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Harry's POV

I woke up took a shower and got dressed. I ate my breakfast and walked out of my house. I walked towards my car and drove off to school. It's the last day of the first week of school. Finally. It's friday.

I arrived at school and parked my car. I stepped out and locked my car.

I walked towards my gang. "Hello Styles. Nice to see you!" Liam shouted and i groaned. "Not now mate." He frowned. "What's wrong?" I sighed.

Why would i tell them? There is no point in telling them. They will never understand. Only Louis but he is even against us. I want Maddy, i need Maddy. Nobody understands why.

"Nothing." I whispered and Louis laughed. "Oh really? Nothing? Oh come on Harry! We all know something is wrong! What is it?" Louis teased and i glared at him.

"NOTHING!! OKAY! NOTHING!!" I yelled almost screamed and he laughed at me again. Why the fuck is he laughing? Does he think it's funny to lose someone? No, it isn't!!

"Oh well............i think there is something wrong. Is it uhmm..............Maddy?" He said and i didn't say anything back. I looked down and closed my eyes.

"It is huh? Did she ran away from you? Does she hate you? Did she rejected you? Do you still love her? You do huh? You love her. After all these years you still do. She doesn't love you anymore Harry. She moved on. She hates you." Louis said and i grew angry.

"NO!" "Yes. She loves Luke. She is fucking Luke. They even talked about a child and marriage. She doesn't even think about you. Hell, she doesn't even has one picture left of you two." Louis said and that brought tears to my eyes.

"No. I............no. She l-loves m-me. I-i..............i know s-she d-does." I said while i stuttered.

Louis grinned and shook his head no. "Yeah..........right. She doesn't love you Harry. She never ever did love you. She only pretended she did. She doesn't really love you Harry and she never did. Hell, she would never ever love you even if she wants to. Nobody could ever love you."

Now the tears where streaming down my face. "W-wha-at?" I asked between sobs. Why am i crying? In front of my gang? I don't want to cry but i can't stop.

"Nobody could and will ever love you because you are not a boy people want to love. You are not a boy people want to be with. You can't give them love. You can't love back. You're not capable to love someone. You have no heart." Louis said and laughed.

"How can he have no heart? He can't be alive if he has no heart." Zayn said looked at him. He smiled at me and nodded. I nodded back. I was still crying. I can't stop it! FUCK!!

"Ugh...........Zayn! Why do you have to ruin everything!?" Louis yelled and Zayn sighed. "I'm not ruining everything!! YOU ARE!! You try to seperate them. They love each other. It's true love!" Zayn yelled back and i began to cry more.

Wait a second. What did he just say!? "W-what? Z-zayn? W-where are y-you t-talki-ing about?" I said between sobs. "I'm talking about this ridiculous plan! Louis is trying to seperate you and Maddy. I have no idea why. I only know it's the most stupid plan i've ever heard." Zayn said and Louis looked down.

"What? I-i...............how could you? You know how much she means to me. She isn't really a slut huh? All those things you said about her are a lie. Right?" Silence. "I said RIGHT!?"

Louis sighed and nodded. "Why? I thought we were best friends Louis. I would've never expected that from you Louis. My own best friend. The one i told everything to. The one i shared my deepest secrets to. All my memories with Maddy. I told you everthing about me and my whole life and now you do this...........i...........why?" I didn't cry anymore. I was angry.

"I............i don't know........ It's like we lost you. Like........you're in a whole different world when you're around her. You are not the Harry we know. You are not yourself when you are with her. You're like a softie." Louis said and i grew even more angry than i already was.

"No. You're wrong Louis. So wrong. I'm not myself when i'm with you and the lads. I'm myself when i'm with her. You made me into a person i'm not!" I yelled and Louis looked down. Zayn smirked and Liam smiled while i chukcled.

"Yes. Feel bad about what you did. That was so wrong Louis and you know it!" I yelled and walked away. A few minutes later i arrived at my locker. I looked to my right and saw Maddy at her locker as well.

"Maddy i-" She cutted me off. "No Harry. Not this time. Not again. Leave me alone!" She said and i sighed. "Fine. If that's really what you want........" "Yep. That's what i want."

No. She doesn't want this. I know it. She wants and needs me as much as i want and need her.

"Look me straight into the eyes and say that again." She sighed and turned around to look at me. She looked into my eyes and didn't say anything. "Well? Aren't you gonna say anyth-" "Were you crying?" She asked and i looked away.

"You were huh?" I bite my lip and nodded. "Why?" I sighed and looked into her eyes.

"Because my gang is a total bitch. I hate them! They were never ever my friends and they will never ever be my friends. Fake. It was all fake. I should have never ever left you two years ago. I am so stupid. I'm so sorry i left you all alone. I.........I'm sorry." I said and whispered the last part.

"Sorry doesn't fix anything Harry. You still did it. I don't even know who you are anymore!" With that slammed her locker shut and left. Now i seriously feel like crying. I can't take it anymore. I need her back.

I know i seriously fucked up but i can't take it anymore. I deserve to be happy to, right? I'm not the best. I have my flaws but i will do everything for the people i love.

I should have never left her two years ago. I should have never listened to them. This needs to stop. I really love her. So much......it just hurts! I know what i have to do.

Fight for her. Now i seriously need to fight for her. She needs to know i'll do anything for her. She needs to know who Luke really is. And i'm the only one who can tell her and prove her she needs me and not Luke.

***Maddy's POV***

I sat down at the table with Niall and Brooke. We have lunch now but i'm not really hungry. Was Harry serious about his gang and everything he said? No. Of course not. He is Harry Styles the dark, heartless punk who fucks everybody and everything he sees.

"Maddy!! Come with me!! Please.........." Luke begged and he smiled at me. What has gotten into him!? "What! No. Why? We're at school now. That's very important." He laughed at me and kissed my cheek.

"Please? For me?" He begged with his puppy eyes. He knows that i can't say no when he does that! "Ugh.......fine!" He cheered and i chuckled.

I stood up, said my goodbye's to Brooke and Niall and walked with Luke towards the exit from the school.

We walked outside to his car. "So........why do i have to come with you?" He sighed. "You and Harry have a special place where you both come a lot, right?." He asked and i smiled while i nodded.

"We uhm.....yeah. We.......-" "Exactly. So that's why i wanted you to come with me. I've found an amazing and bautiful place. It could be our place if you want......" I grinned and nodded.

It doesn't sound that bad. Right? "Thank you. That really sounds amazing and cool! So romantic. Where is it?" "You'll see." Was all he said and he opened the door for me i sat down and he closed the door. He did the same to and we drove off to our new mysterious place.

40 Minutes later we arrived in a wood. We stepped out of the car and he locked it. "Follow me. Don't stop or something just follow me. Or else you will get lost." He said and i nodded.

We walked and walked and walked. This place looks familiar. Weird. Soon we arrived at a tree house. I gasped. "Oh. My. God." "You like it?"

This is the tree house. This is the tree house Solley. Solley is a mix between Styles and Jolley. One day our family so the Jolleys and the Styles family built this tree house. Since then this was our place. Harry and i always came here. More then the tree in the park. This was our house.

"Everything okay? You don't like it? You look like you just saw a ghost." Luke said and i smiled at him. "No. Everything is okay. I..........it's just so amazing!" I said and hugged him.

The reality is............i hate it. I hate this place. This place brings back so much memories. Harry and i took each others virginity in this tree house. I gulped.

"Come on. You haven't seen the inside yet." "Uhmm..........no. Can we maybe do this tomorrow or something? I don't feel good." I said and he nodded. We walked back towards his car and he brought me home be fore he went back to school.

Luke's POV

What has gotten into her? I arrived at school, parked my car, stepped out and locker the door. I walked inside the school building towards my locker. Harry was leaning against my locker, smirking.

"What the hell do you want Harry!?" I kinda yelled to him. Everybody looked at us. Even Brooke and Niall. They probably hate Harry as much as i do now.

"Well...........i want Maddy back. So.......you're now gonna call her and say it's over." He said and i laughed. "Or what? You're gonna tell her? She won't believe you Harry. I will not break up with her. Ever." He smirked.

"Oh really?" "Yeah really." His smirk grew wider if that's even possible. "Why do you think she won't believe me?" "Because i'm her boyfriend and she trusts me." I said and he chuckled.

What the hell is his plan? "Wich part do you think she won't believe me?"He asked and grinned. "Hmm...........what do you think?" "Oh well...........maybe the part that you really don't give a shit about her or the part don't really love her. Or maybe, you know, maybe the part that you're using her." He said and i smirked. Dumbass.

"Yeah. I think it's that. She will never ever believe a piece of shit like you!" I yelled and he laughed. "So it's true. You're really using her? You don't really love her huh? Don't tell me you're gonna deny it!?" He yelled and shook my head and sighed.

"You really want to know what's going on?" He answered with a yes and i nodded. "Alright. But not in public." He nodded and we walked away to an empty classroom. I closed the door behind me and locked it.

"So.......tell me." He said and i nodded. "I don't give a fuck about her!! I HATE HER! I'm using her. I'm not gonna tell you for what but i am! OKAY!? And love? NO. You've got anything you want to know now!?" I yelled and he nodded while he smiled.

"Yeah. So that's why you wanted to tell me this in private? Not in public? Because other people would know your little game?" I nodded. I hate him. I seriously hate Harry.

He deserves to know. It's not like he is any better or something. Maddy will also never ever believe Harry so it's okay.

Harry's POV

"Okay. Thank you so very much for telling me this Luke. I won't tell anyone. I promise."I said and he nodded and looked confused at the same time. "Bye Luke." "Yeah. Eh.......bye dipshit." He said and i smirked.

I walked out of the classroom. I walked towards the exit of the school. Once i was outside i walked to my car. I leaned against it and chuckled. Dumbass.

I grabbed my cell phone from my pocket. "Gotcha!" Was the last thing i said before hitting the stop recording button. This will learn him a lesson. Now Maddy has to believe me.

Tomorrow it's Saturday. Normally i would go to a party or something but this time i'm going to Maddy. She needs to hear what i just recorded so she will break up with Luke.

Good job Harry!

I'm finally getting her back!

Notes

Hi people.

I have not much to say so........o wait! I already planned on making a sequel :) YAY!! Okay..........that was everything!

How do you think it will go when Harry tries to show Maddy the proof?

Bye my loves..... xx -This_Girl_Loves_Styles