I found her .

Janette's P.O.V

I don't even know what to do with myself honestly . I want to tell Niall because I'm sad, I'm scared, I'm confused . I hate it . I can't even think straight . The whole ride home I'm quiet and i can see Harry glance over at me wanting to say something but nothing would come out .

I kept my head against the window looking out of it as i felt Harry reach over and put his hand over mine . I look at him and can't help but give him a smile .

"What are you thinking ?" he asked rubbing circles on top of my hand .

"I don't know , i want to tell him because he has a right to know and so does his kid but , I'm just afraid . You said it yourself , he was infatuated with her and what if … what if he .. you know ? "

"Janette come on ! He would be a complete idiot if he left you for here ! I mean sure she's tall and has a nice tan and her hair is long and soft and her eyes , wow her eyes are beauty-"

"Thanks Harry ! I get it !! " i say cutting him off before he finishes how pretty that skank is .

"But she's not you … You're kind and smart and fun as hell . You are helpful and thoughtful but you don't let people push you around . You stand up for what you think is right and you stand up or others . You're a challenge and not a normal girl . You give Niall his space yet you love him like no other . She didn't love him , she was just using him and threw him away like trash . You , you actually love him . I see the way you guys look at each other . His eyes always light up and he hasn't gone this long with out drinking or fighting people . You changes that . i haven't seen him this happy since bitch ass Sarah fucked him over … so no , he won't leave you ."

"Thanks Harry . . " i say as i secretly wipe my tear from the corner of my eye . He's right though . I do love him . Im a better person when I'm with him . Im more mature and i definitely care more about him than i have any one . EVER . "When do you think i should tell him ?" I ask him .

"When he comes back . That way he isn't distracted with his opportunity over there ."

"Ok , come on , lets go inside ." i tell him getting off the car .

We go in side locking all the doors and windows making sure nothings open so we can sleep in peace . I go upstairs to change into my pjs and put my hair into a bun . As i walk downy stairs i see Harry shirtless still in his tight black skinny jeans . Ohh Harry , what i would do to you .. My subconscious tells me as i push the thoughts back . His toned arms with tattoos on them and the toned stomach with his butterfly tattoo . The way he runs his fingers through his hair and looks confused at what he actually packed in his bag . Stop it Janette . i tell myself .

"Ha .. Harry ?"

"Yeah , whats wrong ?" he asked almost jogging towards me with worry in his eyes . He's so sweet . . .

"I can't sleep . . . alone. "

"Oh . . . um . . . you want me to .. sleep on the floor in your room ." he asked nervously .

"Please . . if you don't want to . . . thats fine ."

"No .. um .. yeah .. let's go . " he says following me into my room . I immediately crawl into my bed as i notice he was getting himself ready on my small piece of carpet .




We both stay quiet as it is a little awkward because i mean we just kissed but i can't help what I'm about to say , i just feel so alone right now .

"Ha- Harry ?"

"Yeah ?" he asked before he lays down .

"You can sleep up here if you want ."

"um i don't know if - "

"Please . . . I kinda . . . want you up here . . "

"Oh , ok . " he says trying to hold back a smile . He lays down next to me and as soon as he lays next to me , i start sobbing a little .

"What's wrong Janette ? " he says pulling me closer to him .

"I , I'm just annoyed with this whole situation . It's like he already has another family . He's going to leave me be with my own family . Or he's gonna hate me . . "

"No , no Janette no , i promise you no he won't ." Harry says pulling me closer to him in his strong toned arms putting my face against his chest while we both lay down in the dark . "Just go to sleep kid , i promise , everything will be ok . " he says running his fingers through my hair as i slowly dose off to the sound of his heart beat .

Notes

Hey , i might do a double update like right now ! lol
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