doesn't get into fight and has never ever really yelled or screamed at me or anyone. Fake. It was all fake. He was fake.

"He has proof Luke. That's why. And maybe i never really loved no liked you. I just wanted someone to replace Harry. That's it!" He smirked.

"Yeah. A stupid troubled boy who drinks himself to death. Sleeps with women every night and makes stupid bets and a lot of other dangerous stuff Maddy. Is that what you want? A bad boy? Because i am a bad boy. The only difference was that i was good for you." He said and i shook my head no.

"No, what you did was all a big fat lie. And Harry isn't like that! He is sweet, kind, caring, beautiful and a lot of other shit! You don't know him! Not Li-" "No, you're wrong! I know him. He isn't that sweet lovely, caring person as he was two years ago!" I gasped.

"You don't know him like i do. Towards you and other shitfaces he is maybe so dangerous and stupid and bad but towards me he is still the same Harry.-" "No he isn't. Deep, deep down he maybe is yeah but now he isn't. Does he even love you huh? He doesn't. He doesn't even know what love is anymore." A tear leaved my eye. "Leave. Get out! And don't you dare to ever come back here!" I yelled and he laughed before he nodded.

"Good luck with your loverboy. You know you can always come back to me!!" "Never!!" Then he leaved and i heard someone slamming the front door. Fuck.

"Hey. Are you okay? Luke just came wal-" "I know, i know. I just broke up with him. I hate him. I really do. Thank you. Uh..........anyway........what did you buy?" He grinned and sat down on my bed. He patted the space next to him and i sat down to.

"You're gonna change into some comfy clothes and then i have your favorite Ben&Jerry. Oh and then i have some movies!" He said excited and i nodded.

"Oh and Maddy?" "Yeah?" He smiled at me and gave me a necklace. "I bought you a necklace. I just liked it so i thought why not!?" I nodded and smiled at him.

I walked into the bathroom to change. I changed into some sweatpants, Harry's shirt which smelled like him by the way and some socks. Oh and the necklace of course. I brushed my hair and sighed. Here we go. I walked out of the bathroom into my bedroom.

"Are you ready for the best movie night of your life!?" I laughed at him and nodded. We both sat down on my bed. Soon The Notebook was playing.

"D-do you really think i'm still the same Harry deep down here?" He whispered and i sighed. "Yeah. I don't know. Maybe........" I sighed again. "It's okay. Maybe it's still there and maybe it isn't. To be honest i really don't know. I don't know who i am. Who i want to be and who i was. It's complicated. Sorry." He whispered and i kissed his cheek.

"It's okay. I want to help you. I'll help you to find yourself." I whispered back and he nodded. We looked into each others eyes.

"That would be amazing because i hate it to be lost. Not knowing who you are and where you belong. Right now, i'm lost. But i know i will find my place soon. With or without you..............." He said before planting his lips on mine.

I hope it's with me. It's wrong but i know i will find my way. I'm just as lost as him. Maybe even more..... Harry is my only hope.

Notes

Haai.......

I didn't do a spelling check. Sorry..... Check out my other stories two please!!

What do you think Luke is going to do now they broke up?

xx -This_Girl_Loves_Styles