Harry POV


I was heading off the plane as I dialed Spencer.

“Hey!” she answered

“Hey babe, are you here? I’m just getting off the plane.”

“Yeah, I’m by your baggage claim, I still can’t believe you’re gonna wait for your bags.”

“I’m a normal teenager Spencer, I don’t need special treatment.”

She was always pushing the whole “you’re famous, why do you do anything?” I don’t get why she didn’t understand that I just want to normal, I’m just a 19 year old from Holmes Chapel, England.

“I know, but it’s a mad house here, just wait til you see.”

“I’m covered it’ll be okay, see you in a couple minutes.”

“Alright babe, I can’t wait.”

I found my way to the baggage claim without causing any sort of a scene. I saw Spencer sitting in the corner, texting quickly on her phone. I started to make my way over to her when a few teenage girls stopped me.

“Oh my god! Are you Harry Styles?!” she screamed

“Shhhhhhhhhhhhh, yes yes I am. Just please keep it quiet, I don’t want to cause a crowd to gather.”

They all nodded eagerly asking me for a couple pictures. I agreed and they each took turns posing next to me, trying to get as close as possible. I saw Spencer walking up behind the girls as we talked and couldn’t keep the smile from growing across my face as she reached us.

“Well ladies, it has been an absolute pleasure meeting each of you, and as promised, I got your twitter names and a follow will be coming along shortly.” I smiled, I figured it was the best way to keep them from blabbing loudly to everyone I was here. They thanked me a million times and hurried back over to their family.

“You’re so cute with the fans.” Spencer smirked at me.

I wrapped my arms around her hips and pulled her in close to me, kissing her fiercely. “I missed you so much babe.” I said as I kissed the top of her head.

“I missed you too.” She giggled.

“Let’s get my bag and get out of here, I can’t wait to get you home.” I winked down at her.

A blush grew across her cheeks as she smiled widely. Good, she missed me too. We waited for my bags to come around the carousel at the baggage claim. More and more people were watching us now but no one had taken pictures that I know of. I knew I should have been more careful about kissing Spencer, but I just couldn’t help it. I missed her so damn much. I saw my bag come around the corner and I scooped it up so we could leave.

“Ready?” I asked.

“Yeah, I had to park in the short term parking so we have a little walk ahead of us. I hope that’s okay.” She said looking up at me.

“That’s perfectly fine.” I told her, intertwining my fingers with hers.

“Are you sure?” she asked quietly.

“I want everyone to know you’re my girl.” I kissed her temple, leading her towards the exit.

“Harry, there were a ton of paparazzi out there.”

“What’s wrong? Do you not want to be together?”

“Harry I’m not talking about this here. Let’s just go.” She snapped. She’s been acting weird since I got here, I wonder what’s up.

“Does this have anything to do with those pictures on Twitter of you and Niall from the other night?”

“I said not here Harry.” She gave me one last glare, taking off towards the short term parking garage. I stood there dumbfounded for a second. I had never seen her like this before. I caught up to her just as we walked outside, being welcomed by bright flashes. This was going to look terrible for me, we looked like we were absolutely miserable.

Once we got to the car she dug through her purse and tossed the keys at me. Looks like I’m driving. We pulled out of the lot and onto the main road.

We drove for a few minutes in a terribly awkward silence before I knew I needed to break it.

“Spencer...” I started when she cut me off.

“Harry don’t.” she stated flatly.

“Don’t what? Don’t ask my girlfriend why she is being ridiculously rude after not seeing me for over a week?”

“You’re girlfriend? Am I even your girlfriend?” she whipped her head to face me.

“I thought it was obvious before I left I made that clear. I want you to be mine and only mine.”

She rolled her eyes at me shifting to face out the window.

“Fine, you don’t have to talk to me now but we will talk when we get back to my flat.”

I turned up the radio and focused completely on the road. It took us a little over an hour to get back, I pulled into the underground garage that housed our car and parked. Once I turned the car off I turned to Spencer. She was crying. She looked over at me, I opened my mouth to speak but she beat me to it.

“Who’s Ella George?” she asked.

“A really good friend I’ve met because of the band.”

“You guys looked pretty cozy over there huh?”

“She came to support me and my family at the funeral.”

“Then why did I see pictures of you all over each other?”

“We had a few drinks, then we just hung out. Nothing more.”

“Yeah you guys looked like you were just hanging out.”

“Fine, we had a little too much to drink and we may have been a little too close at points. But I promise nothing more than a slight peck happened. She’s an ex for a reason.” Shit. I didn’t mean for that to slip.

“Oh, you dated her?”

“I figured you knew, considering my whole life is on the internet.”

“I want to find out from you. I don’t just google your name daily to see what’s been going on! Kasi showed me the pictures.”

“We kind of did a little more, Spencer I’m so sorry. I stopped her though, I felt so bad. There’s just so much between us, we dated for a while then I tried to get over by dating a ton of girls and it didn’t work until I met you!”

“What is ‘a little more’?”

I sighed. “She gave me a blow job, and I sort of fingered her a bit.”

Spencer nodded at me, she didn’t seem mad, she wasn’t threatening tears. Instead, she looked sad and almost guilty. “Why aren’t you yelling at me?”

“I slept with Niall.”

“Wha-aa-at?” I stuttered out.

“Harry, I don’t even know, we were playing drinking games, everyone left it was just me and him, I had just seen you out with her and she was all up on your arm, holding it tight, I was mad, I just I was drunk. I’m so sorry.”

I looked at her again and quickly got out of the car being sure to slam my door. I took off towards the elevator when I heard her calling after me. I was waiting for the elevator to reach the garage when she finally caught up.

“What are you going to do?” she asked, nervously.

I shrugged, really unsure myself of what I was about to do next. The doors opened and we both stepped in. Once the doors closed, I pinned her up against the walls. I slammed my mouth against hers, I kissed her impatiently. I felt her melt against my lips before I quickly pulled away. The elevator dinged I stepped away from her, exiting the lift. I don’t know why I kissed her, I should be furious with her, but it was really only Niall I was mad at.

“Harry don’t do anything stupid.” Was the last thing I heard her say before storming into the flat.

“Where is he?!” I shouted. Liam and Louis came running into the kitchen where I was.

“Harry what’s wrong?” Liam asked, before seeing Spencer enter in behind me.

“Ah, so you told him. Good.” Louis said smugly.

“You guys knew?!” I was beyond angry.

“Harry calm down.” Liam started.

“No, where is he?” I left the kitchen, entering the living room where Niall was watching TV.

“Hey Harry how was your trip?” he said so nonchalantly.

“How was MY trip? How was your week without me? Do anything fun?” I snapped.

He stood up looking confused, “Harry? What’s going on?”

“What’s going on? You’re going to stand there and act like you don’t know what’s wrong?”

“Harry I really…” he started but stopped as his eyes darted behind me. I whipped around to see a crying Spencer. It broke my heart to see her cry, but she did this to herself. “Oh, um, we should sit down and talk about this like adults Harry, just calm down.”

I rolled my eyes about to yell again but I knew he was right. Beating the shit out of him wasn’t going to solve anything. I loved the kid as if he was my own brother, I couldn’t hurt him. Even if they did cheat, I wasn’t any better. Sure Ella and I hadn’t slept together, but we did fool around. I decided I had no room to be angry either. If it’s meant to be, it will find a way. I believed that was true for us too.

“You’re right, it’s just how would you react if you were me?”

“I understand, I’m surprised you didn’t hit me.” He laughed.

I pulled together a small smile, maybe this would be easier to deal with than I expected. Spencer sat down on the single chair, Niall took the love seat and I took the long couch. I wanted to sit by Spencer but she distanced herself.

“I don’t even know what to say.” Niall looked over at me.

“Harry, I’m so sorry.” Spencer started.

“Just please tell me how it happened and what it meant to both of you, that’s all I need to know.” I asked, worried for the worst.

They shared a glance, which made me nervous. Niall nodded as Spencer started talking again.

“It was honestly a drunken mistake, it never should have happened.” She wiped away a tear.

“Yeah, we both just got caught up in the moment and one thing lead to another and it happened. I even think she even thought I was you in the morning.” Niall attempted to joke not making me feel any better.

“Harry, I wish this never would have happened. I’m so embarrassed.” Spencer couldn’t even make eye contact with me, she was really hurt at what she had done to us.

“Spencer, can we talk alone?” I asked. She nodded slowly. “Let’s go into my room, I’ll be right there.”
She silently walked down the hallway, I waited until she was in my room before talking to Niall in a low voice.

“I’m not happy, not one bit. I’m being civil because you know you fucked up. It’s going to take a while for me to get over this. So if I’m not always the nicest person to you, you know why.” With that I left the room to meet Spencer.

As I walked into my room and shut the door, the sight before me made me overly sad. Spencer was sitting with her back to the door on my bed, bawling her eyes out. I walked up to the bed and slid onto it behind her. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close. She leaned into me and continued to sob.

“Harry, I…I...” she tried to get out.

“Shhhh, I know. I know.”

“You can’t even begin to understand how I feel. I’m a terrible person.”

“Why’s that, I’m no better?”

“I cheated on you! When we first met, you comforted me about my ex cheating on me and here I’ve done just that. What you did is nowhere near as bad as what I did!”

“I know, but that’s why we have to talk.”

She turned around to look at me. I studied her for a couple seconds before she started to talk.

“I regret this more than anything in the world. I finally found a guy who I’ve fallen for so quickly, and he’s perfect and treats me right, he’s never hurt me or done anything nearly as dumb as what I did. I’ve ruined this relationship and…I can’t live with myself, I’m so terrible…”

Now she was being ridiculous. I shut her up the best why I knew how to, with a kiss. I pulled her close to me. I felt her body relax as I pulled away, cupping her face into my hands.

“It’s not going to be easy Spencer, but I will get over this.”

“You should hate me.” I sighed.

“I could never hate you, or Niall for that matter either. Just tell me one thing.” She nodded. “Was it just once?”

“Yeah, I swear, just once.” She nodded. “I think I should go, you and Niall probably need to talk.”

“Stay the night.” I pulled her back down.

“Why are you being so sweet? I just told you the worst possible news ever in a relationship. You should be yelling and screaming and dumping my sorry ass.”

“You know I’m a lover not a fighter, and I could never dump you, you mean way too much to me and you know that. Besides, we’re in the same boat, you should be mad at me as well.”

She looked up at me slowly and spoke quietly. “Harry, I don’t deserve you. You deserve better.”

“Don’t ever say that beautiful. If anything, it’s me who doesn’t deserve you.”

“I don’t understand you, at all. I just cheated on you and you still sit here and say I deserve better. You’re a strange man, Harold Styles.”

“Love makes me crazy babe.” I said without even realizing it. Luckily, she just looked at me and smiled, snuggling closer to me.

“Harry, I will make this up to you over time. I promise.”

“It’ll take some time for my trust to get back to the same level it was, but I believe you.” I sighed.

Leaning up, she took my face in her hands. She kissed me slowly; I wrapped my arms around her waist as I laid down pulling her on top of me. Our kiss began to heat up slowly, like we needed each other more than either of us knew. She started to grind her hips into me, getting me excited. Despite the events of what just happened, I didn’t even care. I needed my beautiful girlfriend and I needed her now.

I tugged on the bottom of her shirt making her sit up so I could remove it. I threw it to the floor and flipped us over, so I could be in control on top.

“Harry are you…” she started.

“Shhhh, it’s okay, I want too. I need you and only you.” I whispered giving her goose bumps.

She nodded, bringing her lips back to mine. I began to unbutton her pants when my door flew open.

“HAROLD! Let’s go grab some din…oh shit! Didn’t know this was happening!” Liam stopped, covering eyes.

“What are you yelling about Li…damnit aren’t you guys supposed to be fighting, not fucking? I swear they fight just to do it." Louis rolled his eyes, walking away.

Notes

I was feeling generous, and i know you guys were mad! lol

I know, don't hate me. They're both guilty. Buttttttttttt also very forgiving.

Let me know what you think.
Enjoyxx