RAQUEL'S POV

Harry was just staring at me, and I started to get nervous under his gaze, once again. I started to ruffle my hair and just as i was about to wipe my eyes, Harry grabbed my hand.

" Why do you always do that?" He asked me. I pondered this question, either tell him and give him the satisfaction of him knowing he makes me nervous, or blame it on allergies. I decided to tell him about my nervous tick and see what he does with this information. I have to know what type of boyfriend he would be. And so far from this date without analyzing every detail. He was perfect, funny, caring, protective, and damn it he was sexy. He was everything Charlie wasn't, and thats what i was going to need. I now realized Harry, And that filled me with a mix of emotions, excited, that i found someone who made me feel this way so careless so airy, so free, but i was nervous, last time i thought i needed was when i was with Charlie, i thought needed him but for different reasons. I felt weak with Charlie, with Harry well i feel loved. Something i haven't felt in a long time.

" Um well i have this tick, i sort of can't help it." I decided to tell him the truth.

"Well what sets off this tick?" he said paying extreme attention to me locking his eyes with mine.

" See well you're doing it now." I said trying to keep my hands at my side.

" What? What am i doing? Im just looking at you." Harry said confused his eyes searching mine. Guilt was evident in his voice, because he was upset that he made me nervous, Charlie loved it when he knew he made me nervous, he enjoyed when i quaked with nervousness when he so much as gave me a glance.

" no don't feel guilty! its not you, well not just you, see I've never enjoyed the feeling of knowing someone is looking and staring at me, i hate feeling judged and thats how i feel when people stare at me." I confessed to him, hoping he wouldn't use this to his advantage like Charlie did.

" Love, when I look at you, I'm not judging you, I'm simply admiring, when i look into your eyes, I'm trying to read into your soul, as cheesy at that sounds but thats true, i know I'm falling for you, and I'm trying to pick up any signs of you returning my clearly evident feelings." With that I felt so many different emotions burning in my stomach, i felt loved, my cheeks turning red from embarrassment on how sweet and honest and raw he was being with me. I didn't know what to respond i didn't know what to say, so i let my heart take over. i let my body take over forgetting my mind. And before my brain caught up, i leaned forward and pressed my lips against Harry's. This kiss should've been our first kiss, tender, loving, honest and raw. Thats how i would describe my feelings for Harry they were raw. Thats how i felt, because he was so famous and so many people thought whatever lies the media fed them, no one knew the Harry. But during my brief time with Harry Styles, i felt i knew the real Harry Styles, not what i read, not what media tried to project as his image. No i didn't know the famous Harry Styles, but i would love to meet him but right now i was absorbed with my emotions with the only side of Harry that i knew. The real Harry Styles. The one i was falling for and falling fast.

Notes

Hi! sorry it took me longer than usaul to update but i had a little bit of writter's block but i managed to write this chapter sorry its very shot but i wrote it to outline Raquel's feeling for Harry and comparing him to her ex- Charlie and showing what type of Boyfriend he was to Charlie but yeah so i love this chapter and i wanted it to be very to the point and not so many details so sorry its so short the next chapter willl be the end of their date so stay tuned
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