The Perks Of Being A Horan
Chapter 13 - Sorting Things
GUYS! I AM SO SORRY THIS HAS TAKEN SO LONG, I LOST INSPIRATION FOR IT, BUT NOW I FOUND IT AND THIS IS BACK UP AND RUNNING! Thank you so much for all the support and patience.
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Sammy xoxo
I didn't know what to do when those words came out of Harry's mouth so I just stood there in complete shock wondering whether or not I'd just lost one of my best friends. I stood there for around five minutes before I looked up to find the boys, minus Harry of course, with their faces still pressed against the window looking very confused. I looked a little to the left to see Liam staring at me with questionable eyes. He moved slightly as if to come out to be but I dismissed him with a wave of my hand before walking into the area. I needed to be alone right now. I didn't want anyone, not even Liam
I reached my dressing room quickly and grabbed the do not disturb sign. I walked back to the door placing it on the outside handle and closing it one last time. I stared at myself in the mirror for a good ten minutes before I heard loud whispering outside my door.
"You have to talk to her! You can't just leave her hanging like that!" Louis spoke first.
"Yeah mate, I mean she's my sister. I know her, she'll be gutted in there." Niall hummed.
And that's when I heard the voice I was desperately hoping wasn't there.
"I can't! She probably hates me and the door says do not disturb anyway." Harry said sounding slightly angry at the two other boys.
"GET IN THERE!" The more mischievous of the two shouted before a curly haired boy came flying into the room causing me to jump and fall backwards off my chair.
"Oh my god! Shannon are you okay?! Harry spoke through laughs.
"Yes, you just made me jump." I said trying to be stern.
"Don't act stern with me, I know you want to laugh." Harry smiled folding his arms over his chest knowing he was right.
"I'm angry with you."
"I know..." He trailed off looking upset with himself. "Look, I'm sorry I told you okay? It didn't mean to come out, it's just you where being so, ugh!" He continued throwing his arms in the air.
I looked at him urging him to continue. I needed to hear what he had to say and fast.
"You where being you, and it was bloody adorable and I hate it because It makes me like you even more. You pushed me and pushed me because you assumed you'd done something wrong. You could never do anything wrong. I like you Shannon. I'm happy you know that but it's just something we have to live with for the next ten months, but I just want you to know, if you ever regain that three year crush you had on me, let me know because I'll wait for you." He didn't say or do anything after he finished his speech, he just looked at me with sad eyes and left me.
Why do people always leave me?
I felt myself slump onto the sofa before I'd even realised I'd gotten there. I didn't know what to do other than lay there staring at the ceiling, thoughts of Harry and Liam running through my head. __________________________________________________________________________________
I woke up to a very familiar Louis Tomlinson sitting himself on my lap.
"Louis, what are you doing?" I said half shocked half breathless due to the lump now on top of me.
"You have some problems and big brother Lou Lou is here to help you solve them."
"Louis..." I said "Number one, Niall is my big brother, and number two, I don't have any problems. I just want to be left alone." I said trying to make it sound like I wasn't being a total bitch.
"Okay, I understand hun, I'm here if you need me. Oh by the way, get to hair and makeup you're on stage in half an hour."
"WHAT?" I screamed scrambling to get off the sofa.
"Yeah you've been asleep ALL day!" He said giggling as he left the room.
I hurried myself out of my dressing room and down to the room clearly marked "Hair and Makeup."
It took the stylist's about 15 minutes to do my hair and sort out my face. I ended up looking pretty decent I made my way towards the stage. I could hear the fans already screaming by the time I had myself ready to go. II took a deep breath and turned around expecting at least someone to be there to wish me luck but there was no-one. Not even Niall, So I stepped out onto the stage to give my first performance of the whole tour, alone.
I would love to read any comments that you write it really helps me! Don't be a silent reader.
Sammy xoxo
I didn't know what to do when those words came out of Harry's mouth so I just stood there in complete shock wondering whether or not I'd just lost one of my best friends. I stood there for around five minutes before I looked up to find the boys, minus Harry of course, with their faces still pressed against the window looking very confused. I looked a little to the left to see Liam staring at me with questionable eyes. He moved slightly as if to come out to be but I dismissed him with a wave of my hand before walking into the area. I needed to be alone right now. I didn't want anyone, not even Liam
I reached my dressing room quickly and grabbed the do not disturb sign. I walked back to the door placing it on the outside handle and closing it one last time. I stared at myself in the mirror for a good ten minutes before I heard loud whispering outside my door.
"You have to talk to her! You can't just leave her hanging like that!" Louis spoke first.
"Yeah mate, I mean she's my sister. I know her, she'll be gutted in there." Niall hummed.
And that's when I heard the voice I was desperately hoping wasn't there.
"I can't! She probably hates me and the door says do not disturb anyway." Harry said sounding slightly angry at the two other boys.
"GET IN THERE!" The more mischievous of the two shouted before a curly haired boy came flying into the room causing me to jump and fall backwards off my chair.
"Oh my god! Shannon are you okay?! Harry spoke through laughs.
"Yes, you just made me jump." I said trying to be stern.
"Don't act stern with me, I know you want to laugh." Harry smiled folding his arms over his chest knowing he was right.
"I'm angry with you."
"I know..." He trailed off looking upset with himself. "Look, I'm sorry I told you okay? It didn't mean to come out, it's just you where being so, ugh!" He continued throwing his arms in the air.
I looked at him urging him to continue. I needed to hear what he had to say and fast.
"You where being you, and it was bloody adorable and I hate it because It makes me like you even more. You pushed me and pushed me because you assumed you'd done something wrong. You could never do anything wrong. I like you Shannon. I'm happy you know that but it's just something we have to live with for the next ten months, but I just want you to know, if you ever regain that three year crush you had on me, let me know because I'll wait for you." He didn't say or do anything after he finished his speech, he just looked at me with sad eyes and left me.
Why do people always leave me?
I felt myself slump onto the sofa before I'd even realised I'd gotten there. I didn't know what to do other than lay there staring at the ceiling, thoughts of Harry and Liam running through my head. __________________________________________________________________________________
I woke up to a very familiar Louis Tomlinson sitting himself on my lap.
"Louis, what are you doing?" I said half shocked half breathless due to the lump now on top of me.
"You have some problems and big brother Lou Lou is here to help you solve them."
"Louis..." I said "Number one, Niall is my big brother, and number two, I don't have any problems. I just want to be left alone." I said trying to make it sound like I wasn't being a total bitch.
"Okay, I understand hun, I'm here if you need me. Oh by the way, get to hair and makeup you're on stage in half an hour."
"WHAT?" I screamed scrambling to get off the sofa.
"Yeah you've been asleep ALL day!" He said giggling as he left the room.
I hurried myself out of my dressing room and down to the room clearly marked "Hair and Makeup."
It took the stylist's about 15 minutes to do my hair and sort out my face. I ended up looking pretty decent I made my way towards the stage. I could hear the fans already screaming by the time I had myself ready to go. II took a deep breath and turned around expecting at least someone to be there to wish me luck but there was no-one. Not even Niall, So I stepped out onto the stage to give my first performance of the whole tour, alone.
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