"Mrs. Styles ..? Mrs. Styles ..? " The nurse said tapping on my shoulder waking me up from the waiting room of the hospital .

"Oh .. I'm not .. never mind . What time is it ?" I asked her rubbing my eyes and sitting up .

"It's 2 a.m ma'm" she said knelling down in front of me . "Mr. Styles is awake now , I don't know if you want to go in and check up on him ."

"I thought visiting hours were over ?"

"They are but , I saw how worried you were about your husband and I'm making an exception ." she told me smiling genuinely and putting her hand on my shoulder .

"Oh , well that's very kind . Thank you ." I said getting up and walking down the empty hall .

Hospitals can be quite creepy like that . They are always life less and depressing , this one just so happens to be scary . The hallways are empty , the lights are flickering , it's dark , but what can you expect ? It's 2 in the morning . I don't know , maybe I'm just paranoid , but who wouldn't be after your boyfriends fiance tries to kill you , your fiance , your kids , and your best friend .

"Harry ..?" I said quietly walking in . He looked so ... dead . He had scratches and bruises everywhere , he had a bruise around his neck from the plastic bag being so tight . He got stitches on the bottom of his ribs because he was cut up . It brought tears to my eyes .

"Hey , hey , hey , don't cry . Please don't cry Janette ." he said wiping my tears away with his thumbs .

"No this is all my fault .. " I said bringing my head up letting tears come down .

"No it's not Janette , not at all your fault . I was the one who told Sarah to come with me . I'd do anything for you , you know that right ?" he said rubbing his thumb in circles on my hand .

"Harry that's the problem right there ! I need to stop making my problems yours ! You did something so stupid because of me and you ended up in the hospital ! I .. I can't keep doing this to you Harry . My life isn't your concern and if I keep making it your concern who know's what will happen next time ..."

"Janette , what are you saying ..?"

"I'm saying , I think it's best if we keep our distance Harry . . . "

"Stop .. yo-you don't mean that .. I love you Janette .."

"Harry please stop . . . just know that I love you and th-this is what's best for both of us . " I said walking out of the room and down the annoying scary hospital hall . I obviously don't want to stop being his friend I love Harry . He will always have a special place in my heart because he was my first friend here . Not only has he been a great friend he's just an incredible person in general . I love him but not in the way he thinks I do , I'm a mom now and I can't just keep running around like a 14 year old . I just need to go home and lay down with Niall so he can make me feel safe like he always does .

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I pull into the drive way and I'm so freaking tired and I feel so sick . I just want to take a warm bath and lay down on my bed next to Niall and have him hug me . After everything that's happened , I missed Niall so much . I feel like all I want to do is be with him and have him protect me . I wanna lay down and have his tattooed filled arms around me and wake up to his blue eyes .

I quietly open the door to the front of the house and everything is picked up and put back to where it belongs . It almost looks like nothing ever happened in here but sadly it did . I walk upstairs and try to make my way to the bathroom to take a bath but immediately Niall turns the light on and he's just standing there looking irritated and mad .

"Where the fuck have you been ?! It's two in the fucking morning and you decide to fucking roll in right fucking now while you left me here with the kids and the police !? " he yells .

"Niall please , I just want to shower and go to sleep you have no idea -"

"No idea ? I was fucking worried sick about you ! You're a mom ! You can't be fucking running like that anymore you have people who care about you and need you right fucking here !!"

"Niall I know !!" I yelled back to him surprising him a little . "I fucking know I'm a mom ! I know you guys need me ! And I don't fucking blame you .. I'd be worried about you too Harry needed me ! "

"Harry ! Harry ! Harry !! That's all I fucking hear out of your fucking mouth now and days is Harry!!" he said throwing his arms up in frustration .

"What is wrong with you !? He's your friend too !!!! You should be fucking grateful that I fucking care so much about someone who's both of our best friend because guess what he almost fucking died tonight because of your insane fucking Sarah ! He was a fucking minute away from dying and you're going to sit here and bitch at me !?"

"You make it seem like you are in fucking love with him !? Are you !? Are you in love with him?!"

"I love him .. but I will never be IN love with him Niall . . why can't you see that I love you and I'm not leaving you .. after every single thing that you have done to me , I'm still here . Get it through your fucking head Niall . " I say walking into the bath room and closing the door behind me . I turn on the bath and turn on some candles because I plan on staying in here for a long time .

I take off my clothes and slowly step into the tub and I can see the mud wash off my skin slowly. I can see blood stains wash off and make up wash off . I slip my head phones in and just lay there and let the warm water relax my muscles . As I'm about to fall asleep in the tub I feel hands rub the dirt off my skin with the wash rag . I open my eyes and see Niall on his knees outside the tub .

"You know it's a horrible idea to try and nap in a filled up tub." he says smiling and continuing to wash me . He pulls out my head phones and put his head on my shoulder . "I get it Janette ." is all he said before leaning over me and pressing his lips against mine .

A lot has happened and to be honest I don't know how things are going to change because I know they will . There is so many things that need to get done like the whole ordeal with Sarah and figuring out where me and Harry stand because my heart still hurts from what I said to him. Of course I don't want to stop being his friend and I completely regret what I said but at the time I felt like it was the right thing to do . I caused to many problems in his life and before me he was always having a blast and now it's like his head is always full of drama . My drama .

Notes

Sorry , I know it's a little boring but that's usually what happens after something dramatic happens. It's kind of those chapter fillers . But can we talk about Niall getting a shoe thrown at his knee in Amsterdam . -.- Why can't people be normal and throw like a bra or something lol . Anywho .
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