I found her .

Niall's P.O.V.

The date went really well in my opinion. I missed talking to her like that, even though she doesn't remember me, I know she had fun too. I miss talking to her like when we would stay up all night and talk about the randomest things. I miss the smell of her hair when I hug her tight. Even the way she crinkles her nose when I use to say perverted things in her ear.

Before I could give two shits about anyone or anything not even my own friends. I only took care of me. I use to drink every night and it was a different girl every day. I didn't care about a future because I didn't think I was ever going to have one and now the only future I see for myself is with Janette. I use to pray that I would never have kids and now I have three, Niall Horan with three kids.They make me want to be better.

That's what I was doing for four months, I finished high school early and now I'm in uni, the tattoo shop gave me more hours and I think the owner Larry wants to leave it ot me when he dies which is pretty fun. I just want to be good for my family.

I decided to turn the car around and go back to Janette's house. I can't be away from her any more . I know I need to give her space but I can't four months of space is too much for me plus the space I have to give her now. I can't handle it not for another second. I should really call her and let her know that I'm going but I think I'll just surprise her. I want to see the boys anyway and I want to see how she doing with them even though Harry is probably the one watching them considering he's been there since they were born.

I parked on the street and noticed Harry's car is in his driveway so he is here. I put my coat on and walked up the drive way. The lights are still on so they're probably up talking . I walked towards the door and heard talking, I peaked through the window and my blood began to boil immediately. Harry and Janette, Harry and Janette, my best friend and my girl friend. Why is she on his lap. The way she was only on my lap. She grabbing his cheeks the way she would grab mine.

"Are you fucking kidding me ?!" I yelled opening the door causing Janette to jump off of Harry's lap.

"Niall calm down ." she said lifting her hands.

"No ! Don't fucking tell me to calm down ! How could you fucking do that to me ! After our fucking date and you know how I feel about you ! We have fucking kids together . I changed for you. And you man what the fuck, you were suppose to be my best friend. I trusted you." I said causing them to both look down.

"Niall you have to understand, I have all these feelings and I don't know where they're coming from, please, just give me some time..." she said tears in her eyes.

"Time? Time for what ? You don't need time because we are nothing. You've made your decision and clearly you're okay with it so fuck you." I spit .

"Don't talk to her like that." Harry said standing in front of her which only made me grow angrier. Why is he defending her like if they were together.

"What the fuck are you going to do about it ?" I said pushing him.

"Nothing. I know you, I know you're just trying to start a fight with me because you're angry."

"You don't know shit about me ! You two can fucking have each other for all I care." I yelled hearing tiny footsteps running down the stairs.

"Daddy !!" I heard James yell running towards me. Fuck .

"Hey kid.. what are you doing up ?" I asked lifting him up.

"Can you put me to sleep please ?"

"Yeah sure .." I said walking back upstairs.

"When are you coming back daddy ?" he asked .

"Umm I don't know , I don't think your mum wants me back." I said honestly. "Here get in there." I said tucking him in. "Good night James." I said kissing his head.

I walked into the room next to James and went to see the twins. I kissed their little heads and said good bye. I know they won't be seeing me for a while. I walked back down stairs and suddenly I felt like I was intruding in their night. I use to live here and now I feel so uncomfortable.

"Niall please , let's just talk about it." Janette said.

"No I don't want to talk about anything. I won't be around here anymore don't worry but if my kids need something call me if not then leave me alone." I said walking out and slamming the door.

Notes

Sorry I took so long to update !! I'll probably be updating every day this week because I freaking sick and I have to be stuck in my room untill Friday -.- Any who , I hope you guys still like the story. I aim to please . lol
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