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Love & Betrayal

Toronto

“You’ve never been here?!” Emily squealed next to me.

“No! is there some unspoken rule that Americans have to visit Canada at least once growing up?” I laughed.

“As a native Canadian the answer is always, yes!”

Rolling my eyes I couldn’t help but smile. “Are you even from Toronto?”

“No, Regina, Saskatchewan thank you very much! But it’s still Canada!"

“Thanks for getting from the airport anyways guys.”

I was currently in the car with Emily and Jack on our way to the boys sound check. It was still all so surreal that Harry was an international pop star. This would be the first event I actually saw him in action. I was incredibly excited and nervous.

“Are you excited? I love seeing Lou in his element. He’s so outrageous and sexy up on stage!” Emily gushed, you could honestly tell that her and Louis were meant to be. Although Emily was a bit calmer about it, she had all the same passion and enthusiasm as Louis did.

“I’m nervous. I haven’t listen to any of their music yet.” I admitted.

“You’re about to be blown away. You like the Rolling Stones, right?” I nodded yes as she continued, “Well Harry oozes Mick Jagger on stage. It’s sexy and fun. Don’t tell anyone but I think he sneaks a shot or two before the show.” She winked at me.

“What if I hate the songs?” I was scared. I should have prepared myself, but I’d been so busy lately it slipped my mind.

“You won’t, I promise. They’re excitement is too contagious to not enjoy yourself.”

The rest of the ride was quiet as we finished our trek to the Air Canada Centre, Torontos professional hockey arena, where the concert would be tonight. I was planning on flying in the day before but I had a project due for school, making concert day the only time that would work. I was pushing it but I was here.

“Alright, just leave your bags in here Spencer, we’ll take this back to the hotel in between the check and concert. Ready?” Jack asked enthusiastically.

“As I’ll ever be!”

Emily linked arms with me as soon as we entered the building. Jack was leading us all around the underbellies of the arena. Soon enough we reached a bright hallways that lead us out onto the floor. The sounds of guitars and voices boomed through the empty arena.

“If you don't wanna take it slow and you just wanna, EMILY!” I heard Louis mess up what I assumed was his line when he saw us. He hopped off the stage and sprinted towards his girlfriend. “I missed you.”

“It’s been like 2 hours, Lou.” She rolled her eyes, embracing his kiss anyways.

“I’m still allowed to miss you, aren’t I?” he joked. “Harold, are you not going to come and give your lady a proper greeting. I thought Jane raised you better.”

Harry jogged over to me, picking me up spinning me around. “Didn’t see you at first, sorry babe.”

“No worries.” I smiled as our lips met.

“How was the flight? Better yet how’d the presentation go?!”

“Passed with flying colors, they loved the design and the flight was a little rocky, lots of turbulence.”

“I’m so proud of you!” he smiled down at me, placing another kiss on my lips.

“Boys, come on, I don’t want to be here all bloody day, I’m starving.” Niall whined from the stage.

“Typical Nialler.” Louis mumbled as he made his way back to the stage with Harry.

“Come, we’ll sit here and wait for them to finish up. They should be almost done by now.” Emily smiled looking at her watch.

“You’re a pro at this huh?” I laughed.

“Well I’ve been dating Lou for almost a year so I know what’s going on. We met right around the end of the last tour. I haven’t been able to come to a lot of shows with my schedule but luckily this time around a bunch work out.” She was so in love it was gross. I realized I didn’t really know much about her relationship with Louis but I was curious now that we were becoming good friends.

“How’d you guys meet?”

“I did London fashion week 2 years ago, and he was there with Harry. Harry and I were friends and he introduced us. I think the bastard set it all up honestly.”

“But you’ve only been dating for a year?”

“Well he had a girlfriend at the time and I didn’t really think much about it. We exchanged numbers and talked here and there. We had managed to hang out few times when we were in the same places and when he and Sadie ended things,” she said her name in an exaggerated British accent, “he asked me on a proper date and we just hit it off. He surprised me by showing up at a shoot I was doing and knew then and there he was the one for me.”

“You guys are so cute. I’m glad Harry set you up! I can actually understand you when you talk fast!” I joked.

“Oh my god, right? When Lou goes off on a rant I have no idea what’s being said. Like if we’re fighting it’s a blessing, but if he’s legitimately trying to tell me something important, it’s a curse.” She laughed.

“I can’t even imagine you guys fighting.” Honestly she was the chillest person, other than Zayn, that I knew.

She shrugged, “We’re a normal couple, we have our moments like everyone else.”

I nodded turning my attention towards the stage. The guys were joking around, laughing about god knows what. Music started and Emily grabbed my arm excitedly.

“This is my favorite song.” She smiled.

My hands, your hands tied up like two ships.

I smiled as Zayn started to sing, I had never heard any of the guys really sing until right now. I was nervous and excited to hear Harry. Zayn had an incredibly soothing voice that I could listen to endlessly.

My heart, your heart sit tight like book ends.

As Liam started the next part of the song I took in his voice as well. His voice was just as amazing as Zayns. I was in awe. Harry stepped forward, getting ready to sing. I inhaled sharply holding my breath. This was it, the moment it all comes down to.

I'm sorry if I say, I need you. But I don't care, I'm not scared of love.

He continued to sing the chorus and I was overwhelmed. His voice was a perfect mix of rasp, smoothness and sex. I never wanted him to stop. He finished the chorus and Louis started his part.

Think of, how much love that's been wasted.

“His voice is so unique.” I leaned into Emily.

“I know, I love it so much. Imagine hearing that as he’s slamming into ya.” She winked at me.

“Ewwww EM! I didn’t wanna know that!”

She shrugged laughing it off. I turned my attention back towards the stage as Harry started the chorus again. I couldn’t get over his voice, it was perfect. I was pulled from my day dream when I heard the voice change. Niall was just as good as the others, you couldn’t even tell he had an almost impossible accent to understand. I enjoyed each of the boys voices in different ways. I could tell why they were a famous boy band now. All of them were so talented. The song ended and I found myself wanting more.

“Alright, that’ll do for the check boys. Go eat up, we gotta be back here by 430.”

Emily led me to the back as the guys gathered up some stuff on stage. We were sitting in a back room when the door busted open.

“I’m saying she’s fit though.” Niall laughed.

“What? No way, she’s average at best.” Harry added.

“Zayn what were you thinking?” Liam laughed along with Niall.

“I’m a 20 year old guy who hasn’t banged in almost 4 months. That’s all I was thinking.” Zayn smirked.

“I wonder who they’re talking about.” Emily giggled next to me.

“Kaya Scodelario, Zayn hooked up with her and is just now telling us about it!” Louis pecked Emily on the lips.

“Who?” I asked.

“She was on the show Skins.” Zayn shrugged. “It’s really not a huge deal. Everyone does it.”

“Not as casually as you.” Liam said.

“Liam you’ve been with the same bird for like 4 years, you wouldn’t get it.” Zayn rolled his eyes, sitting down next to me. “How ya been Spenc, I miss ya. Haven’t seen you in some time yeah?”

“Yeah, you’re always off somewhere doing god knows what when I’m around.”

“I’m here now!” he laughed hugging me. Besides Harry, he was the guy I was closest with. From day one we just had an unspoken understood bond.

“Shall we head back then?”

With a group of collective yes’s, we all hopped into the van that picked me up from the airport and made our way back to the hotel.



Concert time.

We were back stage again, this time Rachel was with us. She wasn’t feeling well that morning and stayed back at the hotel. After a nice lunch and quick nap it was already time to head back to the ACC for the concert.

“I figured since this was your first ever One Direction concert, you’d wanna take it all in. The girls usually just hang out backstage or around the sides of the stage, but I pulled some strings and got you girls a few seats in a private box. I hope that’s okay.” Harry hugged me from behind.

“Harry! Of course! I’m new to all this so I would do whatever you told me to!” I laughed, leaning back into his embrace.

“Tonight’s going to be a huge concert. Canada loves the shit out of these Styles Dimples.” He winked as I turned to face him.

“Hmmm, too bad those dimples are all mine.” I leaned up on my tiptoes to place a kiss on his cheek.

“Right you are.” He smiled, kissing me again this time not just a peck. I felt his hands grasp the back on my neck pulling me into him tight. His other hand squeezed my hips to his, no space visible between us.

“You bloody kids can suck face later, we need to get ready.” I heard Louis say from somewhere, however Harry didn’t stop. “HAROLD!” Louis shouted this time.

“What mate? I’m busy!” Harry sighed agitated.

“Kiss her later, it’s only been a week since you’ve seen her, not a damn century.” Lou rolled his eyes.

“If I recall you’re the one who told you’re girlfriend you missed her after she was gone for barely 2 hours.” Harry smirked.

“I, uh, piss off Styles, we need to get going. Pens waiting for us.” He stuttered and walked away defeated.

“Who’s Pens?” I asked curiously.

“Penny’s our hair dresser, my hair takes the longest to tame.” He smiled shaking his curly locks at me.

“Better get going then!” I pecked his lips again.

“You best believe we’re finishing what we almost started here, later tonight, my bed.”

With that he left me blushing uncontrollable.

“Ready to go find wherever it is we’re sitting? Wait, why are you blushing?”

“He just turns me on, that’s all.”

Emily and I both watched as Harry walked down the long hallway.

“His ass looks fantastic in those jeans.” Emily laughed and linked arms with me.

After Jack led Emily, Rachel and me to our seats, we all grabbed a drink.

“I love that Canadas drinking age is 19. So much cooler.” I laughed.

“I told you so.” Emily sing-songed into my ear. “I’m glad Harry finally ditched the idea that he needed to date someone famous. It was so annoying. They wouldn’t last more than like 2 months tops and they all thought they were better than me and Rachel.”

“Super fucking annoying.” Rachel added. Rachel was a sweet heart so for her to be this heated about something made me know it was true.

“No worries, I’m a down to earth girl.” I smiled.

“Oh we know! We love you! Especially for Harry!” Rachel hugged me.

“If you don’t mind me asking who all did he date?”

“Where do I start?” Rachel laughed. “In the 3 years I’ve been with Li, he’s had quite a few ‘girlfriends’ and they’ve all been super famous. Selena Gomez, Ashley Benson, Annasophia Robb, Emma Roberts, Georgia Jagger, and we’re all pretty sure he messed around Miley Cyrus.”

“Oh don’t forget Ella George! That was his most serious girlfriend!” Emily added.

“Wow, yeah, how do I even compete with any of those?” I sighed, I knew I wasn’t cut out for this.

“Babe, you’re way better than all of those girls, don’t even worry. None of them even compare to you. They were all stuck up.”

“He told me a little about dating Ella, not much though. He hooked up with her again while he was home for his grandmas funeral.”

“Is that why you hooked up with Niall then? Like out of spite?” Emily asked curiously.

“I mean I guess, at the time I didn’t know he had done it, I had just seen a picture of them all over each other on the internet which was basically enough. I got too drunk and all my anger just kind of let loose. It just happened that Niall was practically throwing huge signs that he wanted to do it as well. I don’t know. Spite, jealously, anger, alcohol. A lot of things went into that night with Niall.”

“Do you regret it?” Rachel asked, seeming intrigued.

“Yes and no.” I bit my lip. “Yes because I did exactly the same thing that ended up breaking my heart and it hurt Harry tremendously and no because…” I paused and look at the girls who were so caught up in my words. “Can you keep a secret?”

“Girls code, anything we say, we keep to between us.” Emily said.

“Yeah of course, cause lord knows I have some things I’ll tell you no one should ever know, especially Liam.” Rachel laughed.

“Okay, well no because it was a crazy good romp in the sack.”

The girls busted out laughing. “Little Niall? Are you sure?” Emily asked still laughing hard.

I couldn’t keep my laughter back either, I nodded quickly. “Yes! I was surprised too!”

“So you have to tell us, who was better, Harry or Niall?”

“Seriously guys!” I groaned, thinking the alcohol was finally starting to get to us. “Definitely Harry!”

As our giggles subsided the lights dimmed low.

“Are you ready for your first ever 1D concert!” Rachel shouted as the scream levels rose dangerously high.

“Hell yeah! Bring it on!” I laughed.



By the time the encore of the show rolled around, the girls and I were in 4 rounds deep of drinks and highly enjoying ourselves.

“They’re so damn good and contagious! How didn’t I know about them before?!” I laughed dancing.

“And we get to go home with 3 of them after this is over, those petty teenage girls just get to have their mums pick em up!” Rachel slurred.

I doubled over in laughter as the song “What Makes You Beautiful” ended.

“Fuck that was fun.” Emily smiled after the boys were off stage. “I’m never letting you and Harry break up. That’s the most fun I’ve had at a concert since I’ve started to date Lou.”

“I agree Spenc. I can’t wait for more.” Rachel grabbed my hand.

Jack came up and escorted us down to backstage, where we quickly heard Louis' obnoxious laughter.

“Girls! How was it Spencer? Best concert you’ve ever seen, yeah?” Liam joked as he hugged Rachel. “Rach, are you drunk babe?”

“What? Us? Drunk? Hahahaha no way Liam.” Rachel couldn’t even pull together a full sentence, she was drunker than our drinking game night.

“Jesus boys, they all are pissed.” Liam laughed as Harry approached me.

“Babe is this true? Why do I have a feeling you had something to do with this?” he kissed the top of my head.

“She bought us the first round!” Emily shouted from Louis embrace.

“EM! I thought we were friends!” I acted as if I was offended. I turned my full attention back to Harry. “You’re all gross and sweaty babe.”

“But isn’t it sexy?”

“You wanna know what was sexy?” he nodded attentively. “You up on stage in front of 20,000 screaming girls, singing with that hot, raspy voice of yours, every girl in the arena wanting you and knowing that I’m the only one who can really take you home and have you however I want all night, now that’s a sexy thought.”

He placed a quick kiss on my lips and abruptly shouted over my head towards the rest of the guys. “Everyone about ready, right? We should really be going!”

“Calm down Harry, she’ll still be as fit as she is now in an hour. Keep it in your pants.” Zayn laughed.

“But really we should get a move on!”

“Did I turn you on or something?” I growled innocently into his ear.

“Fuuuuck, stop it Spencer!” he groaned.

“I’m not doing anything, Harry.” I ran my fingernails across his neck, feeling goose bumps raise on his skin.

“Spencer, if you don’t stop it I’m going to find a broom closet and fuck you in it right now.”

“Is that a promise?” I whispered into his ear, kissing right below it. “Oh and one more thing.” I placed another kiss on his neck. “I’m not wearing any underwear.”

He grabbed my hand leading me out of the room we were in, he practically drug me down the hallway. Once we rounded the corner into a deserted hall, he slammed me against the wall. He kissed me with so much power I thought I was going to melt into the wall.

“In here.” Harry mumbled as he pushed me into an empty room, shutting and locking the door. “Fuck you have no idea what you do to me.”

I brushed my hand against his growing hard-on tucked away by his pants. “I think I do.” I smirked as I began to unzip his pants. I pulled my own pants down after removing his.

“You weren’t lying. So wet already baby.” He grumbled into my neck as he slid a finger into my folds.

“Ahhh, shit.” Anytime Harry touched me, I was putty in his hands.

“You like that yeah?”

“Yeah.” I moaned into his kiss. “More, fuck me Harry.”

I didn’t need to encourage him any further. He grabbed his rock hard dick and slowly slid it into my entrance. I reached up to cup his face with my hand. He kissed my hand as he slid all the way in. He began to slowly pump in and out of me. His dick with the mix of the alcohol was enough to drive me insane.

“Faster…” I let out a light breath. He picked up his speed, earning a low moan from me and I felt his grip on my hip tighten.

I heard him groan softly as he began to place kisses up and down my exposed neck. I felt one of his hands leave me side and slide up under my thin shirt. He rolled one of my nipples in his hand causing me let out another moan. As my moans increased so did his pace. He was forcefully thrusting into me with all his might.

I felt Harry lift my hips enough for him to bury himself fully into me. He steadied himself over me on his elbows, a few fingers brushing sweaty hair out of my face. My breathing became heavy as I was close to the finish. I tried to close my eyes, but Harry wouldn’t let me.

“Look at me.” He grumbled, placing his lips lazily on to mine. He pulled back, giving me a small smile, which in turn caused me to smile as well. His speed picked up and his thrusts became sloppy.

“Harry, I’m…I’m…” I couldn’t form a complete sentence as I felt my orgasm rip through my body.

“Fuck you feel so good.” Harry moaned into my mouth as he pounded into me. He pushed in and out a few more times before I felt him release everything he had. We laid together on the ground for a few minutes catching our breaths. Harry stood first fumbling for a light switch for us to get ourselves together before returning to the rest of the group.

“I can’t believe we just fucked on the floor in…” I gasped as Harry turned on the lights. “In the Toronto Maple Leafs locker room.” I couldn’t help but burst out laughing.

“Fuck me, this is definitely the most memorable time I’ve done it then.” He helped me straighten out my hair. “Not ever girl gets to say she’s been shagged in a professional hockey locker room by an international pop star. Now do they?”

“I’m a lucky girl.” I smiled kissing him for the millionth time today. I would never get sick of Harry’s kisses. They were always sweet and meaningful, even when things got rough.

“Sure you don’t wanna come on tour still?” he wiggled his eyebrows.

“I wish.” I leaned up to kiss him again.

“We better get back, yeah?” he laughed, entwining his fingers through mine.

“They’re gonna know why we disappeared.”

“Let them know. I don’t care.” He kissed me again, making me blush.

He led me back down the hallways, my buzz slowly lessening, making the situation all the more embarrassing.

“You owe me 50 quid Nialler!” Louis shouted as we entered the room.

“What are you on about now?” Harry rolled his eyes.

“We bet that you went off to fuck and I see that’s been the case.”

“We didn’t leave to fuck Lou, I was just showing her the stage and stuff. She’s a noob.” He nudged my arm.

“I’d say she looks properly fucked.” Zayn added.

“She’s got that post orgy glow.” Emily winked.

“Emily! Really? You too?” I sighed, laughing.

Just as I finished my sentence Jack walked in, “So guys, I got everything you left on stage, we’ll be ready in 5 right?”

“Jack, let me ask you something.” Louis stated, Jack nodded to continue. “You’ve been on stage practically since the show ended, did Harry happened to bring Spencer out to show her around?”

“Nope, just been me and the stage crew packing up out there.” He answered, leaving the room.
Louis raised an eyebrow at the pair of us.

“So Niall, you owe me 50.” He said not breaking eye contact with me.

“Well sorry my girlfriend is super fit and I haven’t fucked her proper in over a week.” Harry kissed my temple, shrugging nonchalantly.

I sighed and leaned into Harry. I didn’t care if we were caught, I just spent the day surrounded by people who mean the most to me. I was in for one crazy year.


Notes



Spencer finally gets to enjoy Harry in action!
She also bonds with the girls and learns more about Harrys dating past.

let me know what you think!!

enjoy!

Comments

@Allie Miller
eeeeppppp I LOVE NIALL

i_heart_1D i_heart_1D
3/2/16

I can't quit reading ch 16.... Niall is such a babe!

Allie Miller Allie Miller
2/20/16

@memK
lol thanks

i_heart_1D i_heart_1D
8/24/15

I love this story but spencer is a terrible person she's basically cheated on Harry three times, lies about her drug use and hangs out with people she knows he doesn't like and basically can't trust herself with other guys when he isn't around! Yet she blames him for being jealous and overprotective she's a slut tbh

memK memK
8/18/15

@Vanilla.
Aw thank you! I'm SOOOO glad you liked it!!! Harry isn't giving
up! That's for sure! I'm going to start the sequel after this semester ends so please bear with me! thanks for sticking with me and reading this til the end!

Love love love all around xx

i_heart_1D i_heart_1D
4/20/15