I found her .

Niall's P.O.V.

Fuck that , no , after all I've done for her , after all the things I've done to change for her she goes ahead and stabs me in the back like that. We have fucking kids together , I wanted to be perfect for her but of course , I knew Harry would come in and take over . How could I be so stupid ? He's always been there . He was there for her even before me and her got together , he was there during , he was there when she got pregnant , hell , he was even there while she was in the hospital. There's nothing left then and that's that. Now I can go back to being just the way I was , I was empty inside but I didn't feel anything .

"Hey man where are you ?" I asked Louis through the phone.

"Umm well me and Liam were going to head out to a party why ?"

"I'll go pick you up , I wanna go ." I said and hanging up deciding to head to Louis's . I don't know exactly what I'm doing , all I know is that I need to get my mind off of what the fuck I just saw . Those damn images of her straddling Harry just keeps replying in my head . I know she doesn't remember me , and I don't want to try anymore , if the "new" her doesn't want to be with me then I'm not going to force her even if we do have kids. Before I realize it , I'm already outside of Louis flat and I already see them coming out .

"Wow it's been a while since we've gone to a party ." Liam says getting into the back seat .

"Yeah it has , now all we need is Zayn and Harry ." Louis smiles putting his seat belt on . "So why did you decide to come ? We thought you'd be at home with Janette trying to get her to remember or something ."

"Nah , I don't think it's going to work out like I had hoped considering I just saw her practically fucking Harry on her couch ." I said nonchalantly .

"Wait what the fuck ??" they said in unison , I swear these fuckers are too fucking alike .

"Look , let's just fucking drop it alright , if she doesn't want to be with me that's fucking fine . I can get any other fucking girl I please ." and it's true . I was fucking girls left and right before , I mean sure it never meant anything to me . If I liked a girl , I didn't even have to be nice to her , I just usually lied to her and told her I liked her dress and fucked her right in the bathroom or restroom .

"But Niall , I mean , you have kids with her and all you know , I don't think hooking up with other girls is going to help the situation at hand ..." Liam said quietly .

"Look if you're going to give me shit all night then let me know now so I can go right the fuck back home ."

"Okay , let's all chill , Ni if you want to have a good time , we'll show you a good time like the good old days ." Louis laughed trying to get everyone back in the mood .

"This party looks like it's kicking ." Louis said as we got off of the car .

"Yeah it does ." Liam agreed as he put his jacket on . It was okay , I've seen better , I mean the music is loud , and it's good music so it might be good party .

"Horan you sneaky son of a bitch !" someone quickly yells over the music and I turn my head smiling right away .

"Jace what the fuck !" I said as he brought me into a hug .

"Where the fuck have you been man , wow you look , old as shit and you got tall as fuck ." Jace is four years older than me and I always kind of looked up to him , he gave me my first drink , first blunt , cigarette , gave me my first girl to hook up with when I was thirteen . I always was kind of like him or at least tried to be . We always fucked shit up and it was a fucking blast .

"Here and there man ."

"How long has it been ?"

"Five years ."

"How fucking tall are you now !?" he laughed .

"I'm fucking 5'8 ."

"Here have a drink , drink with me !" he said passing me a red cup and I chugged it so fast he had already a second cup ready for me . "Fuck , you have not changed ." he smiled shaking his head .

Twenty drinks later and I feel good . Well not good , I'm numb . I don't feel hurt anymore , I don't feel anything . By the time I realize what I'm doing exactly , I have a blunt in between my lips and some girls legs around my waist .

"So what's your name again ?" I turned around and asked her . She's alright , she has nice eyes, long blonde hair , tiny waist .

"Emily Niall , this is the fourth time I've told you ." she smiled . Her smile isn't as nice as Janette's .

"Sorry baby , you're just so distracting ." I said putting my hands on her waist as she put her arms around my neck . "So why don't we go upstairs ."

"Okay ." Well that was fucking easy . Doesn't surprise me either really . I helped her off the counter and started walking towards the stairs .

"Hey where are you going ?" Liam asked tugging at my elbow .

"Upstairs , I'll be back in a bit and we can go ."

"Niall are you sure you want to do this ?"

"Liam , if you want a ride home , I suggest you shut the fuck up ." I said walking away back up the stairs to meet Emma or what ever her fucking name is .

"Come on , this room is empty ." she said and right when we walked into the room she was real quick to drop to her knees . She undid my pants and dropped them down to my ankles. She took me with one hand and the rest with her mouth . I didn't feel anything , I mean it feels good , but it was never as good as it was with Janette . By the time I noticed , I had already came in her mouth . I pulled up my pants and walked out of the room just like that .

"Liam !" I yelled over the music and he quickly gets up comes towards me "Where's Louis ?"

"I think he's on the couch over there ." and there he was completely passed out .

"Fuck , let's go get him before he does something stupid like before ."

After that I took everyone home and went back to my house and that was that . I would be lying if I said I missed nights like these . I don't I miss calm nights at home watching movies with my family . My old family .

Notes

So I want to start showing exactly how Niall was before everything happened with Janette and stuff I want to throw a huge tbt for Niall and his friends lol .
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