I found her .

The last few days with out Niall have been lonely , i have no one to argue with and no one to laugh with . I miss how he stares at me in the morning before i even wake up . I love how he puts my hair behind my ear when he's about to kiss me . Or when he laughs at me when i get frustrated with something and he has to come fix it for me because I'm clueless . Or when he holds me a night and puts his chin on top of my head and kisses me goodnight . I especially love when we are hanging around our friends and he holds my hand pulling me down a bit to make me sit on his lap as he gets so excited watching the rugby games . I love when he kisses me when he's happy that his favorite team one and he's over protective of his beer which makes me laugh . I love how when i guy stares at me , he immediately puts his arm around me so he can mark his territory .

Ive been terribly lonely without him and still so confused about Sarah AND Harry . I mean he only slept on the bed that one night because of how upset i was and i honestly don't plan on telling Niall anything because he already thought i liked him once so i don't war to make him angry .

"Janette , i think he's here ." Harry snaps me out of my thoughts as we see Nialls cab pull up .

"Oh ok , um … is everything clean .. yeah it is right .. no look its all .. "

"Janette its clean !" Harry tells me as he laughs at how OCD i can be while the door opens and Nialls beautiful face appears .

"Hello darlin where are ya ?" he asks looking around as i can't help but tackle him .

"Babe !!!!! " I say tackling him but i know he's strong and we won't fall so i don't care .

"Wow , babe maybe i should leave more often ." he says laughing holding my waist pushing me back so he can kiss me .

"Hey Ni ." Harry says casually , "You know I'm going to go home and give you two some time alone ." he says laughing .

"Fuck you dude ." Niall says laughing .

"How was it ?" i ask with a smile form one side of my face to the other .

"It was incredible ! The people were so kind and the loved my lyrics ! They went mad for dem bu enough about me how were you huh ?" he asked putting my loose strand of hair behind my ear looking into my eyes .

"I was good i guess ." i lie ! i totally lied !! i forgot about Sarah for a second ! how could i forget !

"Yeah . . . was it ?" he says suductively making me turn with my back facing him as he put his hands on my waist giving them a nice playful squeeze nibbling on my ear lobe .

"Wow Ni , you should leave more often .." i say with my body starting to feel the heat . He then started kissing my neck and moving down now running his hand up between my thighs as i feel heat between my legs . The heat that i have been missing from him being inside me .

"niall .. " i moan almost as a whisper .

"Did you miss me ? Did you miss this ?" he says now turning me around putting me on the kitchen counter .

"Open your legs baby ." he says spreading my legs for him to make his way in between them .He presses his lips against mine and slips his tongue into my mouth . Oh how i missed him .

Goose bumps raise on my skin and its not just because its cold . His fingers are now wrapped around me more forcefully . I then kind of move my hips against him creating friction that i desperately need . I have never in my life wanted someone so bad as i want Niall . I have kissed guys before but i have never felt the same passion i feel with Niall .

He moves his hand under my shirt and starts unclipping my bra causing me to shrick .

"Niall !" i say laughing as he looks up at me with a smirk .

He then starts sucking the skin just above my breast causing me to let out a slight moan .

As I'm in the middle of having sex with my boyfriend who i haven't seen in 4 days , his phone starts ringing and i become annoyed .

"Hold on . " he says removing himself from between my legs reaching for his phone . He looks at the screen and his face expression changes and holds his finger up and says "I'll be back ." and walks to the living room .

What the hell was that ? I can't help it , I'm fucking nosey so i jump off the counter and walk quietly towards the living room making sure he can't hear me .

"No , no . I haven't . I miss you to but i can't . I'm whispering because she's in the other room , look , look i was drunk and what happened happened between us ok . Drop it . I had meaningless sex with you ok . "

My heart soon drops and breaks into a million pieces . I wish i had never jumped off the counter and herd his fucking phone call . i wish i wouldn't have been here . Are you fucking kidding me ? oh my god I'm so stupid !

"No , no , i have to go " Niall says as he soon turns around and looks like if he's seen a ghost . His face is pale and his fist clench as to not know what to say .

"Janette . . I "

"Get out . " is all i can say .

"Please babe let me just . . "

"No ! don't fucking touch me when you already touched someone else ! You're disgusting ! We are engaged , you are fucking having twins and you do this shit ! " I yell pulling my wrist out of his grip .

"Let me just explain ! Please !!"

"No !! What part of get the fuck out do you not understand !! I fucking loved you and you do this shit to me ! I have done nothing to you so you can treat me like this !!"

"I know , I'm sorry . . "

"You're sorry ? You're sorry ? " i ask half laughing . "I'm sorry too ! I'm fucking sorry that i ever met you , I'm fucking sorry that i let you into my life and let myself love you !"

"You don't mean that , don't say that to me !"

"I fucking mean every word . " i say with a much calmer voice .

"Fine fuck you ! You know why I'm sorry !? I'm sorry that i got you pregnant because now i have to actually stay with you ! I never loved you i just wanted to hit it and quit it but now I'm fucking stuck with you ! " ouch . I'm not gonna lie , that hurt . bad . i couldn't help but stay quiet and have my tears flow down my face like no other .

"Just get your things … and go ." i say as i turn around and walk away with my heart broken into a million pieces . He just wanted to hit it and quit it . So all this was a lie ? The moments we had ? The times we spent together ? All the dates was just to have sex ?

"Janette . . . wait !"

"Get out Niall ! i fucking mean it get out ! You said everything you needed to say ! We are fucking done ! Here !" i say throwing he ring at his feet as i run upstairs and lock the door behind me while he follows .

"Open the door ! "

"No just leave !"

"Open it !! "

"Leave Niall … please . . " i say not being able to breath because of all the tears .

I immediately hear him yell in frustration of me not opening the door and him punch the wall . The last thing i hear is the front door slamming .

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