Harry and I had become way closer the few days after he found out I had cheated. I think he was more worried about leaving my side, as if I would do something stupid without him. I didn’t mind though, it gave me time to prove how much he actually meant to me. I regretted what I had done and I think he could tell.

He had been mentioning the tour they had coming up. After our fight we had talked about everything that really involves his job. He tours the world, he has girls throwing themselves at him, he makes more money than any 20 year old could imagine and doesn’t get to settle in one place for very long.

He wanted me to join them for the entire tour, but that’s unreasonable. As much as I would love to go I have so much going on. I can’t just drop out of school; I’m too close to graduating. I love my job and I’m not going to quit just because Harry won’t be here. He was at it again, begging me to join them. I wasn’t having it.

“Are Emily and Rachel coming on the entire tour?” I sighed.

“No but I don’t see why you can’t come.”

We had been going back and forth for a couple hours now. He just didn’t get it. "For the hundredth time Harry I have stuff to do here. I can't just pick up and leave my life to tour with you."

"All you do is work in the store and you can take your classes online. I don't see why you can't come and keep doing your classes on the bus while we go from place to place.”

I couldn’t help but laugh in his face. “You know nothing Harry Styles. I can’t take classes online. I go to Parsons. It’s a hands on learning school. I’m making designs that I have to pitch to my instructors. Besides it’s not like quitting my job to go on a world tour with my boyfriend is really a good reason. You don’t get it, do you?”

"Spencer stop being difficult! We both know money is not an issue for you. You don't need to keep working either way. And school will always be here after the tour is through. You can finish on the next break we get.”

“Are you kidding me?!” I couldn’t my anger back anymore, he thought I was going to quit school for him? “No way in hell I’m dropping out of school! What if we don’t work out? What if we break up halfway into the tour? What am I supposed to do? Come back to nothing? I don’t think so Harry. I’m not coming and that’s final.”

With that I left the room to go find something to drink in the kitchen. I was muttering to myself as I dug through the fridge, landing on a beer.

“A little early for that, isn’t it?” I heard a chuckle.

“Damnit, you scared me Lou.”

Since the whole Niall incident, Louis and I hadn’t been getting along very well. He was still very pissed about everything, even though Harry had gotten over it. I was expecting him to be a complete and total ass as he usually was, but he surprised me.

“Harry’s still trying to talk you into coming on the tour?” he asked.

“Yup.” I popped the p.

"And you're still saying no I'm guessing by the look on your face.”

"Yeah it's not that I don't want to come. I really do, it's just I have other stuff going on here. I would love to tour the world with you guys but it's not that simple. I just can't with everything here. I’m almost done with school, I’m certainly not giving up now.” I sighed, why I was I dumping this on Louis? He hated me.

"Why don't you do what Emily and Rachel are doing? They’re just going to visit us on a few big stops throughout the tour.” He shrugged.

“Where are they meeting up with you?”

“I know Emily is going to be in Toronto, LA and here. Then when we go over to Europe she’s gonna try and make Dublin and London. Oh and she’ll be in Sydney for work the same time we’ll be there. Something about Sydney fashion week, I don’t know. She rambles a lot.” He smiled.

“You know that’s not a bad idea Lou, I could manage a few stops.”

“It’s all about compromise in relationships Spencer, always remember that. We may not be on the greatest terms right now, but I know how happy Harry is with you. You know I’d do anything to see him happy.” He gently nudged my arm. I think this was good progress.

“Thanks and you know that I’m trying to do the best I can to make up for everything. I’m really glad Harry gave me another chance.”

He smiled and walked out of the room leaving myself to think about what I was going to do. Running a hand through my messy hair, I headed back to Harrys room.

He was looking out his window as he talked on the phone. I walked up behind him, wrapping my arms around his waist and placing a kiss on his bare back.

“Look, I’ll talk to you later. I gotta go. Yes. I promise. Okay mum. I love you too.” He sighed hanging up.

“Awe you didn’t have to stop talking to your mom just cause I’m here now.” I smirked kissing his back again.

“No she was just checking up on me. You know mum things.” He shrugged turning around. He placed a chaste kiss on my lips. "Spencer look I know I'm asking a lot of you to come jump on tour with us and just leave everything here but I just want to be with you. I want to spend as much as time I can with you. We're fresh into this whole relationship thing so I want to do everything the right way."

“We’ll want to murder each other if we’re constantly with one another. How about this, I’ll join you on the dates that Emily and Rachel are coming to instead of the entire tour.”

"I don't know why didn't think of that sooner! I think that would be perfect."

"You can actually thank Louis for that idea. We actually had a civilized conversation for once."

"I told you he'd come around eventually." He rolled his eyes.

I laughed as he pulled down onto the bed. He put his arms around and placed a swift kiss on my forehead.

“Spenc, I know we’ve only been together for a little but I don’t think I could go a year and half without seeing you.”

“It’s not like I wasn’t going to stop in at some point! You’re crazy to think we’d go the whole time without seeing each other.”

“Well I’m sorry I just want to have my super hot girlfriend around at all times.”

“So that’s what this whole fighting to get me to join you was about! You’re only worried about not getting laid!” I playfully punched his arm.

“No no no not at all! But I mean it is going to suck to go that long without you.” he wiggled his eyebrows.

“You’re gross! All guys think about is sex! Looks like it’s going to be a long year with your hand!”

“You know, I’m not on tour yet, we can still be together.”

“Oh what makes you think I’m in the mood for that?” I acted uninterested but the truth was ever since the first time we did it, I couldn’t get enough. Everything about being with Harry was perfect, physically and mentally.

“You’re always in the mood, don’t lie to me Spencer.” He smirked climbing on top of me.

“You’re right, who could resist you.” I pressed our lips together. “You make me feel incredible.”

And that’s what he did, he made me incredible. Again and again all night long.

Notes

anyone catch my GoT reference? ;) lol anyways, let me know what you think. bit of a filler.
next chapter is first stop for Spencer on the tour!

enjoy!