**IN CASE YOU NEVER READ THE A/N: I WANTED TO AWARE EVERYONE THAT THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL. SO CALM DOWN. ANYWAYS...HAPPY READING**





I was dizzy, my mind was weak and I needed more sleep. Yesterday had been awkward and weird. Director Joe had called me asking to come back because they wanted to add a scene where Luke had come home and I was excited to see him. However, I was anything but. I had no idea how to act around him at the current moment.

I still hadn't talked to Harry; he was still sleeping at the time Joe had called. I got to the shoot, nervous and uncomfortable.

I breathed a little sigh of relief watching Calum and Lucy film their scene though; it was equally as hot and steamy. I was glad I wouldn't be the only one getting down in the video. Hopefully when the video came out it removed some of the focus from me.

I had spoken all of about three words to Luke the entire 7 hours I was there. We said hi to each other when I got there and bye when we left. I didn’t know what else to say. I had a lot to sort out in my own mind.

When I got back to the apartment, Harry was nowhere to be found. I gave him a call only to find out he went out with the guys. I was thankful. I didn’t really know what to do about everything. I loved Harry but I liked Luke.

It was currently two days before we left London and I needed to figure this shit out. Harry had something to do with the band so I was left alone again. Emily had already left the country for her next gig in god knows where, and Rachel was back home in Wolverhampton with her family. I literally had no one.

The second day of shooting for the video Lucy and I had exchanged numbers. I needed someone to talk to but I wasn’t sure I was ready to let my biggest secrets out to someone I hardly knew. At the same time I wanted to get an unbiased opinion on what was going on. I reluctantly called Lucy and was waiting for her arrival. I figured it was best to talk in the private of my own home, no one else would hear.

The doorbell rang and I hopped up to open it. A smiling Lucy was on the other side of the door, yielding a large bottle of tequila.

“I’m not a wine girl.” She shrugged walking into the apartment.

“I’m not shocked at all.” I giggled, taking the bottle from her.

“This place is ridiculous.” She said, looking around. “You guys have to pay out of your ass to live here.”

“Harry insisted on it.” I shrugged. “He’s here more than I am so if he liked it, I figured why not.”

“It’s gorgeous.” She smiled, plopping down on one of the couches. “Where’s the lovebird at anyways?”

“Studio I believe, you know making the next number one hit.” I joked, sitting down.

“I wouldn’t doubt that, girls go nuts for them.” Lucy laughed.

“Yeah, I don’t get why. They’re a bunch of weird ass blokes.” I smiled.

“They just know that they’re babes and can sing like angels. If only the really knew.” She giggled. “Like that was the first time I had met 5 Seconds of Summer and damn! I knew they were weird but never that insane.”

“Right?!” we laughed along with each other. “So how was the beach with Cal?” I wiggled my eyebrows.

“Um, hello perfect! He is so adorable.” She blushed.

“What happened?” I said, knowing she wouldn’t blush for any reason.

“Nothing.” She mumbled.

“No! You have to tell me now!”

“Okay, so Cal and I totally hooked up after we finished shooting.” She fidgeted, twisting her hands around.

“What?! Actually hooked up, like as in sex?!” I was shocked.

“Yes!” she hid her face in her hands.

“How was it?!” I smiled. “Are you embarrassed?”

“It was the greatest sex I’ve ever had! He’s fantastic! But I feel like that he probably does that with a girl every time he films.” She sighed. “He said he’d call me but he hasn’t and that was two days ago.”

“Don’t sweat it, they’re busy guys. I really wouldn’t worry.” I switched couches to sit next to her, giving her hand a reassuring squeeze. “I don’t know Calum very well but he’s a sweet kid.”

“I don’t know, Spenc.” She looked at me. “Anyways, what happened with you and Luke?”

“Where do I even start?!” I threw myself back into the couch.

“The beginning is usually good. I want to know the whole story. So I have a better grasp on what is going on. You really seem to be struggling with something so we’ll get to the bottom of it. I know we just met and everything but I love you already. You don’t have to worry about me saying anything. Just like I trust you won’t say anything about Calum.”

I nodded. “I know, I won’t.”

“So just relax and let’s talk this out.”

“Should we break open this tequila first?” I laughed.

“Um, yes!”

After mixing ourselves two very strong margaritas, I got down to my story.

“Okay, so I’ve been with Harry for just short of a year. About 10 months. And we’ve had our ups and downs like any other couple. Promise you willlll not tell, right?” she nodded eagerly, sipping her drink. “Okay so about a month into our relationship, I cheated on Harry with Niall.”

Her eyes went wide. “WHAT! HIS BANDMATE SLASH FRIEND?”

“Yes! But I had just seen pictures of Harry and his ex, Ella, all over each other on some website then Niall called and said the guys and their girlfriends were hanging out drinking and he needed a drinking partner so whatever I went over. We both got really drunk and after everyone else went their separate ways, it just sort of happened.”

“Harry had to be furious.” Lucy looked at me.

“Well he was, however, those pictures I saw weren’t just rumors; he had also hooked up with Ella. So we both cheated on each other in the same week. We got over it and worked everything out. So then a few months later we all went to a movie premier in London and after the premier we headed to some club. So Emily and I decided that I probably needed to clear things up with Niall because everyone knew he still liked me. So we go outside together, remember we’re both hammered, and we talk. He ends up spilling his heart out to me, saying he’s been in love with me from the start and all that bullshit. And I admitted that when we hooked up, I liked him too but those feelings had passed and I had fallen in love with Harry. So instead of letting me talk, he shut me up by kissing me. When we stopped kissing he asked what I was thinking about and I said Harry and he told me that if there was any doubt in my mind about Harry he wouldn’t have been the first thing to come to mind.”

“He’s so sweet but he’s right. Harry wouldn’t have come to mind first if you weren’t madly in love.” She smirked. “So what’s this gotta do with Luke?”

“Well you see when I’m with Luke, I don’t always think about Harry like I did with Niall and it’s freaking me out. I’m in love with Harry! I’m meant to be with him! Right?”

“I don’t really know much about your relationship with Harry but I’ve seen you with Luke. You light up. When you guys talk, you smile like no one else is around. He smiles like no one else matters.”

“Yes, but the thing is I met him like a week ago. It’s insane. He gives me those butterflies I had at the beginning of my relationship with Harry. I still get them with Harry but I don’t know. It’s not the same.” I sighed.

Just as Lucy was about to talk, my phone began to ring. “Speak of the devil.”

“Answer it!” Lucy urged.

“Hello?”

“Hey baby!” Harry said, happily.

“What’s up? How’d recording go?” I asked.

“Good, good! We finished another one today! But anyways hey, the lads and I are heading out tonight! I want you to come with us! I think the 5sos lads will be there too. Apparently, Cal and Luke are bringing they’re ladies, so you won’t be the only girl! Besides Rachel’s on her way back to London and will be there too.”

“Okay, when?” Luke was bringing a girl? What?

“Well I’m on my way home now. So we’ll just talk about it then but I wanted to give you a heads up in case you need to get ready.” I looked over at Lucy; Cal was bringing a girl too. I felt bad. I couldn’t tell her. She was scrolling through her phone completely oblivious.

“See you then, love you.” I smiled, hanging up.

“So what’s going on?” Lucy smiled.

“I’m apparently going out tonight with everyone, 1D and 5sos.” I sighed. “Harry said Luke was ‘bringing a girl’ so I wouldn’t be alone.” I left the Cal part out; I didn’t want to hurt her.

“Isn’t it obvious?! He’s going to try and make you jealous! We have to make you even hotter than you already are!”

“I don’t want to make him jealous though.” I ran a hand through my hair.

“You love Harry, you like Luke. I get it, it happens all the time.” Lucy giggled; the alcohol was finally getting to us. “Give Luke a chance!”

“How?” I asked, before her phone started to ring.

“It’s Cal.” She looked at me with wide eyes.

“Answer it!” I urged. This could be good, maybe Lucy was the girl Cal was talking about!

“Hello?” she said. “Um, no. Yes. Okay.” Her smile grew. “Well I’m with Spencer now, yes okay. Bye.”

“What?” I smiled when she couldn’t wipe her shit eating grin away.

“Cal asked me to come out.” she practically squealed, jumping up off the couch.

“Now we both have to look super-hot!” I hopped up with her.

“Anyways, before Cal called we were talking about Luke.” She smiled. “Give him one chance. Tell him tonight he has one shot to impress you. You’re in England for a couple more days right? Tell him to plan a day and you’ll do whatever he has in store. At the end of the date, if you still feel the same way, figure out who you want to be with more. If you lose the spark then you’ll know Harry is the one. I did it all the time in secondary school.” She shrugged.

“Do you think we could get away with it?” I asked, seriously considering it.

“Yes! Make sure he doesn’t make anything to public and if you get caught, you’re friends. Right?” she wiggled her eyebrows.

“I can’t believe I’m agreeing to this.” I laughed out loud.

“It’ll help, I promise.”

“We better get ready.” I sighed.

“Can I shower and borrow clothes?” she looked at me with pleading eyes.

“Yes! Go shower!” I pushed her in the direction of the bathroom. “I’ll shower next.”

She closed the door and I headed back into the kitchen. I turned on the radio and poured myself another drink. Shit. Lucy really knew how to mix them. Some song I had never heard was playing but had an incredibly catchy tune. I downed my margarita in 3 gulps and filled my glass up again.

I hopped up on the counter and thought about tonight. What was I supposed to do? He was going to the club with another girl and I was going with my boyfriend. I should have never gotten myself into this mess. I can’t believe I was going to give someone that wasn’t the man I was in love with a chance. But at the same time, was I in love with Harry? Yes, that’s a stupid question. I’m crazy about Harry. But what was it about Luke? He drew me in. He was completely opposite of Harry. He was edgy and rough. Harry was soft and sweet. I finished my drink, getting down refilling it quickly. As I took my first sip, the song ‘Timber’ came on. I fucking love this song! Shit. I’m almost drunk.

“IT’S GOING DOOOWNNNN!”

“I’M YELLING TIMBER!” Lucy laughed coming out of the bathroom, wrapped only in a towel. I loved this girl. She was so fun.

“YOU BETTER MOVE YOU BETTER DANCE!” we sang together. She took my drink, finishing it for me. We both got fresh glasses singing obnoxiously.

“We need to do a shot.” Lucy smiled.

“Before I get too hammered, do you think Luke is too young to mess around with?” I said.

“What do you mean?”

“I’m 20, he’s 17.”

“I’m 17.” Lucy shrugged.

“Shut the fuck up! I thought you were my age!” I laughed.

“No way! And we get along just fine. So who really cares? Age is just a number really.” Lucy finished her freshly poured drink. “Shots?” she asked again.

“Yes.” I laughed. She poured two for each of us. “Let’s start with one and then do another after this song I fucking love it.”

“Okay.” She giggled.

“Here’s to you, here’s to me!” I laughed.

“Cheers!” We clinked glasses, downing the liquid.

“HAVE THEM LIKE MILEY CYRUS CLOTHES OFF!” I laughed, singing along.

“TWERKING IN THEIR BRAS AND THONGS!” she finished the line.

“TIMBER!” we sang at the same time.

“FACE DOWN, BOOTY UP.” She smiled.

“THAT’S THE WAY WE LIKE TO WHAAAAT?” I sang, we couldn’t stop laughing. We were dancing around my kitchen like drunken high schoolers. I was having a blast.

“SWING YOUR PARTNER ROUND AND ROUND!” we went around island in the middle of the room.

“END OF THE NIGHT IT’S GOING DOWN. ONE MORE SHOT! ANOTHER ROUND!”

“IT’S GOING DOWN!” we picked up our second shot glasses that still contained tequila.

“HERE’S TO GETTING FUCKING LAID TONIGHT!” Lucy shouted.

“Who’s getting laid?” we both whipped our heads around to the deep voice.

“Harrrrryyy is.” I laughed walking over to him, placing a swift kiss on his lips.

“Are you drunk?” he laughed, kissing me again.

“Almost.” I giggled. Fuck I needed to slow down.

“And who’s your friend?” he looked past me. “In only a towel, taking a shot alone?”

“That’s Lucy, Calum's date.” I smirked.

“And no offense but why is she here?” he laughed at us.

“We were having girls’ night! Oh we met on the video shoot!”

“Ahh it all makes sense.” He laughed.

“I have to go shower! Lucy come with meee!” I shouted. “I’ll show you what I have to wear here. I love you.” I placed another kiss on Harry’s lips before disappearing into my bedroom.

“Luke who?” Lucy whispered as we walked into my closest.

“What?” I laughed.

“You’re so in love with that boy out there. I can tell.”

“Should I still do the whole ‘one chance’ thing?” I asked.

“Yes!” she wrapped an arm around my shoulder. “Who wouldn’t want a slice of both?”

“Good point.” I snickered. “Now, see what we can wear I’m going to shower!”



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At the club


“CALUM HOOOOOOD!” I shouted as we saw everyone else, already inside the club.

We had taken a little longer than expected to get ready, sue us. We may have also gotten Harry drunk off of margaritas before we left. Lucy, Harry and I were all laughing uncontrollably the entire way over here. Harry loved Lucy. I was so glad. She was definitely a permanent fixture in my life now. She would never replace Emily or Kasi, but I was happy to have met her.

Lucy and I had picked out the two sexiest dresses I had in London. I was limited to the selection of clothes because I barely spent any time here. But we made it work. Lucy’s dress was short, falling mid-thigh, and tight. Very tight. Her skinny waist looked perfect in it. I made sure she looked extra hot with curls and a smoky eye for Calum, considering she had no makeup on during the shoot. I had on a low cut, tight black dress. I paired it with a tall stiletto. I felt fierce. I went with pin straight hair and thick eyelashes, you know for all the extra batting I’d be doing tonight.

Everyone’s eyes followed my voice. As hoping the guys all reacted perfectly. I looked around the table, locking eyes with Luke. His mouth pulled into a tight smirk as our eyes connected. I noticed the slag sitting next to him. She was hideous! That’s what he was trying to make me jealous with her? Ha!

“Spencer.” Calum stood up, greeting me with two kisses on my cheeks. “You look beautiful.”

“Thanks.” I giggled. “I present you, your beautiful date, Lucy!”

She blushed a deep crimson as I stepped aside.

“Lucy you look…wow... Lucy.” Cal stuttered. I had the feeling he wasn’t at a loss of words very often. Mission accomplished.

I left them to it and headed to the table to greet everyone else. They all stood up as I approached. I went around the table, getting kisses and hugs from everyone.

“Niall, is that not a beer?” I laughed, hugging him.

“Nope, going strong tonight!” he laughed.

“Lou! It’s weird without Em here.” I pouted as he kissed my cheek.

“You’re telling me. 4 of these blokes, if not more if they find girls here can go home and get their dicks sucked and I have to wank off in the shower.” I playfully slapped his chest. “What! It’s true.”

“Gross.” I rolled my eyes, moving down the line. “Miiiikey!”

“Spencer, you look stunning.” He smiled, giving me a hug.

“Ashton.” I pouted a little. “You’re not mad at me still are you?”

“How could I be mad at you when you look like that?” he chuckled. “No babes, I over reacted it was just the video. No worries, I didn’t tell Harry.” he added in a whisper.

“Good! Tonight’s going to be fun!” I hugged him tight before moving onto the next guy.

“Zayn!” I smirked as I saw him bring the blunt to his lips, right before our hug.

“Fucking hell, trying to kill Harry tonight?” he joked. Ironically, Luke was sitting right next to him. I looked over at him as Zayn spoke, his face falling.

“Maybe I’m trying to kill all off you.” I winked, moving onto Luke. “Hey Luke.” I whispered as seductively as I could.

“Spencer, I, you, whoa, Spencer you look fucking fit.” He stuttered out.

“Oh this old thing?” I smirked, moving my hand up and down my body. “It’s alright.”

“Come on, you look perfect.” He said, arm still around me.

“In your American Apparel underwear? I wouldn’t know, I’ve never had the opportunity.” I smirked, flipping my hair. “And who’s this lovely lady?” I looked over to the girl sitting next to him.

“Um, what?” he said, eyes never leaving me.

“Your friend?” I laughed. Bitch, he didn’t want you.

“Oh shit, this is Sam.” He nodded at her.

“I’m Luke’s date.” She glared, extending her hand to shake.

I looked at her hand then back to her, completely ignoring it. “Pleasure.” I smiled, walking over to Liam and Rachel, the only people who I hadn’t greeted yet.

“Liam babe.” I hugged him. “Rachel!”

“I miss you!” she hugged me tight. “But what the fuck was that all about?”

“Huh?” I smiled; I forgot I hadn’t told her my Luke dilemma, only Emily knew.

“Tell you later.” I whispered. She nodded quickly, getting the hint.

“I want you to meet Lucy!” I said, flagging her over. “This is Rachel! One of my best friends! Rachel, this is Lucy, we met on the set of the lads ‘Beside You’ video.”

“It’s great to meet you.” Rachel smiled.

As soon as I sat down, Harry had a drink in my hand. I didn’t even question it. I just drank it. I had the perfect seat, directly across from Luke. His date, Pam or whatever was happily chatting his ear off but his eyes never left me. I took the opportunity to make him a little more jealous.

I wrapped an arm around Harry’s neck. “I love you.” I whispered into his ear, placing a kiss on his neck.

“I love you too baby.” He smiled, turning his head to kiss me full on. When we separated, I snuck a quick glance at Luke who was downing his drink. We sat around the table bullshitting for a little while before a remixed club version of 2 Chainz ‘I’m Different’.

“WE HAVE TO DANCE!” I shouted at Rachel and Lucy, completely ignoring whatever her face was.

“YES!” Lucy said finishing her drink.

“Better finish mine too.” Rachel laughed. “I’m nowhere near you level.”

We all headed to the dance floor. The beat was dropped and the bass was pumping. I was pretty drunk. I’m not going to lie. I was almost too drunk to be in public, but not quite. The three of us were dancing and grinding on each other, laughing and smiling. I looked back at the table, the only eyes our direction were those crystal blue ones.

Harry, Louis and Liam were deep in conversation. Zayn and Niall were toking the blunt with Ashton and Mikey. Luke’s date had her nose buried in her phone and his eyes were on me. I made intentional eye contact as I grabbed onto Lucy’s waist. We brought our pelvis’s together grinding into each other. Rachel grabbed me from behind, putting me in the middle. Damn, I was hammered. I threw my head back onto Rachel’s shoulders, pushing my hips even closer to Lucy’s. I ran a hand threw my hair down and down my chest all the way back to Lucy’s hips. I bit down on my lip, locking eyes with Luke again. He shifted awkwardly in his seat. Good. Bastard.

The music slowed slightly, changing into a remixed version of ‘Adore You’ by Miley Cyrus. I felt two strong arms wrap around my waist. I’d know that grip anywhere. I leaned into his touch.

“What are you doing looking so hot out here without me?” Harry whispered into my ear. My eyes remained locked with Luke as I responded.

“Making you want me.” I smirked, pressing my bum into his front.

“Fuck.” He mumbled. “Do we have to leave already?”

“We just got here, Harold.” I giggled, bending forward slightly. I knew Luke would have a perfect shot down my dress. Sucker. I loved Harry and that was that. If he thought he was going to come here with another girl and attempt to make me jealous, he was insane. I had the greatest man around. I flipped around, pressing my chest to Harry’s.

“Why aren’t you like this all the time when we go out?” he chuckled.

“I’m not usually as drunk when we get here.” I slurred. “I feel great.”

“I feel great.” Harry said, raising an eyebrow.

“I can tell.” I smirked, grinding into him a little harder. I smiled as Lucy and Cal came over to dance next to us. The four of us were having a great time. We were all too drunk to care about anything else. The song faded into an upbeat version of ‘Versace’ by Migos and Drake. Calum fist pumped at the music change. Somehow in our dancing, Lucy and I had switched places. I was now dancing on Cal and she on Harry. I flipped myself around to face the rest of the group. Liam and Rachel were making out on one of the couches. And everyone else was huddled around each other smoking a blunt, including Luke, his date nowhere in sight. Just as I was about to turn around, he glanced over. As usual, we locked eyes. I smirked as I leaned back into Calum, grabbing his neck as I reached my hand backwards. I swayed my hips a little extra, feeling a lot of what I shouldn’t had felt but I didn’t care. The look on Luke’s face was priceless. He took an extra-long hit off the blunt and quickly got up, walking out of sight. I flipped back around to face Calum.

“Damn Spencer.” he smiled. “You know how to move.”

“Watch it!” Harry laughed.

“Dude, you’re fucking lucky.” Calum said.

“So are you.” Harry nodded towards Lucy. We looked at each other and giggled. I could see us all coming to the club all the time.

“Incoming.” Lucy whispered, nodding to my other side.

“Mind if we join?” Luke smirked, a completely random girl on his arm.

“Dude! Luke you never fucking dance!” Calum laughed.

Lucy and I switched back to our respective men, still dancing. She leaned in close to me. To anyone else, it looked like we were just drunk white girls dancing, but we needed to have this conversation.

“He’s doing it to make you jealous.” She said. “Rip his heart out girl!”

“When do I give him the ultimatum?” I knew that wasn’t what I was giving him, but in a way it was.

“Now! Go to the bathroom, he’ll follow you.” she winked.

“I love you!” I shouted!

“I love youuuuuuu!” she said, placing a quick peck on my lips.

“Fuck me.” Calum mumbled, nudging Harry.

“I have to peeee.” I smiled up at Harry. “Get me another drink?”

“Okay babe.” He said, planting his lips on me. I wrapped my arms around his neck, pulling him in for a long deep kiss. I broke apart from him, strutting straight to the bathroom, not even bothering to look at Luke.

I went to the bathroom, washed my hands, and fixed myself slightly in the mirror. What was I doing? I thought I decided I loved Harry. But when he pulled that random girl onto the dance floor I got jealous. Wasn’t I supposed to be making him jealous with my true love? I gave my hair one last run through with my fingers before heading back out.

Before I was even two full steps out of the bathroom, I was being drug towards the door. I looked at the body attached to the arm pulling me. Damn Lucy was good. He led us towards the back exit, quickly slipping through the door.

“What the fuc…” I started to say but was quickly cut off.

Luke had his lips on mine faster than lightning. The chilly London wind was blowing strong but I didn’t feel cold at all. I felt the complete opposite. My body was tingling with heat everywhere. I melted into the feel of his mouth on my body. My skin rose with goose bumps as he attacked my neck with his mouth, lip ring catching every now and then. I grabbed onto his shoulders tightly as he returned his lips to mine. There was no visible space between our bodies as he pressed me into the cold wall of the building. Luckily, we were in the back alley they hardly ever used, no one would see us. He broke off the kiss, looking at me dead in the eye.

“Pam's cute.” I snickered. Bitch mode activated.

“It’s Sam and she left.” He rolled his eyes.

“Awe why?” I fake pouted.

“I wasn’t paying enough attention to her or something.” He shrugged.

“I wonder what your attention was focused on.” I giggled.

“Spencer, stop. It’s bad enough you make me think I have a chance and then don’t call for 3 days, completely ignore me at the shoot unless we had to interact, and then show up here looking like this, all over Harry.”


“Harry? You mean my boyfriend?” I batted my eyelashes.

“Stop.” He grunted.

“Why? Are you jealous?” I asked innocently.

“You’re good. I’ll give you that. You know what you’re doing.” He ran a hand through his sweaty hair.

“You know nothing about just how good I really am.” I winked.

“You can’t say shit like that! You’re basically throwing yourself at me, but I can’t do a damn thing about it!” he sighed.

“I’ll make you a deal.” I placed a finger on his chest. He nodded. “I’ll give you one shot. I’ll give you 24 full hours to plan the greatest date you can like of. I leave London on Wednesday, it’s Saturday well Sunday I guess. Take me out before I leave, just once, and show me why you deserve me.” I said, slowly working my fingers up to his mouth.

“Seriously?” he asked.

“One date. That’s it. It can be all day or it can be three minutes. You decide what we do, where we go, everything. This is your shot to show me who Luke Hemmings really is.”

“I’ll call you tomorrow then.” He nodded. “We’ll go Monday.”

“It’s a date.” I smirked, leaning up on my tiptoes to give him one last quick peck. “Don’t disappoint me.”

With that I went back into the club, leaving him stunned outside. I quickly found Lucy and told her I did. She smiled wide. I let Rachel know I would tell her everything tomorrow. Half the guys had already left. I looked over at Harry, casually walking over to him.

“Hey babe.” He smiled as I sat down next to him. “You ready?”

I nodded, silently. I was ready to go home. I was ready to go back to New York. No one who was confusing my heart lived there. I wanted sanity. I wanted more tequila. I wanted answers. I guess my answers would all be answered Monday on my date. Ha! My date, that sounded so weird. I was already having an endless date with Harry. Why did I need another date? Oh that’s right; some kid who was perfect decided he wanted to fuck with my heart and my relationship.

Harry wrapped a protective arm around me as we left the club. I caught Luke out of the corner of my eye as we left. I smirked his way, a slight smile escaping his lips.

Life was about to get complicated. Life was about to suck for one of us involved. I just prayed it wasn’t me. I wouldn’t be the one who ended up alone, so really this was win win for me. I never thought I would be the type of girl who would get into this mess. I always thought I’d find the one and I’d know. I thought I had, until I met Luke. Why did he have to offer to help me carry the drinks at the New Year’s show? Why did he pull the scarf stunt? Why did I agree to everything I had for the video? I was stupid, but I was young. That makes it okay, right? Right.

Notes

Added Lucy onto the character list. She's going to be part of the sequel a lot, but she'll never replace the girls already there :)

okay. don't hate me. don't forget about the sequel. it will not disappoint ;p

Spencer ends up with the right guy, whoever that may be.....

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YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY.

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