It had been one long month since the last time I saw Harry in Los Angeles. I joined them for another show and it was just as incredible as the first. I was only able to come for the show, and I was starting to get extremely frustrated with our conflicting schedules.

I began to second guess my relationship with Harry. I knew what I was in for when I agreed to be his girlfriend. I never thought it would be this hard though. A month without seeing your boyfriend, feeling his touch, or just being with him is ridiculous. Sure we talked to each other everyday, FaceTimed as much as we could but it's just not the same.

The only thing that was keeping me going was the fact that he would be here tomorrow. They had 2 shows in NYC and I couldn't wait to just have him back, even if it was only for the short time.

As if he knew I was talking about him, my phone lit up with his name.

"Hey babe!"

"Hey! Are you ready for tomorrow?!"

I practically squealed "YES YES YES a million times yes!"

"Well someone misses me."

"Oh you know maybe a little. Mostly just you're dick though."

"Ahhhh I see how it is. He misses you though too."

"I knew it, but the question is, do you miss me?"

"Nah not really." I couldn't see him but I knew he wore a side smirk.

"Yeah okay, I understand."

"Oh shut up! I miss you like no other! It's been a long bloody month!"

"I know, so what's going on when you get here?"

"Well tomorrow as soon as we get in we have a lot of press to deal with, all that good stuff. But after that we're free for the day. The concert isn't until the next day."

"Soooo after your interviews... What's going on?"

"Are you asking to hang out with your own boyfriend? It isn't a given I'm spending all my free time to you?"

"Well I have to ask! You have a lot to do and I can't get in the way!"

"I'd cancel every single interview if I wouldn't have time to see you."

"God I miss you."

"Soon enough babe, we'll get there around 8am and the interviews will take a few hours so I’ll call you after, yeah?”

“Sounds good. I can’t wait at all.”

“I miss you babe. See you tomorrow.”

“Bye!” I hung up and fell back into my bed.

Maybe if I go to sleep early it will seem like he’s here sooner. I mean it was only 9, but that’s better than staying up until 3 worrying about what tomorrow was going to be like. After an unsuccessful hour of trying to fall asleep I made my way into the living room.

“Can’t sleep?” Kasi asked startling me.

“Ughhhhh nooooooo.” I dramatically threw myself on the couch.

“Pleaaaase tell me you’re taking me to the concert. I need something fun.”

“Yes! I’m taking you! You need a night out. And besides, you have to meet Emily and Rachel! You’ll love them.”

“I can’t wait! This will be the first time I’ve gotten out, other than for school or work, since Brent dumped me.”

“You’re better off without him and you know it!”

“It doesn’t feel like that now, but I’m sure I’ll realize it soon enough.”

She laughed pulling me into a hug. This was the perfect distraction from my nerves. Hopefully hanging out with Kasi for a little while would help me and her relax.

“Wanna watch horribly made horror movies all night and eat endless amounts of Ben & Jerry’s?”

“Maybe not all night, I do need to look semi-presentable tomorrow for when Harry’s here.”

“Ooooohhhhh right riiiiight.”

“How much wine have you had already?”

“A glass or six or seven...want one?”

“I’ll get them.” I smiled at her. “You pick the movie?”

“YES!” she fist pumped into the air.



I woke up with a terrible headache, a mix from the wine and lack of sleep. I checked the clock, noon?! Okay so maybe I just drank a little too much appearing sleep was caught up on. Wait, noon....that means Harry could be ready to hang out soon? I jumped out of bed and sprinted into the living room, finding Ana vacuuming. My hands instantly found my temples, when she noticed she stopped.

“And I thought that Kasi was up all night talking to herself. Well at least she’s not crazy.” Ana laughed.

“She was pretty trashed when I went out at 10. It only got way worse. She’s really taking this whole breakup badly.”

“Well just do what she did for you after Jeff, be there for her. I’ve been trying to get her to go out, I’m glad she finally agreed to something.”

“Yeah, it’ll be good for her to come tomorrow and meet the other girls.”

“I wish I could come. Bring them around sometime.”

“Emily is staying here in the city after the guys leave for some campaign so you’ll definitely meet her.”

“Good, I can’t wait! Now go go go clean up! You look awful.”

“God, love you too.” I rolled my eyes heading for my bathroom.

I quickly checked my phone noticing a message from Harry. It was a picture of him making a quirky face on the set of the interview. “Just want to come snuggle you, tell these people to hurry up!”

I snapped a picture, noticing how horrible I actually looked. “Hungover and miss you. Screw em.”

I laughed at how weird we were as I went into the bathroom. I turned on the shower letting the water get warm. I disrobed as the mirror steamed up. I couldn’t contain the smile that was growing on my face. Harry would be here in a couple hours. One long month was almost over. Hopping into the shower, I let the warm water roll over my body. I felt my hangover slowly dissolving and my happiness taking over. I began to wonder why I even doubted our relationship. He wanted to be with me no matter how far apart we were. It was obvious just by his little gestures, like the picture this morning.

I was rinsing the conditioner out of my hair, singing whatever came to mind, finishing up my usual routine I leaned up against the wall. I was feeling like a giddy teenager about to go on her first date. I was actually nervous. Stepping out, I wrapped a towel around me tightly, using another to squeeze the excess water out of my hair. I wiped the mirror clean just staring at myself. I looked much better and way more refreshed then when I entered.

Walking into my room I nearly had a heart attack. Harry was sprawled out on my bed in only his boxers. He was trying to make a seductive face, which he was failing at miserably due to the smile he got when he saw. But none of that mattered. He was here!

“Wha...what are you doing here!” I practically jumped on top of him.

“Well we got done early and I wanted to surprise you!”

“Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god! I missed you so much!” I kissed Harry a million times. He pulled me up so I was straddling his lap.

"I missed you more." He placed a few more kisses on my lips.

"How...why...I thought you had interviews!" I was still shocked he was here, earlier than expected. "I wanted to look so cute for you!"

"I think you look pretty cute right now." He smirked unwrapping the towel from around my body.

"I do enjoy the fact that you stripped down, but what about everyone else?"

"They went back to our flat, I brought a cab here. You'll see them later."

"Are they okay with this? You not being around."

"Babe, I've been with them practically everyday since the year started. They understand I haven't seen my incredibly fit girlfriend in a month."

"Well then what are we waiting for?" I mustered up the best smirk I could.

"Eager are we?" He asked placing a kiss on my neck.

"You know my fingers just aren't the same as yours. Yours feel way better."

"Hmmm maybe I could help you out." He slid his hands down my sides. "I can make you feel great."

"Then do it." I whispered into his ear, knowing it was one of his biggest turn ons.

He flipped us over, placing his legs in between mine, spreading them wide. He placed a line of kisses down my damp body. I wasn't even mad that I still hadn't been able to dry off completely from my shower. My bed would dry, this was way more important.

He paused over my belly button, looking back up into my eyes. He held eye contact as he made his way to my center. He teasingly drug his tongue across my folds.

"Stop teasing Harry."

"Teasing? I would never." He breathed across me, making me buck my hips towards him. He gave my nub a kiss and worked his way back up to my mouth. He reached over the the side table, getting a condom.

After he slid it on he looked directly into my eyes. Without a word he lined himself up and slipped inside of me never breaking eye contact. A loud moan to erupted from my throat. He paused for a moment once he was completely inside of me, letting me adjust to his size.

He began to slowly pump himself in and out of me. One month is far to long to last any amount of time. As he increased his pace I knew I wouldn't last long. I could tell by the look in his eye, Harry wouldn't either.

He lifted my leg to his shoulder and began to unravel. His pace increased and his brow furrowed together.

"Babe" he moaned.

I closed my eyes as he pumped as fast as he could. He tilted my head towards his, forcing my eyes to flutter open. He placed an opened mouth kiss on my lips.

With that I lost myself, feeling myself clench around his dick still pounding inside of me. Harry felt it too, his thrusts being sloppy and uneven.

He collapsed next to me, huge grin gracing his face.

This time felt different than all the other times we've done it, I felt more power and passion. It almost felt like love.

"Sorry that was short."

"Shhhhh." I pressed my finger to his lips. I rolled over snuggling in to his side, tracing the tattoos on his chest.

I watched his skin rise with goosebumps the more I outlined them. He still wore a faint smile, eyes twinkling bright.

"I missed you." He whispered into my hair.

"I know silly, I missed you."

We really didn't need words at a moment like this. His feelings and care for me was evident on his face and throughout his grip on me. He wrapped both arms around me tight, pulling me on top of him.

"Again already?" I joked.

"Just wanted to get a better look at me girlfriend." He entwined our fingers together.

I noticed a new patch of dark ink on his forearm. I drug my fingertips lightly over the art.

"Oh yeah, got that out in LA just after you left. Nothing much, but I like it."

It was a medium sized heart with one small line in it, simple yet something about it kept my eyes drawn to it.

"What's it mean?"

He shrugged. "Oh it represents someone who means a lot to me, I'm sure I'll add more to it but I like it for now."

Something about the way he looked at me while he talked about made me happy, for him. It meant a lot to him, I could tell whoever it was for he loved.

He sat up leaving a kiss on my cheek. "I told the guys we'd come to dinner with them, you can bring Kasi and Ana if you want. Em and Rach are gonna be there."

My face lit up at this. The girls had been dying to meet each other. What could have been more perfect?

"I better go see if Kasi's alive then." I joked, knowing the amount she drank last night.

"Still not doing well?"

Naturally I had told Harry about the breakup. I shook my head no. "We're working on her. This may be the perfect distraction."

"I can go wait in the living room while you talk to her if you want."

"Whatever you wanna do." I said indifferently as I stood to get dressed. "Ana's probably out there if you wanna go chill for a bit."

He smiled, pulling his shirt over his head. "I really did miss you Spencer."

He left a quick kiss on my lips and jogged out my door. I couldn't help but smile and do a little happy jig. I had a great boyfriend, great friends and a wonderful family. What more could a girl ask for?




Dinner

Ana had jumped at the idea of coming out with all of us. Kasi only agreed if she could sit by Zayn. Everyone agreed, knowing she needed to get out.

We were all sitting at a long rectangular table in a swanky upscale restaurant, of Nialls choosing. Emily and Rachel were getting along great with Kasi and Ana and I couldn't be more thrilled.

Harry kept squeezing my knee under the table which would cause me to smile over at him. Eventually Emily caught on to our little flirting.

"Keep em away from each other and they can't stop flirting like grade schoolers on the playground." She joked causing everyone to laugh.

"Ha, ha. Well I'm sorry you get to see your boyfriends more than I do while they tour." I giggled not even slightly embarrassed.

"Don't worry I'm sure they shagged the minute they saw each other." Louis rolled his eyes.

"Put a sock in it Tomlinson, you would too if you hadn't seen Emily in a month." I shot back.

Louis and I had gotten better over the last month, we began to talk more when Harry and I would be on the phone. One day he randomly called me on his own to see how I was and ask for advice about something he messed up with Emily.

"Spencer love, if I hadn't see Em in a month, I wouldn't be sitting at this supper table right now." He wagged his eyebrows gaining a mix of groans and cheers from the group and a blush from Emily.

"It's true. You won't see us til one of us needs to actually be somewhere."

Everyone laughed, knowing how the couple was. Even after a year of dating they couldn't keep their hands off one another. I hope Harry and I were still like that in a year. I mean if we're together that long even.

Everyone settled as our food came, the only sounds heard were forks clinking on plates.

Harry leaned over and whispered in my ear as I took a bite. "I plan on fucking you in every way possible tonight, so don't think I'm done with you yet. By the time I'm through with the shows in New York you won't be able to walk proper."

He wore a small smirk as he joined back into whatever small chat was happening. I leaned back in my chair to compose myself, his words pooling straight to my sensitive area.

I slowly began to pick up my fork again when Niall brought me out of my daze.

"Ya alright Spencer? Looks like ya seen a ghost."

"I...I....um." I cleared my throat. "Yeah yeah I'm fine, just zoned out for a second."

Beside me Harry let out a stifled laugh knowing he had caused my day dream. All the girls gave me a knowing look as I glanced around the table. I rolled my eyes at them not wanting to get into it.

After we had all finished our meals and desserts we decided it was probably time to head back because the boys had a sound check in the morning. Kasi and Ana said their goodbyes and left the building heading for the subway. The guys offered them a ride but of course, they refused.

Just as I thought we were ready to head back to the boys apartment Harry surprised me. "Uh hey guys me and Spencer will meet you back there. I wanna take her somewhere first."

As we parted ways I had no idea here we were going. We were walking down the streets of New York City hands interlocked as tight as they would fit.

"Isn't this risky?" I asked.

"I think we'll be okay, it's dark and no one knows where we were as far as I can tell. Unless you're not okay with the risk of everyone finally seeing you."

Harry knew my apprehension of the world finding out everything there was to know about me. I knew we couldn't hide forever and I was being ridiculous. I felt Harry squeeze my hand and look over at me. I realized we had stopped walking and he was staring into my eyes. He placed his free hand on my face cupping my cheek.

"If you're not ready I'll hail the next cab to drive by and no one has to see us." He smiled down at me. With just that small gesture I felt my heart do flips and my fears dissipate.

"I don't care who sees us or what happens as long as I'm with you." I shared his smile as he brought his lips down on mine.

We continued walking for what seemed like blocks and blocks on end. I had no idea where he was taking me but I wasn't complaining. I enjoyed the feeling I got with Harry no matter what we were doing. We rounded a bend and noticed a crowd of people in front of the entrance of a building.

"Shit." Harry mumbled starting to turn around. I tugged on his hand making him stop.

"What are we doing?" I asked, curious.

"I was going to take you to the cinema. You know dinner and a movie, a proper date like I promise you from the start." He slumped defeated.

"And why can't you still?"

"Don't you see the crowd? There's paps everywhere! I knew we had to pass quite a few nice places to get to the theaters but I never figured anyone would be out."

"So we walk through them and keep walking. How far is the movies?"

"Just another block past this if I counted right."

"One block and we're on the best date ever. I think I can manage."

"Spencer, everyone will literally see you if we do this. I didn't bring anything like a hat or sunglasses to hide your face."

"Harry, as long as I'm by your side I'll be fine. I don't care who sees."

He nodded still unsure. We continued to walk getting closer to everyone. Each step we took Harry's grip on my hand got tighter. Most of the paparazzi and fans for whoever was dining at that particular place were hanging around waiting for them to come out or arrive. We almost made it completely past them without a scene until one little prepubescent teen had to open her mouth.

"Is that HARRRRRY STYYYYLESS?"

"Fuck me." I heard Harry mumble under his breath. They were on us like that. Harry quickened our pace, leading us towards the movie theater. We could see it up the block, across the street. "Shite, I thought it was on this side of the street. I hope we get the light."

I was thinking the same thing. I didn't want to wait for a cross walk sign and get bombarded. They were already on top of us as it was, throwing out questions left and right. Harry politely smiled and responded to a few of the simple questions, avoiding all directed at me.

"Harry how's the tour? Are you excited to be back in NYC? Who is this with you? Are you two officially dating? What's her name? Where's the rest of the band?"

"Tours great, I love it here, the guys are enjoying their night off." Harry vaguely answered, throwing out his best dimple smile.

We were crossing the street but that didn't stop them from following us. One more building, that was all that separated us from the madness that was outside and peace. They made a last attempt at finding out who I was, but no one got a successful answer out of either of us. A few shouted inappropriate and negative things towards me, I felt Harry tense up but lightly rubbed my thumb over the back of his hand to reassure him I was okay.

We finally got inside, a few paps following us in but the manager of the theater shooed them out quickly. Harry bought our tickets, and we forwent the popcorn because we were both stuffed. We found seats in the theater before either one of us said anything of substance.

"I'm sorry babe. I was going to suggest we take the tube back to my place but since they know I'm here I better just call Jack."

"The tube?" I asked gigging at his cute slang.

"The subway." He stuck his tongue out. "I really had planned on this being a normal down to earth date. I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry Harry. We're here, we made it. I don't care in the slightest that happened." I leaned over to kiss him so he understood I was perfectly fine.

"At least you look fit as hell tonight." He smirked.

"Why do you say that?"

"You'll be all over the internet by tomorrow I'm sure knowing those pigs. Everyone can be jealous that I'm out with you and they're sitting behind a screen looking at you."

"None of them matter though."

He smiled knowing I was right. Nothing else mattered to either of us right now. We were with one another and we could care less about anything else.

"I think I'm going to snog you senseless the whole time we're here and not have a clue what's going on this whole movie."

"That's why you picked the back row huh?" I joked.

"Maybe, maybe not." He shrugged slyly.

"You dog!" I faked slapped his chest. "I guess all guys are the same whether they're famous or not."

He rolled his eyes. "Babe, what do you expect from us. Especially when we're out with someone like you."

"You're gross."

"Yet you agreed to date me. Hmm interesting." He tapped his chin.

"Oh shut up and do that snogging you were talking about."

He placed a sloppy kiss on my lips and leaned away. I raised an eyebrow wanting more.

"I actually happen to want to see this."

"You're telling me you brought me to a rom-com because you wanted to see it, not because you thought I'd enjoy it."

"Pretty much." He winked as the lights dimmed and the opening trailers started.

He kept his focus forward once the movie started, his hand never leaving my lap. He was tracing small delicate circles on my thigh, quite high if I may add. I knew what he was doing but I wasn't letting him affect me. Sure I could have jumped his bones right then and there but I wasn't going to give into the satisfaction he wanted.

He threw a side glance my way and I returned it. He used his fingers to tip my face towards his. His lips gently landed on mine, a hand gripping into my hair. Before the kiss could get heated he pulled away.

Leaning into my ear he whispered, letting his lips drag over my sensitive neck as he spoke, "Don't worry, I'm saving the best stuff for later."

I felt the heat between my legs return from earlier. He didn't even realize the affect he placed over me. I couldn't focus on the rest of the movie. I knew I was in for one hell of a great night with Harry. That's the only thing that occupied my mind for the rest of the night, until we got to his apartment and my daydreams became my reality.

Notes

Sorry it took so long to update! My concussion has been acting up and I've been completely useless with headaches and dizziness. I'm feeling better now so I'll try to update faster! But here's the update!

Let me know what you think! Enjoy!!