****JANETTE'S P.O.V ****

I detached my lips from Harrys as i again realize what just occurred . I just cheated on Niall , why ? Why would i do such a thing ?! Niall is absolutely perfect and now i just messed everything up !

"How long ?" I ask Harry as he still looks surprised .

"Have i loved you ? Since the first time i saw you and had a conversation with you ." he says nervously biting his lip fidgeting with his fingers .

"Harry , i , i can't do this . . . "

"Im not expecting you to leave Niall , i just , i don't know ."

"Harry look at me , I'm pregnant and engaged to your best friend . Do you not see the problem ?" i ask him looking shy at the floor .

"I don't care if you're pregnant and i don't care that you're engaged , i just want you to feel would it would be like to be with me ."

"Harry , i just can't , and you know perfectly well that i cant do it ." i say even a little disappointed myself with my own response .

"I know , but admit it . You felt something , you felt something amazing when i held you here , " he says as he holds my waist and bring me closer ,"and when i kissed you here , and then just . . " he says cutting himself off by pressing his full pink lips against mine . I follow his lips and we both kiss and of course i do feel something . I feel my stomach getting butterflies and i feel this electricity . But none compared to when Niall kisses me .

Niall and i have had our own share of fun . He's gentle then turns rough . When he kisses me , i fall apart with pleasure and a firey burn i feel in my skin . The way Nialls tongue goes in sync with mine and the way he holds on to me when i make love to him . And i especially love the way he pins my hands above my head and kisses me right under my ear and cause me to let out a moan. I mean don't get me wrong i think Harry is any less of a man then Niall , i just , me and Niall have been though so much . He's the one i love .

"Harry , please , it's not that i don't want to " I say with all honesty , "and trust me when i say i would want to but i just can't . And neither can you . Im helping both of us by just stopping everything right here ." i say as his head looks to the ground and i lift it up by holding his face .
"You know i love you , immensely , but its just not that kind of love i tell him. "

"I know … " he says in defeat . " But i mean hey , for what its worth , it was an amazing date ." he says lightening the mood as i smile and laugh myself .

"Only we can have a weird relationship and pretend like nothing happened ." i tell him as he looks over at me and smiles .

"Seriously. " he says . "So you wanna grab a bite ?"

"Im pregnant , so yeah ." i say sarcastically as he laughs and i hold onto him as he helps me walk in my heels . He puts me into his and one of my favorite cars that he owns .



"Lets be real " , i say to him as he snaps his head at me , "how is it that all of you , not just one of you , have such nice cars ." i ask him smiling .

"Says the one with great cars !" he jokes back at me .

"I only have one range rover !" i say back to him quickly .

"Changing the subject !" he says as i laugh . "What are you hungry for ?"

"I honestly don't care as long as we eat . "

"Well i know that but what kind of food ? "

"hmm are we still on a date ?" i ask unsure if what he'll say .

"I don't know , i would assume so ." he says with his eyes locked on the road .

"Then surprise me ." i said giving him a little flirtatious smirk and all he does is nod his head and i see i smile appear on his face .

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It takes us a good hour to get to where ever the hell we were and of course i was impatient because i always get impatient in cars .

"Ok ,ok , we're here ." he says calmly .

"Jesus , Niall and i would have been bickering all ready because he would have told me to quit bitching , you are the nicer one ." i say as we both laugh while walking into the restaurant .

We sea ourselves as a little sign says to do so and we walk into a booth surrounded by other tables . It wasn't really full , i felt like no one ever even comes here . I think Harry caught me making a couple of faces at the dirt and dust .

"The food is amazing i swear ." he says reassuring me and smiling .

"So what are you getting ?" i ask him as he looks at his menu and puts it down .

"I think I'm going to get . . . " he says thinking for a while as his expression completely changed and he had a surprised look on his face looking past me .



"Hello ? Earth to Harold ? " i say waving my hand in his face .

"Um , why don't , why don't we just go somewhere else ? " he says nervously running his fingers through his hair upward and the again back to fidgeting with his hands .

"Harry ? What's the matter with you ?" i say looking starting to turn around to try and see what he sees as he quickly turns me back around to face him again .

"No , umm . . "

"Harry stop !" i say weirded out myself as i finally turn myself all the way around . "Is that what you're staring at ? The girl with her kid ? " i ask half laughing looking at him . She was tall and beautiful , he eyes were of color , she had long brown silky hair and her lips were plump . She had perfect face structure and her smile was warm .



"Well i must admit Harry she is pretty ." i say looking back at my menu as he quickly freeze and i hear foot steps coming towards us .

"Harry ? Harry Styles ? Its me Sarah !" she says with excitement in her voice .

"Oh hey Sarah ! " he says pretending to be interested .

"So what have you guys been up to ?" she asked while slowly glancing at me .

"Not much ." Harry cuts short as i wonder why he is being so rude .

"Well it was nice to see you again . Tell Niall i said hi. " she says as a little blonde boy about three or four years old runs up to her . "Mommy , mommy ." he says as her eyes quickly light up and looks at Harry a bit frightened . "Let's go James ." she quickly says holding him up as they storm out of the restaurant.



"The little boy was adorable !" i say looking at Harry as he looked confused as can be and scared like if he had just seen a ghost ."His eyes were so blue , they reminded me of Nialls . " i say as he loped even more confused . "Oh and his lips ! They were exactly like Nialls !" i say laughing a little "What was her name again ?" i ask him looking at my menu .

"Sarah " he says almost as a whisper .

"Sarah ? " i say almost making the connection as to why he was acting so weird and as to why he would look so confused when he saw the little boy . "Harry , was that ? " i asked with my mouth almost hitting the table .

"A huh ." he says as surprised as i was .

"How old do you say that little boy was ?" i asked scared to hear the answer .

"3 or 4 ." he says still as surprised as i am .

"And how old was Niall when they ?"

"15 ." he says and he finally realizes why am asking him so many questions .

"Harry ! " i yell as i feel like my heart is breaking for some reason . "15 plus 3 is 18 !! That's Nialls kid !! She never had an abortion !!" i tell him as i can't even comprehend whats going on at the moment .

She never killed her baby , her baby was alive and looked exactly like my babies daddy ! And he had the same middle name as Niall !! Niall's already a dad . .

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